My Broken heart
778 Words
Me Vs You
Fight a word used to describe my actions
actions of what I've done my entire existence
My brain is split like fractions
But just like in math I'm in need of assistance
Due to slipping I'm losing traction
Because my thoughts fight me with persistence
Hate a feeling used to describe my entire being
Leaving me left only with anger
Making me blind or unseeing
I feel doomed consistently in danger
It describes me only I have no meaning
Causing the appearance in the mirror to appear a stranger
Worthless used to describe me
And the way I felt when layer by layer you stripped
Ripping away my flesh... How could this be?
Out of my chest my heart you ripped
Taking my pride, and my dignity dropping me to my knee
Resulting in the crimson stream my wrist forever shall drip.
Strength something it takes to pick yourself up
Like me time after time again
After you got rid of me as if I was a hiccup
Strength something you lack like an ink less pen
Your soul is seemingly empty like a waterless cup
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Stupid Boy
Stupid boy you've done it again
Stupid boy you'll never win
Stupid boy you'll always be plagued and left down wind
Stupid boy when will you learn not to bend
Stupid boy she'll never love you again
I mean come on your far from a perfect ten
You'll always be second to the other men
Seriously she's his biggest fan
Stupid boy you truly should have ran
Stupid boy just look at the proof
She'll never really choose you
If you think otherwise then you're a goof
Sure she might come back to you
But she'll continue to lie and be with him under your roof
Stupid boy I'm not sure what to tell you
I know you don't want to give up
But this won't end good for you
To her your just an empty cup
Stupid boy she'll always use you
So please leave her be and stand up
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My heartbreak
Heartbreak a feeling of complete devastation
An ending to one's beginning
Love a feeling of floating or levitation
The beginning to ones tragic ending
Marriage a status determined by legislation
If broken it becomes ones true ending
Happy for eight blessed years
Full of beautiful breath taking moments
With laughter and tears
Our love seemingly knew no boundaries
Releasing us of our deepest fears
Then a burden blew in like the wind on the prairie
The day she finally walked out of that door
I broke wanting only to lay there cold and dead
Her love for me was no more
She had given it to him instead
So I broke… I… Slit my wrist, and she walked away leaving me bleeding out on the floor.
I was truly lost and confused
Constantly asking myself what is wrong with me?
Why am I always left broken and used?
I mean how can this be?
My mind felt completely f****d and abused
I wanted only to die so my soul could be free.
Everyone says time heals all
But honestly it didn't heal s**t
Cause once you fall. You fall
Deeper and deeper into the darkest pit
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A Feeling Lost
His heart weighed with sorrow
He began to change into something monstrous
No longer did he care or wish for tomorrow
He was becoming the thing he hated and viewed preposterous
Causing his soulmate to stay no longer did she follow
Due to his violent change and killing a love that was gorgeous
His beloved had departed only this time for real
As real as the ink and scars on his arm
Nightmarishly awoken from his slumber he soon would feel
A dreadful pain cause the vows she broke was of a sacred seal
Breaking his heart and inflicting bodily harm
Leaving his heart as stiff and cold as steal
For months, he remained tormented by this nightmare
One so horrendous it would not end he just couldn't restart
because without her life was miserable when he couldn't bare
month past like Seasons that stood still as if in a Gallery of Art
he continued to sit and at the walls he would only stare
because in his chest there was no beat he no longer had a heart
A once familiar rhythm had disappeared and seemed never to be there
The blood that once ran through his veins no longer flowing
And no longer did he care
Growing tired and weary his path he stopped walking unable to keep going
His entire existence was shattered and tore
Deaths beautiful voice was calling him home
- Writer
