Immortality (English)

Dreams

        The first thing I did upon entering the shelter was to cut my hair short. I looked like a guy with boobs as my little brother would tease. But I have my reasons. Xed loved my hair long. So I chopped it short, too short in fact that they'd sometimes mistake me as a guy. Besides caring for my hair is hard with my fracture. I looked like a bum with a cast for the first few months. Besides being depressed and trying to stop Xed from killing me in our dreams together. He'd been visiting me every once in a while. Sometimes it's welcomed, most of the time it's not.

        There had been one particular instance that his presence was welcomed, it was after my first surgery a few weeks after arriving. It hurt like hell that they had to put me down like a wild rabid dog because of the lack of medical and pharmaceutical supply. I was in so much pain that his destruction was a welcomed bliss.

        It started like any other insignificant dream, until it became so vivid. I was sitting in a very spacious and airy living room. The windows were opened and I can hear the water flawing from a nearby river. I looked around and realized the place was so familiar because it housed our country's president before the infection.

        "Welcome to my place." He greeted me in his cool toned voice, sitting in a chair across from me. "I wasn't expecting you to visit." He was wearing loose long sleeved button down shirt and a pair of sweatpants. "Is everything alright with you in that shelter of yours?" he asked now worried.

        I was in awe of how laid back he looked, aside from his translucent blue eyes, he looked like the man I loved. "I had my first operation." I said with sullenness in my tone. "They had to drug me with what they have because we are lacking with legal medications. I'm heavily medicated right now physically, and I don't think I'll be able to wake up."

        "You'll wake up." He said with a smile reassuring me. The next thing I knew he was caressing my right cheek he was kneeling on one knee in between my legs. "I'll make arrangements for your shelter to get needed supply. I don't like seeing you crest-fallen. Remember you have two years with them so you don't have to worry."

        I sighed accepting he fact that he is the most powerful being in the planet as of that moment, "Why are you so determined to get me anyway?" I asked looking at his eyes.

        "Because I need a queen. Eternity is a long time to be alone you know." he said chucking playing with my long hair. Yes, he made my hair long. He sat himself next to me like an unwelcomed cat.

        "But I don't want to be a vampire." I stated in my little rebellion against him changing me.

        "Then live as a human as long you want. I'll change you on the last possible moment."

        "I'll be wrinkly and old by that time. Who'd want a gray old vampire anyway?" I said rolling my eyes at him. I was destructed by a giant wolf like chimera walking outside the window, patrolling the vicinity. That's when I felt his arms wrapping around me from behind. He felt solid and cool, it was like I was really with him at that point in time. 

        "I'd always want you, because you are mine." Flash backs of what happened in our first encounter ran into my mind it made my insides quiver with delight. He has that effect on me, and we are physically apart. He then kissed my neck, the same spot where he bit me that time. "We've already bonded, you know. It's not yet final because I haven't put my marked on you physically, but this." He licked the spot where he had bitten me then continued on sucking it, which made me shiver in a nice way that a moan almost escaped from me. "this serves as an engagement in my kind. You are mine."

        I had to anchor myself by holding onto his arms wrapped around my midsection, he is making me weak and light headed. I then tried my best to control my breathing, but apparently when he is in that proximity, my body don't function at all. I felt wetness sipping in between my thigh and with little discomfort as well. I wanted something to press against my p***y. Something I know that he has. I swallowed hard trying with no to little reservation I had left to stop myself, "Xed, I'm feeling uh-uncomfortable." I said voice weak almost moaning. 

        What he did next made me gasp and blush. He made me sit on his lap facing him, with his bulging c**k against my p***y. "Is that more comfortable now?" he asked with a grin. I rested my head on his chest then nodded, embarrassed of how vulgar I've become with him.

        "We're not even married." I said in muffled voice with my last attempt to convince him of stopping.

        He chuckled and coaxed me to look at his face. "But I am already married to you." He said smiling looking into my eyes with assurance that made my heart at ease. "I love you. I'll marry you as soon as the two years timeline is up. Everyone will be our witness. You and me will be one officially and physically."

         He then kissed me on my lips. I welcomed him in. It was the sweetest kiss we've ever shared. I want him. I want everything he had to offer including his throbbing c**k which my grinding my p***y on. "I want you." I said in between kisses. He was massaging my bottom as we grind with each other. My breast shoved on his chest being more sensitive with my bra on. I started unbuttoning his shirt wanting our clothes off. Our mouth separated for a few seconds to remove my shirt, he then cupped my breaths on both his hands, playing with my n*****s in between the fabric  of my lace bra. We kissed out tongue collided with fierce urgency, wanting nothing in between us.

