Sleep Episodes

MOOOM!!! HEEELLPP!! Mom! Why you have blood all over in your shirt? Mom?? What happened? It's okay Elyze! You don't have to worry, I'm okay. Wait! Mom, where are you going? Don't leave me, there are bad guys going after me. Mom waaiiit!!! MOOOMMMM!! "Elyze wake up! Anak Elyze wake up, it's just a dream. Hey Elyze, wake up." "Mom? Mo-oo-mm!! (sobbing) I th-oo-ught it's tr-uu-e , ii-i-it felt real, you were in blood and then suddenly you fade away." "Sshhhh, it's okay Elyze it's just a dream, a nightmare, I'm here I'm totally okay. Go back to sleep. You want me to sing for you, your favorite lullaby song hmm?" "Yes, please" Hmmm-hmmmmm That was just another night, another dream, another nightmare. For almost ten years I always dreamt about horrible things, my mom and dad that full of blood. I don't know why I always dreamt like that. As I remember it all started when I was 7, after that incident. Everytime the sun sets, sky that started to gray and moon that started to light the dark night, I became anxious because I'm afraid to dream the same thing again and again. I will always feel haunted even I seen it many times because it pained me to see my parents in blood and was fading away and I can't do anything to save them because its a fvcking nightmare. Now, while walking in the hallway of the school, my hands are wet and shaking because anytime soon the sun will sleep and the moon will wake, it means again it will be NIGHT.