Too Late?

the room

As i'm about to open the door i stop myself. thinking is this really what i should be doing, i am tipsy but not drunk enough to not know what i'm doing. i shrug off these feelings and go inside the dim room with red walls its seems to have an ancient feel to it but warming at the same. i shut the door behind me hoping no drunk people will come in. im laying on the bed thinking how crazy it is that Max is back in town. minutes go by and no sign of anyone just as im about to get up and go max comes swaying in.

"hey, took you long enough" i say trying not to sound as if i really cared. he smirks and says nothing. he pulls off his wet t shirt. guess someone spilled something on him. i turn quickly trying to make it not noticeable that i was gawking at that amazing tone body of his. 

he turns me to face him as he sits by "i need tell you something and its important you follow through with it." he says in a low sexy voice.

"are you alright? did something happen?" i ask eagerly concerned. thinking maybe this has to do with why he is back in town.

he touches my cheek with the back of my hand i look into those beautiful deep green eyes as i hear what hes asking me to do "you need to go to justin and break it off with him. now." i pull away from him as he finishes the sentence not understanding why he thinks i would do such a thing.

"are you crazy? you cant just come back and make me ruin a great relationship. Justin is a great guy and has done nothing wrong. i'm his and i chose to be for a reason." i say to him partly trying to convince the both of us of this.

but the words don't seem to phase him his hand is on my thigh now.. slowly twirling it around getting higher up my thigh making goosebumps show up. Max has to know how nervous he makes me, and how hot he can turn a cold room. "you were never free to give your self away, you have been mine since the day you told me you would wait for me." i stay stuck looking at him, hes never brought it up. i thought that was forgotten in the back of his deep mind. "awe don't tell me you forgot!" he saying with a big smile on his face knowing i would never.

and just like that a flash back of 2 years ago comes playing like it was yesterday.. It was raining and i knew i had to tell him how i felt he was leaving me. My best friend, my protector, my love.. so there we were standing by the bus stop waiting for them to take him away that night, i saw the bus knowing it was my last chance. "Max i need you to know that since we first met, i never saw you as a bad guy. you were always the one there making sure i was okay i know you care for me like your sister but i love you, and plan on waiting till you come back to me. your my best friend." i say just before i lean in to kiss him one quick peck. just as the bus doors opened up. i left right after that. we talked on the phone a couple times after he left and wrote but he never brought it back up.. i just thought he didn't feel the same so he wanted to save me from being embarrassed. 

and just like that i'm kissed back into reality by Max's lips. they feel warm and full his hands cover my cheeks and for a split second i give in.. then Justin pops into my head, he has to be looking for me by now. i savor the kiss for a quick couple seconds, his lips, his smell, his sweet tongue. while pulling away i tell Max this cannot happen but i know i'm sending mixed emotions to him my body wants him oh so bad, and he knows it. i stand up look at max and wonder how i let myself become a person who acts this way.

"kiss me, kiss me one time before you go and act like your happy." rolling his eyes max says. "i will get you." he whispers, as im moving slowly closer to him.

i sit on him slowly look into those green eyes, his lips stay put a bit separated as mine barely touch his, they feel soft but if this is going to be our last kiss i want to remember how perfect it all felt.

                                                                        **door swings open**