-Natalie Romano-
I knew I got tipsy after I downed the entire glass of wine to prove to Jordan that I was capable of going to a party, but everything that happened after was a blur. I remembered puking all over the floor and I woke to see myself in a clean shirt and the dirty one I had puked on was in the laundry basket
In the swimming pool after I found out that he was the one that changed me, I just felt disappointed in myself and my body. He literally had a first-hand view of my boobs and the more I thought about it, the more it hammered at me. If he’d seen my body and didn’t even care enough to make a comment or flirt like he usually did, what did that say about me?
I couldn’t shake the feeling that I must be completely unattractive to him. My boobs, my body—they must have been so
