Life of teenage mom

Hi! This is not my real name. But you can call me shine. I came from a broken family. I always witnessed how my mom and dad fight. My dad is not that good dad for me and for my brother and not that good husband to my mom. They are fighting, physically, emotionally and financially. I didn't come from a rich family. My mom and dad got married when i was in my mom womb. They had a beautiful wedding. But after wedding and when I grow up, thats when they really knew each other. They are always fighting with the things that they cannot agreed as one. I always saw dad hurting mom. I had trauma with me seeing them fighting and arguing like that. Until then, my little brother born. He even witnessed how our mom and dad fight. Dad has a lot of vices and he is gambling too. Which my mom totally disagreed. My dad even sold his wedding ring because he has debt. After that, my dad was looking for my mom's ring too. My mom asked: why are you looking for it? What are you going to do with it? When my mom found out his debt and my mom got angry, he throw it somewhere that my mom cannot find it anymore.