Cross: The war of wolves Vol 1

The wind against my skin as the sun beams down upon me, I am blessed to breathe the air which gives me life. I am curse to observe the death in front of me and unable to weep for the dead, nor feel the pain which I can not show. I see the sun reveal itself from the clouds, which hid the light from this day. I trust the soul has left for hopefully a better beginning, one I couldn’t give this lifetime. I hope the soul who was my deceased daughter forgives me for my physically strength couldn’t defend the life which I had brought into this world. However the man whom my bond is connected to saw her existence as a sign of weakness. Hopefully her new existence will be a kinder one. The sounds of my feet moving in front of me, one at a time. The wooden getas move one by one, as I see the river to my left side and the tree which holds an unmarked grave which looks like it had belong to a stranger. No, it’s belong to my newborn daughter who was stripped of life. I try to refresh my mind for I cannot display my emotions as a monarch to a tribe I had married in to. Things like that are forbidden for the likes of me. It’s a burden I must carry as the lady of my husband’s tribe. I pray in my heart to hold my head high and understand I am to blame, and one day my time will come to make amends for I am guilty; this a prayer to a god I do not know exists. But still I believe it judges me as a being and not as the species tied to me. I begin to see the manor, which I lay my head to rest, when I am not servicing the alpha. Our species are of an immortal nature and humans react in fear of our vast types of species. A things that comes to discovery with each passing day, humans are the other dominant species which resides the land. A stubborn yet interesting bunch known to be the result of heaven and hell’s existent many eons ago. A being of unlimited choice, yet are simple due to the time limited by the gods which bare no face. It’s a subject of questions in reality we are all of the same thread which is cut from the same cloth. I feel envious of their choices for in my life I have limited choices in comparison. Humans call us Wolves, a big and monstrous creatures which devours the souls of mortals. I even chuckle overhearing the merchant who trade near the manor at times, we live in an era of existence to the mortals who see our tribe as spirits and in some ways a possible god. Foolish I believe since we are not immortal, just have an extended life past that of a mortal’s life. Currently the state of the humans existence see a vast majority of otherworldly beings, many so called Spirits or Yokai See humans as mere entertainment since they have abilities which the mortals are unable to obtain. Some may borrow their abilities to the foolish mortals and all it does is create chaos within their communities then eventually writing tales; like the man who breathed fire, the man who could breathe underwater and even the woman who dissapeared without a trace. In reality it is mere creatures toying with a species who knows no better. In my thoughts I see the outside of the manor which has been cleaned to be pleasant to the eyes of any being. An outdoor pond with fish called koi which swims around with beautiful colors of white, orange and even black. The sand with rake threads making a pleasant designs even giving existence to objects in the sand. The flowers in bloom notifying everyone of spring, which means the coming of another full moon shortly. I only state that because I absolutely dislike the time since it is a custom to breed to our heart’s desires and create a lineage for the future. I have many like the daughter which lies under the unmarked grave beneath the tree. To us, I am to blame for tainting my husbands blood with weak lineage. I take a breath as I take in the scenery trying not to upset myself since it is a difficult process to hide one’s emotions from the peering eyes of those who’d report my display to the one known as Alpha. He would be the leader of our tribe or an emperor to a mortal’s point of view. In our race however, the title of alpha is much more complex to say the least. The alpha has powers to command weaker subjects to do his bidding. Many other lower ranks of wolves are unable to stand due to the scent which creates fear in others. For me, that is another thing. I unable to deny my alpha advances due to feeling hot, a heat rises and makes display a behavior which I am not proud of. It’s due a mark which makes the alpha own your existence. Unless the alpha were to die, the mark will heal. But that is only legend since majority of wolves are linked by a contract they have no control of. Their souls decides your lover, and you are equally theirs. But it tends to be mutual in many cases, mine however was by choice. Solius, saw me as a trophy due to my lineage with a woman who was once known as a legend in the tribe I use to belong to. She was cunning and known for being a lone wolf who was kissed by fire and as eyes which made the gross grow with her command in mortal legends. However to anyone who lived the destruction of my village. She was a harlot who gave her heart to a man of mortal descent, when that was discovered in her village. She received a cruel punishment when the moon was full, she was bound and ravished by each the powerful males of the tribe. My hair