school days

Chapter 3

Mi ka pov:

Kanina pa ako nakayuko sa lamesa ko kasi hindi padin dumating si teacher. At ito namang gaga hindi ako pinapansin.

𝔸𝕟𝕘 𝕞𝕒𝕝𝕒𝕤 𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕨 𝕟𝕒𝕥𝕠.

𝔸𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕒𝕪 𝕟𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝕔𝕝𝕒𝕤𝕤𝕣𝕠𝕠𝕞.

ℙ𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝕞𝕖𝕣𝕜𝕒𝕕𝕠 𝕖.

Sabi ko at tumingin sa mga maiingay na tao.eh ano pabang itatawag ko maingay nga sila.

Napa tingin nalang ako sa bintana. Nang nakakita ako ng isang tao nakatingin saakin sa ibaba,naka upo ito sa upuan kong saan don ako tumatambay kapag wala masyadomg klase.

Parang familliar siya,di kasi makita ang layo niya. Pero sure ako na nakatingin siya saakin.

𝕆 𝕓𝕒𝕜𝕒 𝕟𝕒𝕘 𝕒𝕤𝕤𝕦𝕞𝕖 𝕝𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕜𝕠... ℕ𝕒 𝕟𝕒𝕜𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕚𝕟 𝕤𝕚𝕪𝕒.

𝔸𝕪 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕝 𝕟𝕒𝕞𝕒𝕟 𝕒𝕜𝕠 𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕒 𝕥𝕚𝕘𝕟𝕒𝕟 𝕟𝕚𝕪𝕒.𝕖𝕙,𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕕𝕚 𝕟𝕘𝕒 𝕟𝕚𝕪𝕒 𝕒𝕜𝕠 𝕜𝕚𝕝𝕒𝕝𝕒.

Binalik ko ang tingin sa mga kaklase kong maiingay. Na boburingan na ako kaso bawal lumabas sabi ng president nang room.

𝕤𝕒𝕟𝕒 𝕟𝕒𝕞𝕒𝕟 𝕞𝕖𝕣𝕠𝕟 𝕘𝕒𝕘𝕒𝕨𝕚𝕟 𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕤𝕒 𝕤𝕖𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟 𝕟𝕒𝕥𝕠 𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕒 𝕞𝕒𝕡𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕘𝕚𝕝 𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕒𝕪 𝕜𝕒𝕤𝕠

𝕊𝕚𝕪𝕒 𝕒𝕥𝕒 𝕟𝕒𝕘𝕕𝕒𝕝𝕒 𝕟𝕘 𝕜𝕒𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕒𝕪𝕒𝕟 𝕖𝕙.

𝕋𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕟𝕒 𝕓𝕦𝕙𝕒𝕪 𝕥𝕠𝕠𝕠.

𝕄𝕒𝕥𝕦𝕝𝕦𝕘 𝕟𝕒𝕝𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝕜𝕒𝕪𝕒 𝕒𝕜𝕠𝕪𝕤

Napasandal ako sa pader,matutulog na sana ako nang biglang dumating si sir.

𝕎𝕠𝕨,𝕟𝕒 𝕒𝕞𝕒𝕫𝕖 𝕒𝕜𝕠 𝕥𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕟𝕒. ℕ𝕘𝕒𝕪𝕠𝕟 𝕡𝕒 𝕥𝕒𝕝𝕒𝕘𝕒 𝕕𝕦𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘.

𝕄𝕒𝕥𝕦𝕥𝕦𝕝𝕠𝕘 𝕞𝕒 𝕤𝕒𝕟𝕒 𝕖𝕙.

𝕄𝕒𝕕𝕒𝕞𝕚 𝕥𝕒𝕝𝕒𝕘𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝕙𝕒𝕕𝕝𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝕤𝕒 𝕓𝕦𝕙𝕒𝕪 𝕟𝕒𝕥𝕠.

𝕊𝕒𝕟𝕒 𝕟𝕒𝕞𝕒𝕟 𝕨𝕒𝕝𝕒 𝕟𝕘 𝕕𝕦𝕞𝕒𝕘𝕕𝕒𝕘.

Napabuntong hininga ako at kinuha ang notebook at ballpen ko at inilagay sa lamisa at hinintay kong magsalita si sir.

𝕋𝕖𝕥𝕤𝕚𝕣 𝕞𝕒𝕘𝕤𝕒𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕒 𝕜𝕒𝕟𝕒𝕒

𝕄𝕒𝕘 𝕒𝕟𝕟𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕔𝕖 𝕜𝕒𝕟𝕒 𝕟𝕒 𝕡𝕨𝕖𝕕𝕛 𝕟𝕒 𝕜𝕒𝕞𝕛𝕟𝕘 𝕦𝕞𝕦𝕨𝕚𝕚.

