I woke as usual, went to the bathroom did my stuff there and then went back and sat on the bed waiting for master to come. He never had a particular scheduler and plus there are no clocks here so I wouldn't know both ways, but he always came at least twice a day, morning and at night.
I took a brush and started brushing my long hair, the only thing i loved and pride myself on. It was long, almost to my waist and even though it was thick but it was smooth and had a nice wave to it. Once I was done with it, I went and grabbed a water bottle, he always leaves me couple.
I miss my morning tea, funny thing, I never liked coffee, not the smell nor the taste, but tea? I was addicted to it. Specially matcha, the coffee shop i used to work at, we used to serve matcha tea and matcha cake, yummyy. I miss it, the only thing i miss from my life, before....before master took me.
I never had any friends, so i dont miss school and my parents, well,,, even though i also get punished here and here punishments hurt much more but at least i know the rules and how to avoid them, dont disobey master.
The door's lock started turning around. Master is here. Happiness exploded in my chest and I felt my body heating. Mating pull as master explained it to me.
He walked in, dressed in dark blue jeans and black t-shirt. "Good morning master", he walked to me and pulled me to him, the next thing i know he was kissing me. Electricity rushed through my body, his lips moved against mine, teasingly biting and then licking the small pain away.
-"Come" thats all he said, took my hand and pulled me towards the door.
Panic hit me. He is getting rid of me. I was not good enough for him. I dont deserve him. I did something wrong!! All my life I am doing everything wrong!!! He will throw me away !!
No. NO!! I cant,, I cant live without him!! I love him!!! I dont care that he took me away !! I dont care!!
No god no! please what did i do wrong?!! Please no!!
I started resisting him and sobbing. He was surprised with my actions so he dropped my hand which caused me to fall on my ass.
"No master please no" I said through my sobs, "Please master dont get rid of me, whatever I did wrong, i wont do it again, I swear please master no!! I canh-cah-cant live without me" sob "please dont" sob "please give me another chance" sobs took over me and i couldnt get another word out.
He stood there shocked.
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Azazel looked down at his mate, breaking down in sobs. First time in his life he had no idea what was happening. He thought she would be happy to leave this room.
-"Please master please give me another chance, please master I will be better" sob "i wont ever disappoint you again master please" sob "I cant live without you master please please give me another chance"
'She thinks I am getting rid of her' part of him wanted to go and comfort her and tell her that she got it all wrong but his other part, the sadistic part was enjoying this after all she just said she cant live without him, who knows what she will say next in her despair. The battle within him was short.
Azazel stood there and watched her sob even harder and promising everything to him, from obedience to truthfulness.
-"Please master i will die without you"
'The mate bond between us is strong' he thought to himself, even though she is human and what history showed, from all the books he read once he found out his mate is human, that usually humans and his type have very weak bond but not in their case.
He knew how strong the bond was, when he started feeling her from afar, knowing how she is feeling and all, and moreover he saw it in the way she acted around him.
The first week after he took her, he saw the battle in her eyes, the battle between the sane part of her telling her that she should try to escape and be afraid of him and the part where she knew that he is her mate and that she should just give in and he saw how day by day, she was giving in to the mating bond, till after few months, he saw it with her actions, how needy she became of his presence and his touch, how eagerly she awaited for him to come and did everything he told her to do. And that all in matters of three months, he wondered how much stronger the bond will become.
He looked down on her and decided that its enough.
He picked her and moved towards the door, he felt her hug him tighter and sobbing into his chest.
'Silly little kitten.'
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I felt us walking and some doors closing and opening. Then master gently lowered me onto something very very soft. I looked at him and saw him smiling at me. I calmed down a bit and looked around.
I was in a bedroom, his bedroom, and I was on the biggest bed i have ever seen.
The room had a dark theme, dark walls, dark bed and dark furniture. The bed was in the middle of the room and in front of the bed was huge double dark oak door, to the left of the door was another door which lead to the bathroom i assume because next to that was a walk in closet and even from here I saw how big it was.
On each side of the bed were table lamps and then to the left of the bed was the closet and the bathroom, but to the right side of the bed was heaven.
Two plush chairs, that could easily fit two people and huge double glass doors leading to the balcony, next to the glass doors was a small beautifully designed bar.
The bar was designed in a way, where there was bunch of shelves, the top shelved were filled with bottles and the bottom ones were filled with different type of glasses. next to the shelves was a little dark sink and under it a cabin.
The balcony doors has curtains on each side but from what was visible, the balcony was huge and had chairs and lounges.
I slowly turned back to master, who while i was looking around the room, went to the bar and was pouring himself a drink.
-"Master?"
-"Yes kitten?"
-"What,, what am i doing here?"