Jay had a new girlfriend, as confirmed by the
rumors. Yeah, she was the new girl, the goody-
two-shoes, Danielle Smithers. She had just
joined but had already mingled with the
popular clique, the girls with 5 inches of
makeup on their faces, the walking and talking
Barbie dolls. From what I knew, Jay already
hero-worshiped her.
She was all nice and pretty, volunteering
and helping people. I was pretty sure she was
a two-faced person; but again, I doubted most
people. She had rich brown hair which fell in
curls past her shoulder, full lips which looked
even plumper because of the trillion lip glosses
she put on and large, piercing blue eyes.
Naturally, Pauline had to talk to her because
Jay threatened her that he would release her
video of ''confessing her undying love for
Chris'', a popular guy in our school. She was
so in love with him in 9th grade, I was
surprised she didn't perform Satanic rituals or
sacrifice animals to get make him fall in love
with her.
Jay wouldn't release the video, of course, he
was too good to do that, but Pauline had to
make Danielle feel at home and be all cookies
and rainbows to her. Pauline grudgingly
agreed, but not before spilling ice cold water
on him from a bucket sneakily.
''Hey guys,'' Danielle beamed, walking to
where Pauline, Ethan and I sat. Sometimes,
Jay would join us too, but now Danielle was an
unwanted addition. How fake could a person
be? Or maybe she wasn't really fake, I was
just overreacting.
But she was the kind of the reason I
consumed a million calories every day, eating
out tubs of chocolate chip ice-cream and
watching Stranger Things on Netflix.
Was Jay so ignorant that he couldn't notice
that I liked him? ''Hey, so I have to go
shopping today, would you guys like to join
me?'' Danielle asked, gingerly tucking into her
small helping of salad. Did she live on air? No
wonder she had a tiny waist, the perfect
hourglass body.
''Oh, I don't think I can-'' I began but was
rudely interrupted by Pauline who kicked me
under the table.
''Of course, it would be fun!'' Pauline smiled,
which was obviously a forced one. I had to
resist rolling my eyes. I would release the
video if Pauline was going to act like this.
''Yeah sure, we can go,'' I sighed, admitting
defeat.
''Hey guys, mind if I join?'' Jay was back
and pulled up a chair beside Danielle, sitting
down and kissing her. Thank God it wasn't a
full minute make out with the groping and
noises. Ethan and Pauline worriedly glanced at
me, checking if I was okay.
I nodded though I felt as if something nasty
was choking my throat. I had to contain in
those sob noises. Jay was probably an
immature crush--well, a crush I had been
crushing since I could remember.
I didn't really understand those the romance
books with the happy endings. All of the
crushes I had apart from Jay, always seemed
to like some other girl.
Did I have a repel stuck to me somewhere?
I would ask Pauline later. ''Bri, thanks for
helping me finish the book report,'' Jay smiled
that dazzling smile, that normally would have
been enough to make faint, but I was currently
too bitter, drowning in oceans of self-
sympathy.
''Yeah, whatever,'' I said and I realized it
too late that it come out all rude. Jay looked a
bit hurt and Danielle was looking at me with
raised eyebrows and I tried to mask it all with
a few coughs.
''Hey, are you guys coming to the
basketball match?'' Ethan suddenly changed
the subject and I gave him a, 'thank you very
much' look and the awkward moment thankfully
passed.
To be honest, Ethan was too good looking
and it was a pity he was gay. He had broad
shoulders, messy brown hair with forest green
eyes. It was a shame for the female
population as he was gay.
Suddenly, I felt a large, warm hand on my
shoulder. I was obviously startled and I
looked up, only to see Brad. ''Hey, I wanted to
talk to you for a second.''
''Come down at my place today after school.
I'll text you the details,'' he said, once we
were out of eyesight, his face devoid of
expression as ever. Was that a request or a
command? Since yesterday, after he had
frightened me so much, I hadn't talked to him.
Brushing off this guy was going to be an
enormous task.
I blankly looked at him, trying to process
what he said. No guy had ever invited me to
his place. The only guy's house I had been to
was Jay's, that too because Pauline was his
sister.
Brad looked at me weirdly, ''Down to earth,
nerd. Dreaming about me?'' Now I was
witnessing the cocky and arrogant side of
him.
''Oh,'' was all I could say and exchanged
numbers. ''But why?''
''Because, the stupid event, remember?'' he
said, now looking at me as if I was a Science
experiment gone horribly wrong. ''And we
could also work on our project.''
''Oh,'' I said again. Maybe I couldn't say
anything because I was terrified of him, to be
honest. What demon had possessed him
yesterday? No one could ever figure out this
guy.
I hope he wouldn't kill me when I went to his
place.
''Okay, whatever suits you,'' he sarcastically
said, noting my lack of response. ''Okay, look,
if it's about yesterday, I'm sorry.'' My eyes
widened slightly, he never apologized to
anyone.
I probably needed a breath of fresh air. ''It's
fine,'' I muttered and walked back to my table,
feeling some weird sort of feeling. Why was I
getting so involved in his life? Once the event
was over, I was never talking to him again.
Now I regretted not being one of those girls
who threw themselves at him. ''What were you
doing with Brad?'' Danielle suddenly asked.
Talk about nosy. Couldn't she be happy with
Jay?
''Why?'' I tiredly asked, irritated. My
emotions were messing me up.
