I HAVE NEVER BEEN ENOUGH

Chapter 3

" when life is getting harder and to painful for me and I don't have anyone to talk" I always talked to myself and says that "it's will be okay not now but soonest it will be okay" I just want to learned that everything happenings in my life have a reasons, even though it's so hard to concure it and it's painful I need to be brave, I need to trust myself that I can make it accept that bad things happenings in my life, and lastly I need to trust the Lord who created me, and become who I am now though I have parents but the Lord give me a life.

I have so many experiences in life especially in romantic relationship, so many times I've been broken, I've been cheated on, lustful and I hated that but in different side that bad experience there is a lesson for me, I have so many lesson and I learned that " no man can truly contended if they are not ready to be a man" it's so sad that in this freaking generation have so many red flags boys like they want to treat like a princess unlike before there have so many gentleman but now out of 10 boys they have 1 gentleman only and it's so alarming.

I always question myself why I always experience that, I always question my worth as a women?and I know is not right thing to think but that's what I feel right now? I am worth it to be loved? I am worth it to treat me right without asking my man?I am worth it to experience how my man motivates me everydays and make me feel like I am his queen the one and only?I am worth it for that to experience??why I always experience the opposite of my fantasy that all I want is to be loved my man who I loved.