The heart wants what it wants

It’s been 2 years since mom have died, me and my sister have been working together to find moms killer. When we find who killed mom, he/she well die a slow and painful death. “Nessa?” “NESSAAA” my sister screams “Oh my gosh silk what do you want?” I yell dramatically “Let’s go to the CLUBBB” she says excitedly “NO” I say “Aw come on nessa we haven’t went to the club since mom died” she says pouting on her face “Fine” I say My sister is still in pain from moms death but she doesn’t show it. My sister is my bestfriend, my twin and someone I protected from many cruel events but she doesn’t know.. “Do I look good in this nude dress nessa?” Silk asked me “Yea you look bomb in that dress” I say “What about you, what are you wareing” she asks me “Something that we’ll catch eyes on me” I say “Mmm I see my sister wants to get laid” she says “HaHa your funny” I say I’m not a virgin if your wondering, I’m not happy of who took it because I had no choice. “Let’s go now, tony is here” silk says Tony is our driver. He works for our dad. I hate my dad/John. He changed my ex boyfriend into a cold hearted person Me and silk went in the car and on our way to the club I got a text. I opened my phone and it was dad. “How have you been sweety pie” he texted “What do you want now John” I text back “What happened to you calling me daddy?” He texts “Your no father of mines anymore especially what you put me through” I text back “If I’m not your father anymore then I’ll call anthony and He well f**k you so hard you won’t be able to walk for days” he texts “f**k off dad” i send then closed my phone I felt memories bluring back in my head. I hated John even more. I wanted to scream out my feelings. I haven’t told silk anything at all because I don’t want her in even more pain. We got there at the club and I quickly went to the bar. I drinked so many shots I can’t even remember. I was heading to the bathroom but then I bumped into a stranger. He was tall, handsome and looked like a leader of some g**g. “Watch where your f*****g going” I say He looks at me in anger. But I walked off and went to the bathroom.