Lust: The deadliest sin

Hideout

Bianca

Walking through alleys and broken streetlights is hardly comforting, especially when you have a group of powered boys surrounding you. I could probably take most of them out if they tried anything, but with so many of them I probably wouldn't have a chance at escaping. Nonetheless, I kept on walking with them till we got to their hideout. If there is a chance to have a roof over my head, even for just a night, it sounded better than sleeping in the streets praying I didn't get mugged or worse.

It was a small, rickety shack. Well, that looks dangerous. Inside there wasn’t much of anything. Just a kitchen, living room and a ripped-up couch. Following the boys into the kitchen, I saw Dimitri moving a rug, and low and behold a trap door. Looking up at me, Dimitri smiles and plunges down into the darkness. The other boys stood, staring at me, waiting for my descent into the blackness. My breath was shaking as I let my courage take over.

The crunch of rock and dirt could be heard echoing when my feet hit the bottom. My eyes slowly adjusted to the dim lights. Inside were tunnels galore! Well, they looked more like drainage pipes, and poorly dug ones at that.They had half burnt candles lining the side of the tunnel. The smell was a mixture of vanilla and the earth. I wrinkled my nose as I breathed in the strange mixture. After a moment’s hesitation, I walked in. I had to show them I was as tough – if not tougher- than them. Although I probably could have died right there, and I should have now that I look back.

“You can hold my hand,” Dimitri whispered, his lips gently touching my ear “if you're scared.” I just kept on walking past him, down the half-lit hallway.

Who is he to decide when I’m scared? I half yelled in my head. Okay, I might be scared, but I’m sure as hell not telling him that.

I was yanked out of my self-loathing when someone placed their hand on my shoulder and said “Don’t worry, there’s nothing to be scared about, really.”

“I’m not scared”. Looking around. I see different entryways that are…Rooms?

“That’s not what I heard”, Lucas replied, tapping the side of my head.

Letting out a big sigh, rolling my eyes “Well whatever, okay?” and in my head I sighed loudly. Just please go away. And he did

“This could be your room”, Dimitri had said to me, but it wasn’t much of a room. A mattress, a blanket, and a side table with a lantern on it were all it had. The room had a musty, damp feel to it. The room didn’t have a door on it either, but they were kind enough to fasten a blanket over the doorway that granted me some privacy.

"I know it isn't much, but it's home. We started to hook up electricity but supplies are expensive and hard to come by, especially for us. I hope you can settle in and stay awhile. It's nice to have a new face around here."

I uttered my thank you’s and wished the boys goodnight. I sat on the bed and just stared at my hands. Finally, letting a tear slip down my face since the day I left real life in Kishinev to find my “new” life. I couldn't tell how long it had been when a knock came from beyond my make-shift door and I hastily wiped it away.

“Can I…”

“Yes you can come in.” I stated, trying to sound the best I could.

Dimitri moved the blanket to the side gently and strode in to take a seat next to me on the bed. “I just wanted to make sure you were okay. I umm… was told you were… not doing so well.”

“You mean crying? Well, one of your physics told you that, no doubt.” I stated rather harshly.

“They can't help what they hear or feel, you know, and plus, it's not their fault. I made them keep an eye on you. I thought if I knew how you were..I could help”

“Look, let's just get this over with. You can stop pretending you actually care. What is it that you actually want with me?” Not trying to hide the flatness.

“Who said I was pretending?” he cooed, wiping the hair behind my ear and letting his hand rest there softly cupping my cheek “I really was trying to make you feel better” he drew my face up to meet his, our lips almost meeting. Well it’s working I thought. He let out a small laugh and pulled away. Dimitri kissed my forehead and stood up. Then he slowly walked to the door and whispered, “You said that a little too loud” and slipped out my makeshift door. I snuffed out my lantern and undressed for the night, leaving myself in my bra and underwear wishing Dimitri would come back. I felt more alone than ever tonight. When he didn’t return, I turned over and closed my eyes. Maybe I imagined his attraction towards me, I thought, and mentally shrugged to myself, thinking of how close his lips were to mine. Brushing my fingers over my lonely lips, I sighed in frustration.

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At first it was a faint gurgle. A faint sigh, a low hiss surrounding me. I felt like someone was holding me down. I couldn’t scream. I couldn’t think.

Jumping out of my bed, I couldn’t breathe, and I was sweating as if I had just jumped in a pool. A chill struck me out of nowhere, nearly knocking me down. I suddenly felt like someone was in my room and was just as suddenly wishing I had my lantern back or at least a small candle. My eyes quickly adjusted, I saw a figure.

I must be seeing things, I thought, but why does it look like it's moving towards me? Is that …. A shockwave of dizziness and darkness clouded my head.

“Dimitri!” I screamed as loud as I could “Dimit-” Then I heard a low hissing sound surrounding me, someone screaming my name. “Bianca! Bianca please wake up!” Someone screamed, “Oh god, please let her wake up.” I’m not sleeping, I wanted to say. And then it all got dark.

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Bianca

I opened my eyes to the surrounding darkness of my room. Blinking the sleepiness out of my eyes. My body ached and I wasn’t sure why. Sitting on the edge of the bed, I realized I was naked. I must’ve taken them off last night I thought to myself and shrugged. Thinking about a strange dream I had last night, I shivered.

When I stood I doubled over in pain, my lower stomach cramping like I just got kicked.

“Bianca?” I heard through my makeshift door “It’s me, Lucas... are you okay?”

“ I’m fine, just cramps” I replied rubbing my aching stomach.

“Okay, you felt different in my head” his voice laced with worry. “ I just wanted to make sure.”

“I’m okay, I promise” I weakly smiled to myself. I heard him turn and leave.