        Xed stood us up. We were both wearing sweatpants, we chucked as we shoved them down. He then easily carried me while I cling to him like a monkey with my legs wrapped up on his midsection and my p***y slick and wet against his impressive manhood. He then made me lie down on one of the couches the speared my legs in front of him. He played with one of my breast while licking my p***y, "I love the taste of you." He said licking his lips. "So wet for me." He easily slipped a finger inside me making me moan as my p***y clumped to his long finger. "Yes baby...be wild for me." he then slipped another finger  gently caressing my insides looking for something. I suddenly gasped as he hit something delicious in me. I couldn't help but moan as he slid both his fingers in and out hitting the same spot over and over again. " You liked that?" He asked slowly picking up the pace. I answered with an urgent nodding of my head, moaning and gasping for air. It was a delightful torture, one he intensified when he licked my c**t with his tongue in a furious pace.

        "Fuuuuuuuuuccccckkkkk!!!" I moaned shouting as I c*m on his face. It was with such great intensity that some liquid squirted out of me, making him more aggressive on how he fingered me. With my body convulsing and my p***y clumping on his fingers, he adjusted his pace. I was moaning and breathing hard, legs quivering with how explosive my c*m was. He kissed me on my lips and gently caressed my body allowing me to recover. He was so patient while his d**k was so rock hard and throbbing. "I'm sorry I squirted on your couch," I said being cute with a cheeky smile. I was caressing his impressive c**k. It was long and fat, I couldn't even think of how on earth it fit me the first time.

        He chuckled, I swear his lough is so sexy I am ready to f**k him again. "It's all good, you squirting on my couch is welcomed every time. But...if it bothers you that much, you can suck that c**k you've holding onto so much." 

          propped myself on his thigh then licked the whole length of him. His d**k was like half of my face, so big and majestic. I couldn't even fit half of him in my mouth, but I sucked and bobbed my head trying to swallow all of him. He was moaning and murmuring endearing words. his c**k was coated and glistening with my saliva that I know I'll be able to slide him in me without a hitch. His eyes was closed I licked him whole one last time then I positioned myself on top of him. I gently pressed his head against my opening and slowly easing him in me. "You're so big." I moaned as his c**k stretched my p***y to its limits. I moved myself up and down on him taking more of him as I go. All that time he was supporting my bottom, so I wouldn't have all of him all at once. When all of him was in me, I looked at him straight in the eyes, smiled and said, "that wasn't so bad, was it?" He shook his head no as a response but the bulging carotid vain on his neck made me even wilder. He was holding on to his sanity on a thin thread which I was planning to break. I wanted him wild and raw with me. So I picked my butt up until only his head remained inside of me, then I shoved down hard in one swift motion, he was berried to the hilt in me. I did that until he was moaning my name and I was again ready to c*m. "Oh my gosh..." I bit my lower lip as I started cumming on his c**k. He then took charge of pumping his c**k in and out of me. "Yeeeeees..." My eyes rolled at the back of my head as I felt ecstasy. I then felt him shooting his load in me. It felt so satisfying hearing him utter my name over and over again while moaning with pleasure. I rested my head on his chest hearing how rapid his heartbeat was. We stayed like that for a while, he was drawing circle on my back while I caressed a few locks of his hair. "Is your heart really beating this fast?" I asked looking up his face. 

        "Our hearts don't need to beat as fast as humans do. But mine just gets erratic when  it comes to you." He said with a smile on his face.

        "But you look human," I said frowning, realizing that the person I am with now looked like the person I loved. But he is not human.

        "I wanted to look human for you." he explained but then he changed his appearance to the real him. His eyes translucent blue and skin so pale you'll know at a glance he is a vampire. I instatly averted my eyes. "See, you don't like seeing me like this,"

        "You're never him, were you?" I asked making distance between us. I consciously took something to cover my body with.

        He looked puzzled, "I am him, I am Xedjedy,"

        "When did I told you that I love you?"

        "What?" he was more confused. 

        "You don't have his memories. You are but a ghost living in a shell of him. You are not Xedjedy. You are just pretending to be him because you had some memories of him as a human. You are just a monster trying to get a way to acquire more pets to feed your kind." I saw the hurt in his eyes, but I know what I was saying was right. 

      "But I do love you, my memories were blank because of what they did to me in that facility. They drained my blood and replaced it a thousand times. Humans experimented on me in search of immortality. And do you know what kept me alive?" he asked, "It was you."

        "Stay away from me you monster! I'd rather die that be part of you and your so called new world." It was then I was his expression darken. "Leave."

        "You have less than two years, love." he warned before vanishing and everything turned black. The next thing I knew was waking up from my drugged state feeling hazy and rested. I was minded r***d again for the second time and I survived.

        The next few hours I heard nurses buzzing about medical supplies being air dropped to the shelter. He stuck to his promise, perhaps I was wrong about him. Maybe he is more human than I thought he is. But then again he controls the whole world now, a little kindness would never change a monster like him. Or am I the monster for not seeing him as the person he once was?