“f**k! Ayesha, I’m sorry”, he rambled, realizing that he’d upset me greatly.
I was too fixated on trying to hold myself together to pay much heed to his words.
I only realized that he was still there when his hands came around me, rubbing up and down my arms… but I was too numb with the painful dose of the disgusting reality that he’d given me to feel anything.
Derek’s POV
She stood there, slightly trembling in my arms, I could see her lips quiver as she tried to hold her emotions at bay. I could tell that she was trying so hard not to let out her tears in front of me.
I wanted to f*****g punch myself in the face for being the cause of her being so upset and damn near bursting into sobs.
“Please Ayesha, look at me”, I pleaded with her, holding her in place when she tried to turn away
