PenDown

Life, I always thought that life is SIMPLE. But what I did not realized was it is me who needs to make my life simple, and the simpler I try to make it gets more complicated… let me take me back to the year 2011 where, it begun. I certainly do not remember the exact date, but it was mid of January how I remember when by best friend showed me a photo of a guy who was wearing a blue shirt yeah… it was blue and he was carrying a backpack, I believe it was black. He was standing near huge staircases. Well, for sure he was on a vacation. The fair, handsome man. Love at first sight, it was… Let me send him a request on f*******:, wooha…!! He accepted me wow that was fast enough. Remember those way days only Migg33 and MSN rather these Viber, Telegrams, w******p, sss Messenger, Snap etc., From a simple Hi, to sharing phone numbers, from audio calls to video and late-night chit chats, how time went I did not realize, but all I knew was I love this guy a lot more than I can ever imagine. The respect, to love yourself, to be the person who you are no matter what, he made me feel not only a princess, but also like a queen to coming angles. Yeah, that was him. My very first love whom I loved from the bottom my heart, and the pure love between any men and women, I felt for him. God, he is mine. I am girl with who wants nothing much happiness, my life is not a so happening, I am not a much of an outgoing person. I have much limited friends who I keep in jar, cause for relations are pure and honesty in relation matters the most. He was becoming so close that I wanted him. But the question was does he wants the same from me? Well, ignoring… yeah, I did. Talking about an imaginary ex-boyfriend. Jealous yeah, he was. C’mon now he needs stay he loves me. And he did. I am happy now; there I mark 20th April 2011 as the very first he said he loves me and would want me to be my loyal girlfriend. Ha-ha. Long distance, relationship are we sure about it? Let’s leave everything to Allah., Soon, it was summer holidays, me at my home country where he is, happiness was to be home, with family and loved ones. But I was more excited to meet him. It was one night he called me, by the way he came to my doorstep. I peeked through my balcony from the 2nd floor, just to see if he was there or not and there was. Our conversation started in a new way now, he comes down near my home and me at my balcony yet, we have so much talk… looks like 365 pages of a dairy certainly not enough for us. What I loved about him was, he did not ask me to meet him personally until I was comfortable enough for it. However, I wanted to see him before I leave for another one year until my summer holidays. Hehe… yea, so with much courage I met him… I was color visualize it perfectly even when I am writing in down. I was sitting at my uncles’ room near dresser when he came and met me, woo… goosebumps, it is real like REAL he was not as in the picture, I wouldn’t deny it. When I saw him first in real, like a centimeter way from me. With a polite As-salamu alaykum he shook my hands and kissed my hand. OK. That was a bit weird but never mind… life started to be even more beautiful with him around, with little arguments, from sorry to apology accepting and from forgiveness to the care, we handled it. Soon it was my 19th Birthday, yeah. My best friend who lives next to my door calls me urgently to meet her, alright it was 23:30 ha-ha. dude it my birthday after the clock turns 00:00 and you really want to surprise me, fine I am coming by the way our balconies and together the was literally a wall between us. I sat down over the little chair and our random gossip started, as the clock turned 00:00 she takes a bouquet of red roses and I receive a phone call from HIM. WOW. Now that’s a real surprise. Without many words, I went inside my home, my room and locked my self and looked at those 19 red roses, trust me that the only time I received such a huge bouquet of red roses and till date I barely got 4 together. He pampered me, he loved me, he cared about me…