Chapter 12
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Jason pov
“Yes, mom. Yes if I feel pain or something else I’ll call.” Fiona keeps talking to her mom from the car and we are in the house for ten minutes. She looks at me as annoying
“Yes, mom. Can we close now? I need to lay down. No Mom I’m fine. I just want to eat and go to bed. I love you too Mom. Bye,” she looks at me relieved.
“Everything ok?”
“Yeah, you know. Mom has been mom”
“I know. I miss that sometimes” I say sadly remembering my mother. She comes close and hugs me at my waist. I cup her face.
“You are lucky that you still have her.”
“I know. And I’m sorry that you don’t have your parents to be there for you at our wedding. I miss them so much. Your mom always gives me the best pieces of advice. I was talking to her about things I wasn’t comfortable saying to my mom.”
“I remember. She loved you too. You’re the daughter she never had. I’m sure both will be happy that I tell you my feelings and I’m going to marry you” She rests her head on my chest and suddenly she starts crying.
“Baby it’s ok. Don’t cry. I know you love them too. I’m sure they don’t want you to cry” I wipe her tears and look at her.
“Ok. You order?” she asks trying to change the subject
“Yes. Do you want me to help you with the shower?”
“Wait for the food and come later. But if I need you I’ll call you” She walks to the bathroom and I wait for the order. When it comes I go to the bathroom and I see her in the shower. I take off my clothes and I go behind her and give her light kisses on her neck and shoulder.
“You feeling better?”
“Yeah, the hot water helps me relax”
“I love you,” I say and kiss her again.
“I love you too” She turns around and looks at me. I cup her face and she gives me small kisses.
“I’m sorry again for Jessie. The thought that something will happen to you....” I say but I cut it by a sob.
“Baby look at me I’m ok.”
“But you weren’t when Jessie has you tighten in that storage. You have stitches and bruises on your body. And it's my fault"
“Is not your fault. You were outspoken with her from the beginning. She took it differently.” She caresses my cheek
“You worth every stitch and bruise.”
“Don’t say that. I supposed to have you as a queen and you end up in the hospital”
“So what are you saying now? That I will be better without you? You regretted the marriage proposal?” She says and she takes her hands from me and she looks at me in the eyes. She looks mad but I talk immediately.
“No. I’ve not regretted anything. I want to marry you like crazy. Just I failed to protect you from my past. And I can't forgive myself for that. " I say and go close to her.
“Baby I know your past. You say everything to me from the beginning. I chose to be with you because I wanted to. It’s not your fault that Jessie didn’t let you go and didn't move on with her life”
“Can we please leave it behind us? I have a wedding to prepare I don’t want to feel that you don’t want it.” I cup her face
“I want it more than anything. Only with you, I’ve dreamt of my life. I’ve pictures ourselves with babies and kids.” I sigh
“I felt so hopeless that night. If something happens to you I don’t know if I could live without you.” She hugs me and rests her head on my chest. I hug her too.
“I can’t promise that I’ll live forever. I want more than anything to have a family with you and grow old together. But I don’t know what life will bring us. The only that I know is that I love you more than my life. And I will love you till my last breath. The things with Jessie don’t make me for one minute to regret that I will continue to be with you. So please stop doing that to yourself. We love each other and we’ll be together. You stuck with me” She smiles and kisses me.
“I love you so much, Fiona White. Future Mrs. Wood.”
“Mmm Fiona Wood. I like it” she says excitedly and I smile. Later I help her dry herself and get dressed. We ate the food we ordered and I helped her lay on the bed. She hisses as she sat down
“You are ok?”
“Yeah, give me a kiss and I will be much better.” I smile
“As much as you want.” I kiss her long and sensually.
“I’m going down to the garage. I have to finish a car. If you want something call me. I love you”
“I’ll be fine. Go, faster you’ll finish then faster you’ll come to me” I smile give her a last kiss, and go down. I finished my work, the client came for his car and I went upstairs. Fiona is sleeping peacefully and I go for a shower. When I finish I go and lie down with her. She wakes up
“Sleep baby. I will wake you up for dinner”
She takes my hand and passes it to her waist so I can hug her. I kiss her and I sleep with her.
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