Arushi,
My fear turned into a truth. I was right, marrying him was going to change my feelings, marrying him could resist me to get my revenge. Today I was so lost in him that I nearly crossed all my limits. I took the pleasure of him, I felt his touch. I felt his satisfaction and I won't be able to wipe that away from me never ever. I deserve death mom. That time I should have been the one to die not you. What if I will forget about my revenge and start finding happiness with him, I will become low infront my own eyes. I started rubbing my skin again every part that he touched every part that his lips went until it was red out of friction.
Stanley,
Arushi didn't come down and I didn't have the courage to face her again. In the meanwhile, a gust of air comes to me and when I looked at t
