I HAVE NEVER BEEN ENOUGH

Chapter 2

"why it's so hard to find a genuine love that I wanted?" "why do I need to experience all of this pain?do I deserve this?" why, why, why this is all my questions in my mind that I want to know the answer, it's so hard and hurt that I need this to experience that all I wanted is to be loved genuinely not to hurt by someone I loved. I already experience cheated on me because he didn't contented on me, he thinks I boring girlfriend and he didn't consider my feelings for him. He is so scumbag for me and he thinks that I cheated on him but the truth he was all along behind my back?like what fck, how dare he do that to me?I already tell him the past relationships that I already experience a cheated but here it is he cheated on me because of he feel that I don't love him bro, like what the fck right?? he's scumbag and manipulator, cheater all in one my gosh, I don't want to see him anymore because I want to punch him because of that cheating issue, he ruined my mental, I don't want to enter in a relationship right now because of him.

"if he didn't contented, you loss" that's the reality.