A Spark of light

Why is life always cruel yo her .Can she ever be feel happiness in her life .Why it always looks like she is in some kind of court where all other people first judge her and then without listening to her they give punishment . They all are lopsided person.,Outside, a sound of bird chirping ,a sound of leaves sway .It feel like a new morning for every hopeful person its not like she is not a hopeful person .But she know how do you feel when your hope get shattered. She need to get up before someone accuse, her again and taunt her for the things that she never did .She get up and walked with a heavy step to the ward drop, retrieved wrinkled and roughly stitched cloth .That was the cloth that was gifted to her on her birthday by her paternal aunt .It was not dissapointing to her when it was given to her but the most disturbing thing was that her father did not say any word. At that time she. want to lash out to him she wanted to snap him out of indifference . But now even just thinking it she feel ridiculous .She change into her cloth and suddenly ... A suden soft voice broke her thoughts "Here you are ! I am really sorry for disturbing you Young Miss But can you come out fast to Kitchen otherwise Madam will gonna loose her temper And I know you don't even want that " Alisa just look at her and take a few step that she feel like her legs are given out and feel numbness in her leg she whined "Ssss..... she cried out in pain "What happen Miss.....Are you okay! If you don't feel like coming then take a rest ." she laugh a little at reaction of her Miss Mackquin . she was the person who give motherly affection to her after her own mother.... She think with a melancholy expression . It look like she is hidding so much pain that can't be explain in word "MM (Mom Mackquin) don't give me that look it make me cringe and you know that I am not that much fragile so let's go and make our world grow " She wants to lighter the environment so she give her MM a little beautiful smile which make her relieve . As Alisa stepped out of her room a corridor filled with a luxurious decorations welcome her that show only cold luxury no showing any comfort,coziness and she feel empty . Luxury corridor does not give ant warmth to her. Some people say or think that light is a symbol of hope but in the house the sunlight that come from the windows revive the memories to that she always wished to forget. After crossing the the corridor and then passing the stair. Her gaze suddenly drawn toward the room that was locked for about.... She can't even remember how years has passed that know one open that room. Even it has been ages that the last time lock was changed. Seeing Alisa lost in her thought Miss Mackquin give her a soft nudge.. " Lili why are you spacing out? Is there something wrong?" She followed where Alisa gaze was drawing and she realized it that she was in the sea of memories. A sudden sound of foot jolted Alisa from her memories.She knows that there will be no fortunate for her if she keep standing here. Alisa walk forward with a sorrow and heavy breath. Her every foot step take her to kitchen way until the kitchen came into view. Pushing open the door, the light coming from the kitchen make her squinted, she use her hand to shield her eyes from this dazzling light. After some second she move toward the sink where catching a glimpse of her reflection on the shiny surface of sink. After washing her hand she start preparing breakfast. Bread was already freshly baked by Miss Mackquin in the morning . So Alisa take a egg an c***k them in a sizzling pan to make an omelet. On the other side of stove she put a kettle to make a tea. She was eager to do her work swiftly. But she knows that it was impossible that she leave for her collage without any trouble just as she thought and Tadaaa There come the entry of one unwanted villain. There it goes her cousin wearing a fancy dress, heavy makeup lastly a high heel whose clicking voice echoes in the corridor make it granting to the ear of Alisa. Liyana look at at Alisa from top to bottom and said with a little smirk "Ah! Lili why do I feel like you need a cloth oh don't worry I can lend you some of my clothes". Alisa shoot her a furious look. And then off the stove. "Oh! I see you don't want me to lend it to you want me to give it to you for ever lasting". Liyana said sarcastically. Alisa did not flinch at her smirk and sad calmly "Save your generosity for some who wanted to become a painted doll like you I don't need it I already own that qualities and beauty. But if you want I can give some tips. First please don't poke your nose into my business. It will give you a glow that will be everlasting". She said with an icy tone. Listening to her taunting voice liyana feel like a storm of anger rushed to her make her cheeks red - hot and she shoot dagger with her eyes. "Yah! Shut up and make my brakefast quickly. And listen to me carefully I need bagel with some hot chocolate and also a small bowl of salad. I need all of it on my table in 10 min." She yelled at her furiously . "I am waiting for you in my room". Liyana said to her bossily. " If I say you are painted doll that you does not mean you are some kind of doll who I need to serve breakfast in their room. If you want to eat then eat it at dining hall where e everyone does". ALisa just shrugged and said nonchalantly . "You... " Liyana does not know what to say anymore and storming away in anger.