Maggie's POV Xander sighed heavily. "Maggie?" Xander asked tenderly. It killed me how his voice still sounded affectionate with my name. I didn't move my eyes from my water as I waited for him to continue. "Maggie, please look at me." He pleaded. "Just say what you need to say Xander." I breathed lowly. It was so quite, it felt like I wasn't even talking. I kept gazing at my water, attempting to keep my tears at bay. I knew if I looked at him I would loose my control and the floodgates would run wide open. Xander sighed again and I knew he was running his hand through his hair. Even without looking at him. "Maggie, let me just start out by saying... I am so sorry for all of this. I do love you. I never thought I could love someone again until you came into my life. I love you so muc