''Well, I didn't know in a million years he
would talk to girls,'' she commented. ''I know
him, his family is friends with mine. Our
families are kind of close but Brad and I never
talked. He's always been secretive and from
what I know, he likes to keep himself and his
friends. I don't think he has ever spoken to a
girl or even dated one.''
''Really?'' I enquired, my interest piqued
now.
''I don't really know, but he's very silent and
rude at times. I haven't really talked to him
nor he has ever acknowledged me,'' Danielle
said eagerly, loving the gossip. Typical.
''Strange,'' I said. This guy was really hard
to figure out.
''Well, he's certainly hot,'' Ethan mumbled and
we all rolled our eyes, laughing.
***
As soon as school ended, I heard Jay calling
my name. The hallway was deserted, everyone
had left. I had declined Pauline's offer for a
ride home because I needed a little time to
think.
''Hey, wait up! Brielle!'' I knew at once he
wanted to talk about something when he called
me, '''Brielle''.
I internally groaned and forcing a sweet
smile on my face turned to face him. ''Yes?
Need any help?''
''Look, what was up with you at lunch today?
You were acting...weird,'' he finished
hesitantly, quizzically looking at me for an
answer. This guy knew me way too well for my
own liking.
''Uh no, I was not. I'm wasn't acting weird.
It's maybe because I'm on my periods,'' I
grinned, knowing I would win now. Talking
about periods generally freaked guys out.
I turned to leave but he grabbed my wrist
gently, which sent a thousand butterflies
erupting in the pit of my stomach. I blushed
but he couldn't see, which I was thankful for.
''Something is up with you. What is it?''
Suddenly, I became very furious. I was
suddenly triggered. ''Okay, if you really want
to be so nosy, then listen. I like you, fine? And
maybe I'm jealous. There you go, can you
leave me alone now?''
The shock on his face was proof that I had
done a stupid move. I shouldn't have told
him--oh my god, he was really going to hate
me. But his actions told me otherwise.
''I'm really sorry, Bri. I didn't know...you
felt that way about me,'' he quietly said, not
maintaining eye contact with me.
''Yeah, it's fine. It's all my fault for not
telling you,'' I bitterly said. ''You're too
caught up in Danielle world anyway. It's not
your fault that I always acted so weird
whenever you had girlfriends,'' I snapped,
emotions pouring out of me like torrents of
waterfalls.
''Look, I didn't really know....''
''Save it. It's fine, really. I'm sorry, I
probably shouldn't interfere now. You're happy
with Danielle,'' I said, suddenly feeling very
empty. It wasn't his fault that he didn't like
me. I shouldn't blame him.
''Are you okay, Bri?'' he worriedly asked and
then I realized; I had tears flowing down my
face. I was so embarrassed. I wasn't this
weak! How could I let myself cry in front of a
guy?
Suddenly, I was engulfed in his strong arms
and felt him stroking my hair. I sobbed freely
now, not caring about the world. I couldn't
believe it--the only person I had liked was with
someone else. He had girlfriends in the past,
but it was just childish stuff. He broke up with
them after a week.
But we were grown up. I knew he liked
Danielle very much, judging by the way he
looked at her.
I quickly rubbed my eyes, wishing I could
forget everything and stay with him forever.
But this wasn't the reality. ''Sorry,'' I sniffed.
''I should really go. And maybe we shouldn't
talk anymore. It would be good for the both of
us. Not everyone is meant to be with someone.
I should just suck it up.''
With that, I left, walking as fast as my legs
could carry me, ignoring his calls. I realized I
wasn't too fetch after all.
***
What kind of neighbourhood would he Brad
be living in? What would his family be like? Did
he have any siblings? Would his family like me?
The thoughts and questions were freakishly
roaming in my mind.
I had learnt his address by heart and studied
a little; unable to calm down myself. I was
weird, I knew, I studied to calm myself down.
I had pushed my feelings away for Jay on
the back of mind, convincing myself that I
would find someone better.
His house soon came into view--and my jaw
dropped. It would be a huge understatement
to not it was simply massive.
A huge mansion sprawled before me, with a
fountain with an angel perched on top of it
stood on the lawn. The entire building was
painted a neat cream with trimmed hedges
surrounding it. I couldn't imagine Brad living
here.
I trudged up the walkway, which was lined
with pebbles. The huge oak door had the head
of a lion, made of brass, as the knocker. I
preferred to ring the doorbell.
A lady, wearing a white apron over her
dress, ushered me in. ''You must be Brielle?
That's a pretty name. Master informed me that
you would be coming.''
''Yes, I am and thank you,'' I smiled
skittishly. ''Where is--um--Brad?'' I asked,
afraid if I was wrong and had to refer Brad
as ''master'' too. It would have been quite
funny if someone else was in my place.
''Oh, yes, he will down soon,'' she assured
and led me to the living room and told me to
sit down on the couch and wait.
I tapped my feet against the wooden
flooring, really jumpy. I hadn't imagined in a
million years, that Brad would be living here.
His father must be filthy rich--thus the charity
event, maybe for publicity.
I heard footsteps and someone coming down
the staircase. And there was Brad--half n***d,
only a towel wrapped around his waist. This
was truly a sight to feed on--but I wanted to
scream. I had never seen a guy with such a
minimal amount of clothes (well except Dylan
O'Brien and once when I had walked in upon
Jay).
''Well, hey,'' he nodded as if this was the
most normal thing ever.
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