Mason As soon as the doctor gives me the go ahead, my legs couldn’t get me to Siara fast enough. I open the door to her room, and the first thing I notice is the steady beeping of the heart monitor that she is connected to. It’s comforting to hear, to know that her heart still beats, but then I get a good look at the sight before me, and once again my chest aches. She’s so still. The blood has been cleaned from her body and a hospital gown now covers it. Her hands rest on the sides of her body, and her chest moves rhythmically up and down, but her eyes are shut tight, and her lips hold no smile. I miss her smile, the last time I saw it was just before the kiss that eventually led us to where we are now. I still can’t believe how foolishly I acted, and the guilt of knowing this could hav

