Before Scarlett could even get back to the cabin, Penny and I had our stuff packed and were on a plane. There's no way in hell I was flying back with a f*****g cheater. I have never asked her to do anything for me, I never asked her to buy anything for me, I do everything she asks me to do! For f***s sake, I'm carrying her child! I bought a hotel room today. It's Sunday so I had the day to get myself together before I had to go back to school. I sat there on the bed in my head. I felt numb. I felt empty. I didn't know what to do, my throat was dry, my head was pounding and my heart just ached. I hesitantly stood up and walked over to the mirror. I looked at myself, my hair was a mess, my skin was a little bit dirty, and my clothes were wrinkly. But the thing that broke my heart was the

