ADAM The buzzing of the machines inside the hospital is driving me insane. I hate that sound, with every fiber of my being. I looked around me, it was nothing but people in white, the bright lighting and the strong smell of antiseptic, and the sight of a plain white clock that knows nothing but tick endlessly. It seems like I lost who I was, a few days ago. Is it that easy? And I know I won’t ever get her back since what I have done is unforgivable and it’s impossible. I want to break down in tears, I just want to apologize to her or even say goodbye properly. But some things are better left unsaid. I am already losing her and she’ll hate me forever if she finds out about this. I rubbed my face in frustration. This is my reality now. I gripped the metal bar handle of the chair and felt

