CHAPTER ONE: “A Man's World"
(Madelyn’s POV)
It’s a man’s world, they say, but I’ll let them know I’m more of a man than most women could ever be. I remain persistent with attaining influence and power.
Sometimes I imagine myself already living the life. But still, I find myself pushing through struggles.
I had just gotten out of a toxic relationship with my ex, Ryan. We had been dating for two years, but recently the vibe between us just became too toxic.
I work as a bottle girl in a club to assist in paying my bills and other daily expenses. When we first started dating, Ryan was okay with it.
But recently, he started becoming insecure. He was probably thinking that some of the men at work were talking to me or getting me to hook up with them.
When I'm not ready to make out with him due to the stress at work, he begins to yell at me.
“Seems like those men in the club had a taste of you tonight, because that can only be the reason you've refused to sleep with me tonight.” He snarls.
“No, Ryan.” I try to defend myself, but he snaps back. “Shut up, you b*tch! Of course, you would deny it. Making dumb excuses, calling it stress at work, but I know you love to please those horny dogs at the club.”
“Ryan! Enough!” I snapped back at him. I couldn't bear to hear him say another one of those hurtful words to me. “You know how much I value this relationship, yet you stand there and falsely accuse me of things I could never do just because you're so insecure.”
The air around us was electrified at this point. I left our room to sleep in the living room that night.
The vibe between both of us was draining me mentally. I had no choice but to break up with him and move on.
Since then, my focus has been on building myself.
Even though I'm not where I want to be yet, I know I'm becoming the woman I was born to be. A strong and smart woman who has control of her own life.
The kind of woman who never has to beg a man for love or validation. Every day, I remind myself: my current situation won’t last forever.
The club is my grind and my battlefield.
As I step in, the air changes.
It's filled with alcohol, the scent of smoke, and expensive perfumes. The lights flash red and blue, the bass thunders through my chest, and laughter rises from every corner.
People often come here to forget who they are. But Me? I have come to remind myself of who I’m trying to become.
My routine tonight is no different from other nights. As usual, my hair is tied up in a neat ponytail, the black dress I'm wearing hugs my curves, and to finish the look, I don't forget the heels, which make me feel like I'm ten feet tall.
The tray of drinks glitters under the lights as I walk through the crowd, slipping between the dancing bodies and loud laughter.
“Hey, sweetheart,” a guy in a gold chain calls out as I pass. His arm is around a woman who’s giggling like he just told her a funny joke. “Why don’t you keep that tray aside and join us for a drink?”
I smile subtly. “Sorry, I’m working.”
His grin wider, he was clearly drunk. “C’mon, I’ll make it worth your time.”
The woman beside him rolls her eyes. I could see a problem building up, so I walked away.
By now, I’ve seen all kinds of flirting in this place: the sweet talkers, the big spenders, the ones who think money buys them everything. Some of the girls here love that type of attention.
They smile, pretend they're having fun, lean in close, if necessary, just to go home with full wallets, but their hearts are empty. It's just a grind and nothing more, so I can’t judge them. Everyone’s just trying to survive.
“Madelyn, take these bottles to the second VIP lounge.” Carl, my manager, orders me in a cold tone. I just nodded with a pretend smile, grabbed the tray, and made my way toward the room.
The VIP lounge is quite different. The lights there are dimmer, the couches are softer, and the air is filled with cigar smoke most of the time. The atmosphere is pregnant with pure arrogance.
There's a group of men sitting there, laughing loudly, surrounded by a few women who look like models straight out of a fashion magazine.
As I placed the bottles on the table, one of these men looked up at me. He’s tall and broad-shouldered, wearing a white shirt with the top buttons open. The wristwatch he was wearing, I'm sure it costs more than my rent.
He gives me this kind of look men give you when they think they own the world.
“Hey, beautiful,” he says smoothly. “You new here?”
“No,” I reply, keeping my voice polite.
He smirks. “Then how come I’ve never seen you before? You hiding from me?”
I shake my head slightly. “Maybe you just weren’t paying attention.”
He laughs out, and there is that arrogance I was talking about. “Oh, I’m paying attention now.” He says as his eyes scan my body slowly, with so much lust. “You’ve got a pretty nice attitude for a bottle girl.”
I chuckled slightly as I set down the last glass, looked him dead in the eyes, and said. “And you’ve got a bad habit of thinking everyone wants your attention.”
For a moment, the entire room went quiet. His friends glanced at each other, half amused. I straightened up and walked away before he could reply. My heart began beating faster, not because of fear, but from the satisfaction of not letting anyone talk down on me.
When I reached the hallway, Carl was already waiting with that look on his face. He definitely saw everything.
“What the hell was that, Madelyn?” he snaps at me. “You don’t get to talk to the customers like that, especially not the VIPs!”
“He was being disrespectful,” I muttered.
“I don’t give a damn! You need this job, don’t you? So, stop messing things up. Learn how to smile and keep your mouth shut, understood?”
I nod quietly, since it isn't worth arguing over. He walks off, muttering something under his breath. I leaned against the wall for a moment, letting out a shaky sigh. Okay, maybe I shouldn’t have snapped, but I couldn't just let anyone treat me like I'm trash. I don't care who the person is.
As the night went on, I continued working, smiling when I had to, dodging hands when they got too bold, pretending not to notice the stares. The music never stops, the laughter continues, and the clock just moves more slowly than ever.
By the time I get to leave the club, the city is already half asleep. I walk home alone, my heels in my hands, and the cold midnight air brushes against my skin. My feet are tired and shaking. The streets are quiet, all I hear is the distant honk of cars and, of course, my own thoughts.
I know this is just a phase. The late-night work, the fake smiles, the endless hustle. One day, I’ll look back and see this as the beginning of the woman I have always dreamed of becoming.
For now, I’ll keep working and dreaming, I'll keep surviving, because even if it’s a man’s world… I’ll still find a way to own it.