_ Last Night _
I pour some more wine into the glass.
I sink back on the couch, trying to push away the thoughts.
The giggles of CJ's baby boy still echo in my head. I still haven't been able to get rid of the picture. How happy CJ looked as he played with the little boy. He didn't even notice when I sneaked out because he was too busy with him.
That should have been our child.
But I messed everything up.
I messed us up...
And I'll never have CJ in my life again...
He now belongs to someone else...
And that tears me apart.
And what tears me apart more is just how sexy he looked. His shoulders are broader. His hair is longer. His eyes looked darker with that danger that drew me in the first. But they sparkled with delight when the little boy pecked his cheek.
The same way they us