𝕊𝕒𝕓𝕚𝕜 𝕟𝕒 𝕤𝕒𝕓𝕚𝕜 𝕟𝕒 𝕒𝕜𝕠𝕟𝕘 𝕦𝕞𝕚𝕨𝕚.

"Class, you have a new classmate.he is special so treat him as he deserves." Sabi ng teacher at tumingin sa pintuan.

𝔸𝕪𝕪,𝕜𝕒𝕝𝕒 𝕜𝕠 𝕒𝕟𝕠 𝕟𝕒.

𝔸𝕟𝕠 𝕣𝕒𝕨?...

𝕊𝕡𝕖𝕔𝕚𝕒𝕝? 𝕊𝕡𝕖𝕔..

𝕊𝕡𝕖𝕔𝕚𝕒𝕝 𝕔𝕙𝕚𝕝𝕕 𝕒𝕥𝕒 𝕚𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕤𝕒𝕓𝕚𝕙𝕚𝕟 𝕟𝕚𝕥𝕠.

"You can now come in" sabi ni teacher,bumukas yong pinto at nagulat ako kasi..

𝕊𝕚𝕪𝕒 𝕪𝕠𝕟𝕘 𝕟𝕒𝕘𝕝𝕚𝕘𝕥𝕒𝕤 𝕤𝕒𝕒𝕜𝕚𝕟 𝕜𝕒𝕘𝕒𝕓𝕚.

ℙ𝕚𝕟𝕒𝕕𝕒𝕝𝕒 𝕤𝕚𝕘𝕦𝕣𝕠 𝕤𝕚𝕪𝕒 𝕕𝕚𝕥𝕠 𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕒 𝕓𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕒𝕪𝕒𝕟 𝕒𝕜𝕠.𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕣.

Tumayo lamang siya sa harapan.hinayaan niyang si teacher na ang mag introduce sa kanya.

𝕎𝕠𝕨 𝕤𝕡𝕖𝕔𝕚𝕒𝕝 𝕟𝕘𝕒. 𝔼𝕙 𝕡𝕒𝕟𝕠?

"He's name is Izekial kai Ren hiroshima.actually,he's studying from private school,his mother decided to tranfer him due to complicated situation." Sabi ni teacher na nag eenglish nanaman hindi kl naintindihan nanaman. Pero alam ko na ang pangalan ng anghel na nagligtas saakin.

ℙ𝕖𝕣𝕠 𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕒𝕒𝕤 𝕟𝕒𝕞𝕒𝕟 𝕟𝕘 𝕡𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕒𝕝𝕒𝕟 𝕟𝕚𝕪𝕒.

𝔼𝕫𝕖𝕜𝕚𝕒𝕝 𝕜𝕒𝕚 ℝ𝕖𝕟 𝕙𝕚𝕣𝕠𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕞𝕒. 𝕁𝕒𝕡𝕒𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕖 𝕒𝕥𝕒 𝕥𝕠.

Tiningnan ko ang suot niya hindi pa siya nakapag uniporme kasi nga hindi pa siguro alam kong anong uniform ang suot dito or baka ayaw lang talaga mag suot.

Naalala ko na siya pala yong nakatingin sa akin kanina nong tumingin ako sa bintana at nakita ko siya sa tambayan ko kapag walang masyadong klase. Don kasi ako nag cecellphone at naglalaro ng games.

"You can call me Ren for short" singit niya na walang emosyon. Nag nod lamang si sir at ngumiti.

ℝ𝕖𝕟.

"You can now choose where you sit"sabi ni sir na patuloy na ngumiti sa kanya pero hindi naman pinansin ito ni Ren at mukhang papunta ata sa direction sa likod ko?

𝔸𝕪 𝕒𝕓𝕒.

Nagsalubong ang tingin namin biglang nag dugdug dug yong ano heart ko syempre. Nginitian ko na lamang siya pero hindi siya ngumiti sakin ang expression niya ay wala nag bago

𝔸𝕪𝕪

Lumingon ako sa likod kong saan siya naka upo ngayon at ngitian ko ulit siya at sinabi na 'salamat' bago lumingon ulit sa harapan.

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Ren's Pov:

" weird" i said and i glance to the window. Not planning to listen to the teacher discussion. Cuz I'm not intrested on his discussion,it's Filipino.

