“Mommy!” Sam grinned as he ran into my arms. “What’s wrong munchkin?” I picked my son up. “Daddy said we can go swimming today! Can we?” “Austin!” I yelled for my boyfriend. “You said we could go swimming?” I gave him a look since he knew how much I hated water which he replied with a smile showing me he was sorry. “He was begging so I told him we could.” “Okay.” I took a deep breath, smiling at my boys. “We can go swimming.” He knew that swimming in the lake gave me anxiety because I was terrified of something happening to Sam but he could never say no to our son. Lets just hope he’s like this with our next one. In the beginning I hated it because I was always the bad guy but then I saw the way that this little human that we created together got to bond with his dad by having him

