A forbidden affair

I’ve always thought of myself as straight. I dated boys in high school and even had a serious relationship with a guy I thought I loved. But there was always something missing, a nagging sense that my attraction wasn’t quite…whole. It started with little things. A fleeting glance at a woman’s legs, the way her hips swayed when she walked, the curve of her neck when she laughed. I told myself it was just appreciation, that anyone with eyes would notice these things. But the truth was more complicated. I loved women. I loved the way they looked, the way they moved, the way they made me feel. And I wasn’t just talking about their faces or their personalities. I was talking about the full, rounded curves of their bodies, the softness of their skin, the way they seemed to glow from within. It was a strange, intoxicating thing, this attraction. And it terrified me. Because what did it mean? Was I straight? Was I bi? Did it even matter? My friends used to ask my sexuality,then I proved them wrong I dated my first boyfriend after our break up I dated another one but I never allowed them to break my virginity until I was sure about what I want,Until I met Wade his so perfect in everything he does he loves me so much.He even introduced me to his family his parents loves me and he has a twin sister she doesn't like me that much but I understand.I never slept with Wade but he have been patient with me for 2 years.We would cuddle and sleep at the same bed but never had s*x,he never pressurized me into doing things that I don't want. We graduated from high school and went to college,I'm so happy because my boyfriend and I got accepted in the same college so we won't be far from each other "This is the last box" Wade said that while put a box on top of my bed I got closer to him and hugged him "Thank you my love,and I'm happy that you and I ended up in the same college we won't be like those couples we face chat only and see each other after a long time we are going to be with each other everyday,I wish you were my roommate unfortunately girls and boys can't share rooms" He giggles and looked at me "As much as I want to be with you here but I have to go and unpack so this means I'll see you later" "I wonder who's my roommate,I wish Jazz was here like we did in high school sharing rooms and all that I can't stay with a stranger,babe what if she is psycho?or worse a serial killer" I moved one box and sat down My boyfriend sat near me and hold my hand "babe everything will be fine,stop stressing" Wendy opened the door and got inside "What are you guys doing in my room" sighs "This is my room...anyways sister in law what are you doing here" I wouldn't share a room with a weirdo like her Wade's parents walked in and hugged us "Mom what is she doing here?I thought she was going to GAU" Wade walked towards her mother "I changed my mind and I didn't know that I was sharing a room with this thing of yours I would have stayed at home" I rolled my eyes and just looked at her I didn't want to cause drama in front if their parents "Wendy!!stop calling her a thing we asked the management to place you in the same room because we know others won't want to be in the same room with you my dear you know your previous roommates never liked you,they always complained so Sky is used to you she won't feel otherwise" Wade's mother tried to explain but how can she make a decision like this alone and not ask me about how I felt staying with this weirdo,Wendy is not someone you would like or want to be around she was difficult to talk to "Mother I'm not weirdo I'm bisexual some people should learn to mind their own business it's not a crime to like two genders at the same time and if you done with that family meeting call me I want to unpack my clothes" she walked out and everyone went silent,Wade's mother asked if I was okay with Wendy staying with me I said I was cool I couldn't say no they would think I'm a bad girlfriend or daughter in law.I wish my mother was here she would have told them where to gets off but there was no turning back I was going to share a room with that weirdo.They all left and I was left with Wendy she didn't pack her clothes but instead smoked weed while I did all the work her side was filled with clothes all over while mine was clean I felt bad then got up and cleaned her side "Wow look at my little sweet sister in law cleaning for me" "Wendy your a lady you should start acting like it" I continued cleaning A week later I had already made friends in campus Jane and Rachel,they are roommate and have been friends since high school the good thing was they are also freshman and on the other hand my roommate was an ass,I had turned into her maid and that was tiring my boyfriend suggested that we tell his parents but I told him that I was fine with it I didn't want to cause unnecessary drama but what annoys me the most is that she already have many girlfriends we haven't been here for a month but already she had s*x with many girls and sometimes I would find them naked in my room I swear that this girl hates me but I don't care I had to be a good daughter in law. My friends and I where preparing for our first party in college so I got ready,did my make up until Wendy walked into the room naked "WENDY!!"I shouted "what the f*ck?" I covered my eyes "What?we are all ladies or do you have a d**k?" She went to her side and applied body lotion.I know what you all are saying yeah I couldn't keep my eyes closed I turned and looked at her small bums going up and down.my jaw nearly dropped the way I was looking at her "People think I'm weird but you are the worst why are you looking at me like that" I was lost in thoughts and her body was beautiful has hell even her skin color she's so beautiful,she snapped her fingers "Kataliya!!what's wrong with you" "Uhm....I...I....what?" I looked away "What wrong with you,why are you looking at me like that" she made a disgusted face I took my bag and left her in there,I friends texted me location of the party and I went there.i found Jane alone in thr party "Hey where's Rachel" I took a glass of champagne and took a sip "She got herself someone to hook up with" she smiled "OH,okay" We had fun and I had lots of shots.i couldn't walk straight but luckily Wendy was there as well she helped me get back to our room "Wendy...thank you..."I couldn't even stand straight "Anyways why did you help me I thought you hated me" "I don't love you either"she said that while lighting her weed "But why?why are we never friends?" I sat on top of her bed next to her "Just" "I need more than that atleast,am I not good enough ir you just don't like me being your twin brother's girlfriend" "Because all of you think that I'm a weirdo Kataliya!" "But I don't" I looked at her with my drunk ass eyes "You do everyone in my family thinks that,and they influenced you as well" "Wendy I think your just a girl with a lot bottled in,your not a weirdo.Your a strong woman who knows her sexuality who was able to stand up against her family and tell them that she's bisexual so your a wonderful woman" I said that while playing with her hair "I didn't know you saw me like that,thanks" I giggled and looked at her "This is your first time saying something nice" "Really" she leaned over and I couldn't stop myself we kissed and kissed and kissed then I stopped I ran to the bathroom and puked she brought me a glass of water I had it and went to bed a passed out.