𝕀 𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕤𝕔𝕙𝕠𝕠𝕝,𝕘𝕖𝕖𝕫.

𝔻𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕞𝕪 𝕞𝕠𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝕚𝕥 𝕔𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕖 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕣𝕒𝕟𝕤𝕗𝕖𝕣𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕞𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕡𝕦𝕓𝕝𝕚𝕔 𝕤𝕔𝕙𝕠𝕠𝕝?

ℕ𝕠...

𝕀𝕥'𝕤 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕫𝕖𝕜𝕖𝕤 𝕗𝕒𝕦𝕝𝕥 𝕚𝕗 𝕚 𝕤𝕖𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕘𝕦𝕪 𝕒𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕟.𝕚 𝕤𝕨𝕖𝕒𝕣,𝕚'𝕞 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕕𝕖𝕤𝕥𝕣𝕠𝕪 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕗𝕒𝕔𝕖.

I cletch my hand again wanting to punch the wall the anger inside in my heart couldn't still move on.however i wasn't planning to do it or otherwise I'll cause trouble for punching the wall.

What if it'll crack. The walls are only supports by woods and it's like you were in hell in here.

𝔽𝕦𝕔𝕜 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕒𝕚𝕣𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕖.

𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕚𝕤 𝕒𝕝𝕤𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕠𝕟 𝕨𝕙𝕪 𝕚 𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕡𝕦𝕓𝕝𝕚𝕔 𝕤𝕔𝕙𝕠𝕠𝕝,𝕘𝕖𝕖𝕫.

I notice on the side of my eye,that the girl turn to me again.this time,she touchs my hand causing me to curse at her. "What the hevk?"

"Hello po" the weird girl greeted me with a wide smile on her face.it seems she was so happy.to be honest she looks creepy and ofcource weird asf. I push her hand away from me and rolled my eyes.

I ignore her and i decided to listen to the teacher instead cuz it's now about math,and There's no other choice cause it's keep getting boring all the time.

"Ah,salamat pala sa pagligtas sakin kagabi" she thankfully said and smile at me.

"Nahh,not a big deal" i said without any emotion. I didn't even take a glance on her even just for a little bit i keep my focus to the teacher.

I hear her sigh and turn to the teacher. She write down what the teacher wrote on the blackboard.i was about to read what she just writr down but god her writting looks destroyed by a typhoon.

I rolled my eyes as i look at the teacher again.

"Parang sasabog na ata utak ko dito. Tangna math to hinahanap pa x niya" i heard the girl complain while looking at her notebook.

I didn't mind her as i continue listening to the teacher.

"s**t naman sana merong gamot" i heard her again complain. I rolled mt eyes and glance at her cause she was being noisy already.

"Kong pwedi lang sana ako turuan ni maya edi magaling na sana ako mag math pagkatapos.hindi ko naman na iintindihan sinabi ni sir eh" she added,which makes me become annoyed to her. But i didn't let my emotions control me for a stupid small reason,i keep my focus to the teacher.

Math and science is my favorite subject and it makes me excited whenever it is the discussion.

I turned to the window and look at the plain sky.i once look at it with smile on my face dreaming about my dream girl but i guess it only could happen in my thoughts qnd dream and nothing beyond that.

It's my first time feeling hatred and anger within me while looking at that sky i didn't even realize that i already slams the table.

The girl confusely look at me. "Anyari sayo?" She question.

"What?" I replied with no emotions.

"Uhm..kasii" Her small reply.

"Naiintindihan mo ba ko,hehe" she question causing me to roll my eyes to her.

"What?" i replied. I actually understand what she was saying however i have to put an act that i didn't understand what she was saying because why not i love playkng dump.

"Hindi nga niya ako naiintindihan" i heard her mumbled and sighed.

"Ahm,ako nga pala si Mikaella lyn lezano." She introduced herself as she keep smilling.

"I don't care" i replied rolling my eyes.

"Salamat" she replied to me with a smile on her face.

"Weird" i rolled my eyss at her.

She return to turned to the teacher and listen what the teacher discuss.

I look at the clock as i realize that it's almost dismissal. I glance at the window and it's getting dark already.

𝕋𝕚𝕞𝕖 𝕗𝕝𝕚𝕖𝕤 𝕤𝕠 𝕗𝕒𝕤𝕥.

The teacher keep discussing i have to other choice but to listen to what he discuss. It keeps getting boring and it's like I'm being grilled in here even thought theres no fire.

𝔾𝕖𝕖𝕫,𝕚 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕘𝕖𝕥 𝕔𝕠𝕠𝕜 𝕖𝕤𝕡𝕖𝕔𝕚𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕤𝕥𝕦𝕡𝕚𝕕 𝕡𝕝𝕒𝕔𝕖.