and eyes do not match hers due to the trauma which instilled her body. Making my locks white like snow and eyes with a very rare color of blue show I am born under the moon who gifted me with what the village calls moon blue eyes. That event led to my existent, which I shouldn’t know this. However after my mother's punishment she was left a broken woman, she saw me as a curse and even tried to get rid of me by force. I do not blame her for the way was effected, even in her state of despair she found courage to at least give me answers of my existence. She wrote a letter… I still recall her words as if I was reading it now. Dearest Mizuki, Forgive me for my absence, however my body burns within and I am unable to fight the pain any longer. I write this with a heavy heart and fading memory of who I once was. I am Haruka of the North Winds, I traveling down as a young pup to seek enlightenment of those who had existed outside of the walls which were created to keep out anyone who wasn’t one of us, that was a belief I learned on my own and was even my downfall. I joined our tribe in a way establish ground that I knew would be there if I had needed it. However I was better on my own, maybe if we were in another universe. I could have been the mother I know I could be without the tremors and demons awaiting for my end which they know is near. However the malice makes me wants to turn feral and I know you are scared of me, Mizuki. But I can’t hold on, this way I am with you always. You were born out of spite and ignorance along with motive to stay ignorant. I know you will be in a better place without out me, I do not know who your father is. For your birth wasn’t one of love, but carnal lust to have me. My body used for the tribesmen to create life. I am sorry you were created out of pain and lust which stem from jealousy for a mortal who I did love with my soul and not what someone told me to do. You are the moon’s curse to me, but you are still my daughter which means you are gonna do great things kiddo. I just wish to see your face as I lose my being to the beast we hold within ourselves. Do not listen to them Mizuki because I love you. May the moon watch you even in darkness, my beloved daughter. Your mother, Har- I even remember the torn parchment, the stained ink blots and damage material. Evidence of a turning, or as we call it becoming feral. My mother had a rope rigged to have force to snap her neck completely to make sure of no revival. She struggled then falling on a silver dagger, which pierced her heart. Her body was contaminated with a toxic material which we wolves are allergic to, after the retrieval of her will and belongs. The house was burned to the ground, her existent is reminder to not follow her beliefs. I hear a low voice call out to me as I see one of the servants panting due to being a lower rank wolf. He pants while bent down to catch his breath even his hind legs tremor due to his low energy. He then finally tells me that my alpha was in the main house looking for me. I breathed slowly as I smile and thanked him for his service and how I would hurry to the call of the alpha. I walked after the lowly wolf bowed lowly to show his respects to me. I walk to see the figure of my husband over looking the rice fields, seeing the working class of humans do their duties as farmers only making a living to the shogun in the area who often do trades with us to appease us. He smells the air, giving me a cold glare while he sat on his knees. His tail beside him as he stood up towering over me as I begin to smell of sweet honey and peppers. He grasps his hand around my throat not putting any pressure, but display his dominance. I breathed slowly sweating knowing my body reacting to his scent. I look up as my eyes meet his amber eyes, then answering in a calm manner. This beast of tawny red tone on his fur, is the my mate the Alpha, Solius; Like the sun his temper is ignited quickly like a blaze which captivates all in it's rage. I know my place and have to maintain myself to not meet his wrath.   “I was overlooking the outside of wall my alpha, the cherry blossoms are in bloom and the traders say we eat human souls which explains the increase in gifts my mate. “ He scoffs despising the humans for their naive nature, saying how one day the humans will cease to exist and our sons will lead the cause. He emphasized on sons needing an heir, this I knew as he then licked my cheek gently as it created shivers down my spine. Due to the fact I am his mate creating this reaction from my body. He lets go of me, as I have red eyes. He sneers at me telling me to be patient as if I enjoy his breeding. He walked away then stopping to tell me of the festival where we are to hold guests, telling me of my friend. One who looked after me like a father, His name was Ko; his name was shortened due to him saying it was far too long to say on a normal basis. Ko knew my mother and was not there personally being one of those not selected wolves who was forced to observe the ritual of my conception. He was known for his heroism and fled the village before my bond with Solius was created. He found my resident and since he was like a father to me. He holds one of the few whom are very trusted in my eyes. I do not know him personally but I do feel safe not in an Alpha’s status. But like a shaman or one who herds the sheep, I