_ Careful what you wish for _
TERRA
Seven is gawking at me.
Astonished by the sudden change in my behavior.
He doesn't know...
He doesn't know I heard him last night...
He doesn't know that I know he's working with CJ to tear me apart.
I don't know how I was able to catch some sleep after hearing both of them on the phone call.
I felt like breaking down into tears right that moment.
I felt like screaming.
I felt so betrayed.
I felt like Jesus on the cross.
And the worst and hardest part is that I have to stay calm and collected, and think about a plan thoughtfully.
I don't want to act impulsively.
I want to beat CJ so hard at this game he started to hurt me. I want to hurt him instead...
This trap they've set for me, they'll fall into it themselves.
And that won't happen if
