#9: February 11, 2019 It is Justin's birthday today. We are still not on good terms. We are civil to each other, but our relationship remains scarred. I don't know if we'll ever be okay. Justin is still holding grudges against me for lying before. Though there's a slight feeling of regret, I don't dwell on it too much. As I said, I'm okay being on my own now. I don't care if he doesn't care anymore. That's the least of my concern. If I could actually live alone, I would do it. Besides, I have enough financial support from my deceased parents. But since I'm still a minor, I know Justin won't let me do it. It must be nice to live my life according to how I want it to be, especially now that he has come home again with his girlfriend earlier. They brought home a cake to celebrate hi

