#12:
July 19, 2019
It's like my brother lost his direction in life.
He took that fall harder than he accepted the death of our parents.
Breaking up with his cheater ex-girlfriend caused him to feel like his life doesn't have its meaning anymore.
Every night, after coming home from work, he would always drink beers until the alcohol put him to sleep. That's how he was able to cope so far.
I don't know what it feels like to be in a romantic relationship. I know I should just shut my mouth because I know nothing, but seeing him being this miserable for a woman who doesn't even deserve it, I told him that he looked so pathetic.
I know I sounded hypocritical because I treated him just like how my former friends did with me before, but I really couldn't accept that. It almost seems like h
