Kyle's POV:
What the fell was going on? And who was this girl? She was driving me crazy.
After that stupid party I was trying to found her. I knew it for sure. She was there and every cell in my body wanted to found her in that crowd and be with her. My mate. But then she disappeared. I felt like I was losing her even before I found her. Bryan was trying to help me, we were looking everywhere but without any result. Next day I heard about the accident. Some girl died after leaving our opening school party. But it couldn't be my mate... right?
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"You have to calm down before someone notices." Bryan was trying to take bottle of whiskey from my hand. Without a chance.
"It had to be her. She was there and then she was gone." I took another sip. My wolf was howling inside. We were so close, almost finding her.
"You were drunk. God knows what you really felt. Maybe you just imagined her."
"Bullshit!"
After some more arguing I gave him the bottle. I really didn't like him seeing me in this condition. I was never and I will never be weak.
"If it really was her, then maybe she will come here later. You know how it is at the beginning of school year, no one cares and takes longer holiday. She wasn't in that car." he said.
"How can you be so sure?"
"You would've felt it. I honestly believe it's true." he said.
"I want to believe you."
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It has to be her. It was the same sweet smell of flowers. I felt it that night and since then it was waking me at night. I was standing in the middle of dance floor looking around...but I couldn't see her face. I tried to find her, at least her silhouette. I always woke up feeling desperate. Normally I would be with my father and little brother enjoying last trip of the summer. We used to go to mountains. Father wanted to teach us how to survive, but we were always just messing around. This was the first time that I let them go without me. I didn't even tell them the true reason. But I had to find her first.
And I didn't. School started, new people arrived. There were some really pretty girls...none of them was like her. I didn't feel anything. And after some time I wanted it to stay that way. Being numb was better than feeling the pain. At school, after school, with boys in woods after curfew. I guess I needed more time....or miracle.
And then I woke up from another dream about her. I walked down from second floor and noticed that I wasn't the only one who couldn't sleep. I could see light coming from kitchen. When I got closer, there it was. Her smell. Once again. I honestly wasn't sure if I wasn't still asleep.
When I walked in I was debating my sanity.
"Hello?"
When I heard my voice, I felt even worse. It was desperate, begging for help.
And then I heard movement behind my back and quick steps outside. I run after her but only saw her dark hair at the end of corridor. When I got up, the hall at first floor was empty. I was walking around but there was no sight of her. Again.
But this time I wasn't angry. I felt hope. And after months I fell asleep and didn't woke up for hours.
"Wake up, dude. It's already lunch time." Bryan run into our room and kicked me out of my bed.
I smiled and took some clothes on.
"What happened? Normally you are waking me up. And now you don't even curse." Bryan was obviously glad to see me in better mood. I wasn't making it very easy for him.
"I will tell you later, this lunch is pretty important." I said and get up. She had to be somewhere. I felt really good after some quality sleep, but on the other hand I was pretty angry at myself that I fell asleep after that night.
I needed her to be here. I wasn't sure what I would do if she disappeared again. I didn't know why she run away the other night, but I didn't really had much time to think about it. She was here somewhere and she was alive. I headed to the dining room, she had to be there and after few minutes I could smell her. Vivienne was trying to catch my attention but I couldn't care less. In black T-shirt and black jeans, there she was. She was hidding behind her long brown hair. As I walked closer, she stiffened. Stella just stared. I knew her, she used to help me with my homework, but after what happened I really didn't care about her or anyone to be honest.
Stella finally said something, but I didn't listen. I was ready to claim her mine. She turned around and looked at me. Her green eyes were so beautiful.
"Oh sorry. I already finished with my lunch. I will let you two talk." she said and stand up.
"No! I mean..." Why was she running again?
"Who are you?"
"Me? I'm Stella's new roommate." she looked away from me. "Sorry, but I need some help from Stella before class. I don't know where to go so, if you could let us be..."
"He has the same class as you." Stella said to my mate and I thanked my lucky star.
"I would prefer..." she started, but I didn't let her go away so easily.
"I will take her there." I said and grabbed her hand. I felt shivers. Wasn't sure if it was me or her who was shivering. "Come on."
As soon as she could she let go of my hand. I didn't wanted to scare her, but she was driving me crazy. Wasn't she feeling it? I was drugged towards her and I couldn't really control my emotions. But she looked the exact opposite way. What the hell..
"Who are you?"
"I told you. I'm Stella's new roommate. Do you have a problem with that? You are really acting weird. I don't even know you." she attacked. And it pissed me off. She had to feel something.
I stopped and looked into her eyes.
"What are you playing?" I said and for a second I thought she is liking it. She is enjoying the moment.
"Is it you, right? I can feel.." slowly I was getting even closer to her. She smelled so good. I desperately wanted to know if she tasted so good as well.
And then she jumped away from me as if I would gave her electric shock.
"What are you talking about? Are you crazy or something??" she shouted at me and run away.
"Could you at least stop with that running?" she couldn't hear me. I had to admit she was really good at hiding. And I really wanted to know why is she doing that in first place.