I quickly dressed, shorts and a hoodie, my usual attire. My hair was twisted unevenly into a bun with small strands of my red hair surrounding my face. I secretly wished I had a mirror. I wasn’t the most beautiful girl in the world, but I wasn’t bad looking. The porcelain skin I inherited from my mother was almost flawless save for a few scars I gained through childhood. I wasn’t “well defined” but I was average with some definition. If I had been able to train and use my powers I would’ve been much better looking, I thought to myself.

I exited my room and made my way to the kitchen area. The boys Seth and Jacob were arguing about who had to do patrols tonight around town. Jacob jumped on Seth and started slapping his face. Trying to stifle a laugh, my hands covered my mouth. They turned to me, both blushing and saying good morning in embarrassment.

“Good morning” I smiled. Right then, Rob entered the kitchen and gave me a once over.

“You look heavenly, Bianca” he said, matter of fact. I stared at him wide-eyed, a blush creeped onto my face, making my whole body hot.

“Th-thank you, I guess”, withdrawing into my hoodie. I heard movement and looked up to see Seth and Jacob leaving. Thanks guys.. It was just Rob and I.

“Hey, I’m sorry” he said, gently lifting my face to his “I didn’t mean to embarrass you. You are a very beautiful woman.” His eyes searched mine for what felt like hours. “I wanted to apologize for yesterday. I acted rather harshly. I have never seen a woman as stunning as you. I wasn't sure what I was doing.”

Looking at him now, Rob wasn’t bad looking either. He had amber eyes like pools of honey. His hair was cut short with longer messy hair on top. His dark hair looked good enough to grab... Woah... woah... woah... I need to calm down....

A smile tugged at the corners of his lips. Rob leaned in and kissed me hard, pulling me deep into it. I didn’t stand a chance. He gingerly picked me up and placed me on the counter, my legs still wrapped around his waist and my hands in his hair.

His hands went up the back of my shirt, digging into my skin. I pulled away, breathing heavily. What is happening?

“I’ve never been with anyone before”. I whispered into his ear “I’m not ready for this”. I tried to pull away from him but he didn’t lessen his possessive grip on me.

“I just want to kiss you right now” he breathed onto my lips, slowly licking them, asking for entrance. I fell into him as his tongue slipped in exploring me. I opened my eyes for a second and thought I saw something flash in his eyes as he pulled me closer, biting my lip. I moaned, I couldn’t stop. I just wanted him to touch me. Something about him pulled me deeper.

Suddenly he stopped and I whimpered as he pulled away. “They’re coming... we better stop” he whined. Picking me up off the counter, he placed me on my feet. “I could get used to that” he whispered as he kissed me again. Then he turned and left, leaving me alone... definitely wanting more. That was one hell of a first kiss, I thought to myself happily.

Dimitri

I watch as Rob exits the kitchen area and a twinge of jealousy hits me. His eyes meet mine and a smile plays on his lips and I know he can feel what I’m feeling.

I don’t like Rob alone with Bianca, period. My hands turned into fists and I walked towards the kitchen to find Bianca.

When I enter, she is leaned up against the counter, her beautiful lips are pulled into a sweet smile and she seems lost in thought. This girl will be the death of me, I swear it.

Bianca finally notices me. “ Oh hey Dimitri!” She snaps out of it. “I'm just hungry.”

“You seem like you’re in a good mood today, it’s nice to see.”

“Oh” she blushes, damn she’s adorable “..much better mood now that Rob. apologized to me”

My mood shifts. “Yeah, I saw him leave here. I’m glad you’re on better terms with each other” I said flatly.

“Yeah, I thought he hated me for some reason,I guess not” she says, smiling to herself. I wonder what happened

“Would you like to take a walk with me?” I asked without thinking.

Her eyes connect with mine and she nods “of course” YES!

“ I know the perfect spot!” I tried not to sound too excited. I gripped her hand and pulled her along and out of the door.

The air is still crisp in the morning, and our breath is almost visible. I’ve always loved this forest, so sharing it with Bianca seems almost intimate.

As we walk she tells me about her life, her home and why she left. I can tell how sad she really is and it breaks my heart.

“You know Bianca, I’m glad you’re here. I feel like this place was meant for you.” I said, looking into her beautiful eyes “ I know circumstances weren’t ideal but they led you here for a reason.”

She’s so adorable as she looks down at her feet with a sweet smile. “I’m glad I’m here with you”, moving my hand to her cheek, I tucked some loose hair behind her ear. “You put this forest to shame with your beauty”

A small giggle escapes her lips and her eyes shine in the light of the morning. “Thank you” she beams. “I think that’s one of the nicest things anyone has ever said to me”

“Well. I’d be an i***t not to say it” I want nothing more than to put my lips on hers at that moment and I think she knows.

“Maybe we should head back. We’ve been gone for a few hours” she says

“If that’s what you’d like Bianca,” I want her to want me, I can’t force her. I can tell she isn’t ready. I took her hand in mine and led the way home. “Now tell me, what is your favorite food? It’s my turn to make lunch”

Our afternoon consists of some of the worst burritos I’ve ever made and we laugh the day away together. If this could be my new normal, I would never complain again.

“Oh no..” she says. “ I didn’t realize what time it was” she says hastily. “I should get to bed.”

“I’ll walk you to your room.”

“I would like that.”

We walked slowly and silently back to her room. Standing in front of her door, we looked at each other and smiled “I had a great day with you, it was nice being able to connect with someone.”

“It definitely was, we should do it again”. I nodded in agreement. “ Goodnight Bianca”

“Goodnight Dimitri” and she went behind her door. I almost went in. I wanted to feel her soft lips on mine just once, but I didn’t go in. She will show me when she’s ready.