My creation

I was alone for the past 5 years my parents had an accident when I was only 2 so I became an orphan since then but then I met him Han he is perfect he was my first love since the day he was the one who saved me so I Yung promised myself to work and look for him, 7 years passed now I'm 17 and I'm a CEO now because my new parents are rich I accepted the job at first without even looking back they did know my reasons they loved me even knowing I love men they smiled at me with caring eyes I felt happy for the first 7 years I was alone. One certain day I was at work I was having a terrible day and I was looking for a new Secretary but I couldn't find the perfect one but that was when he came in Han still looking perfect as he is I remember that silly smile that melted my heart at the beginning he was there in front of me I lost words the people open their eyes still glancing at me I gain my conscience and I said " I'm sorry" ok this is for today I will send you all a message tonight. I finally found him my first love health he was there I was happy I couldn't sleep so I took my laptop and I hired him immediately that night I called my parents telling them I found him they were happy for me and said do not overdo Yung and don't go after him yet because it looks like he doesn't remember you that maybe be troublesome I won't mother I replied I finish to talk to her and I closed my phone and went to sleep and just like that morning came in a second, I was so sleep-deprived, I went to the office and called Han he is 20 now he came to my office to sign the contract I don't like office relationship in my company I said and Han replied I understand Mr.Yung but in my heart, I fell something I didn't want but what is it could it be sadness.