smile lightly after Solius leaves going to the kitchen which was in another wing behind sliding doors. I see the servants who prepared the food. I enjoyed helping with things that seem slightly important, like the distilled alcohol which was brewed having the tokkuris (sake sets) which were spread out to the table across from the kitchen. I even lit incenses to clear the room of malice since it was a semi joyous occasion for me. I’m not happy often, so this was quite an honor for me. The night came swiftly bringing the blanket which was decorated with lights from the stars and universe no person of this world could touch. The trots of horses began to grow closer as the servants had lit the torches to light the way for the oncoming visitors. Many bowing before Ko and his militia, they were mercenaries who believed in my mother’s views in their own way, finding it a religion in some ways. My husband had joined me to welcome Ko who had gotten off his horse then giving the servants some gold to acknowledge their hard work. “Master Ko, Pleasure to see you. In great health-” Ko raised his hand as he scoffed looking at Solius as if he looked down, he sported a long ponytail, dark skin and a scar across his face along with the Kikou(armor). They had blades of mixed steels able to cut down any foe within their path. Ko made sure his power was there but not there to define him, only to show that he was a man of power. Solius and Ko did not see eye to eye since Ko and his Ronin Army believed in Haruka’s vision of an equal world. He told me of tales of my mother, who was kind to those of mortal descent. I can say I surely excited to hear of his tales of the world, since the refreshing visuals can distract me from my burdens. Ko bowed to me as he smiled sniffing me lightly, then glaring at Solius probably knowing what happened recently. He stated that I smell very weak and assuming I had lost weight. I smiled then telling him in a coy tone while amusing him. “No master Ko, I have not. Always a loose alpha no? “ He smiled pulling a sakura petal from my face, as I blew on it as if I were a young pup. Master Ko had laughed as the Ronins followed to the dinning area sitting with their legs crossed. The servants began to serve the meals, Rice in bowls, fire grilled fish, freshly cut vegetables and cooked meat. Ko sat as the honored guest telling of the emperor who had banned meat due to the spread of human religions in the country. I poured his sake, as he smiled brightly. My husband had gotten jealous during the event, growling under his breathe as Ko looked in his direction. He gave snide remarks due to disliking Solius even in his human form. Lord Ko was formidable with his blade, as Solius was with a trait known to his clan. The held fire within their paws and used like they were one with elements. Though Solius is unable to turn to his human state, since he felt it was a show of weakness. This conversation was not gonna end well. “Had something on your mind, Lord Solius?” Ko asked in curiosity, while being confident in himself. “Yes, I do hope one day you come to your sense as a wolf. You know how pathetic you look, like a mortal trying to fit in. “ “Hah words mean nothing coming from a man who kills defenseless beings. Your kindness stems from ego, showing you are not courageous to show weakness. But then again I guess massacring a village is the only way you win?” Solius growled as his muscles grew tearing the seams which covered his fur, beneath his Yukata, he tackled Ko as he used his tanto stabbing Solius in the side. Then kicking him off as he then pulled his kusarigama (sickle and chain) as Solius got up to combat the ronin wolf, Ko had whip his chain around Solius' leg defeating the alpha. He composed himself squatting next to him, balancing on the front of his feet. "Best not to be so cruel to Mizuki, Because I will know."  Solius growled as Ko left to the guest rooms, I cant say I am happy. But I can say it is something that needed to be done, Solius was a man use to his way and rarely saw rejection. I helped my husband to his feet as he wince as the enhanced blade make the wound heal slowly, bringing him to our room as I pulled off his torn yukata, he then pulled me into him. I felt loved for a minute as my sense we calm until feeling the sharp pain of my neck being bitten. A mate's blood held properties for healing. I don't get to see Solius in a weakened state very often. So it doesn't happen often, his claws torn through the kimono. My hair being messed up as he ravished me, I felt the euphoric heat within myself. Felling my body accept his member, his essence as I fell into my memories of a time. Solius wasn't a tyrant, a time he was just as timid as anyone.  I awoke seeing the red wolf next to me, the half moon catches my eye as I feel a headache. Trying not to think about as I pull the blankets on to my husband as he slept peacefully. The window had a throwing blade with a note attached as I open it to see it is from Ko.  It was a short and serious without detail, it read:    ' There is something I have to tell you' What could be so urgent that Ko had to make a secretive note ? It wasn't like him but I will make sure to unveil the information he wants to tell me ... // Well guys I hope you enjoyed the first chapter and continue to support this series with all it's glory. Gets juicier so stick around !