My entire body began trembling. "Dawson." My voice broke immediately. Then I shook him gently. "Dawson, wake up." He didn’t budge. Panic crawled violently up my chest. "Dawson…" My eyes instantly filled with tears. "No." I shook my head rapidly. "I swear I didn't know." The words tumbled out desperately. "I didn't know." My voice cracked again. "I didn't know about the pine." A tear slid down my cheek. My breathing became uneven. I shook him again. "Dawson." "Please." "I didn't know." I hated how frantic I sounded. But I couldn't stop because it almost felt like I was under a spell. And despite the pain he'd caused me, seeing him like this was horrifying. "Dawson." "Please wake up." I shook him again. He still didn't budge. Then suddenly, it dawned on me that I was