𝕀𝕥 𝕒𝕝𝕞𝕠𝕤𝕥 𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕥 𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕪𝕖𝕥 𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕤𝕠 𝕙𝕠𝕥. 𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕕 𝕠𝕗 𝕡𝕝𝕒𝕔𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤?

𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝕚𝕥'𝕤 𝕒𝕝𝕞𝕠𝕤𝕥 𝕕𝕒𝕣𝕜 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕖𝕒𝕔𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕟'𝕥 𝕗𝕚𝕟𝕚𝕤𝕙 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕕𝕚𝕤𝕔𝕦𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕠𝕟.

I rolled my eyes and yawn,the girl infront was already murmuring and complaining because the discussion was taking so long. I could see the annoyance on her face as if she was easy to read.

Then i glance at the teacher who still haven't finish our discussion i remain calm instead of getting impatience unlike the girl setting infront of me,i mean the mikaella girl.

I decided to glance at her for a little bit but almost laugh when i saw her teary eyes looking at her friend.she look like a puppy longing for her mother.

ℍ𝕠𝕨 𝕒𝕟𝕟𝕠𝕪𝕚𝕟𝕘.

𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕤 𝕦𝕡 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕘𝕚𝕣𝕝,𝕤𝕙𝕖'𝕤 𝕨𝕚𝕖𝕣𝕕.

𝔹𝕦𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕪𝕨𝕒𝕪𝕤...

I look at the sky again and saw the moon. My tears almost drop around my cheeks when i remember fey again. I didn't know it was so hard to move on. She was my first love,my first crush.i got alot of hope to make her mine that time,and thought she likes me too,she was so passionate and sweets towards me all i thought she was only acted thay way towards me but she's also does that around zekes.

She's also act that way around everybody. When i realizd,I didn't even annoyed or mad at her even thought it's hurts,i am not even his boyfriend. I tried alot of ways to go out with her...

unfortunatly none of my plans success.Then i saw her with my bestfriend finally together.and i suddenly boilled in anger and a mixed of emotions that i couldn't even understand i didn't even realized i let my own emotion controled me that time because of how angry i was. I don't understand why zekes have to betray me like this with the girl i like.

I quit having a plash back and sighed as i return to look at teacher. Then he announce that class is over my classmates shouted happily it almost break my ear drum.i immediately get out on the classroom as i covered both of my ears.

"What the heck is wrong with them" i complain.

I suddenly felt someone was following me.i rolled my eyes and turn behind me it was mi ka. The annoying weird girl.

"What do you want?" I question boredly looking at her.

"Uh,kasii..eh ano"

"You're wasting my time" i said,i was about to walk then suddenly the annoying girl grabbed my arms and said.

"Salamat pala sa ginawa mong pagligtas saakin.hayaan mo babawi ako" then she smile

"No need,i don't need anything from you and i don't need your help in return." I replied with no emotions.

"H-ha?"

ℍ𝕒𝕡𝕝𝕒𝕤.

I rolled my eyes and walk away from her,i just let her stand there i didn't even see her move when i take a glance for a bit it's like she became a statue. But it's none of my concern anyway. She can stand there and be a statue forever.

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I finally came home peacefully,i immediately lay on my bed. I felt so tired even though the only thing i did is nothing but to sit.

I was about to close my eyes but then i heard my father knocking the door brutally as if he was about to destroy it if i won't answer. I decided to open the door there's nothing else i could do anyway.

"What is it,dad?" i ask my voice tremble.

He suddenly punch me on the face causing my nose to bleed i was confused by his sudden actions.when i was about to ask him why he did that but he answer my confusion before i could ask anything.

"Hah!,you look so confused? Well,you hurt Zeke's and you almost kill him are you really his bestfriend you fucker?!?"

"Zeke is not my bestfriend,he use me and manipulate me,us." I said with no emotion as if i wasn't effected by his punch.

"Liar! Zeke was such a good boy he could never do such a thing!.you're just affected by your overthoughts!" He said as he punch me once again and again until my face left with bruises.

"How dare you to accuse zekes when we already knew the fact thst you're at fault" he glared grabbing my shirt.

"Shut up you don't understand! Fucker!" I curse at him, causing to get punch again.

"Really?,You're nothing but a useless mother fuvker bastard!" He curse back,but to me it was more hurtful words that i ever expected.

"Since at the very first place i've never considered you as my son" he added with no emotion on his voice.

His words hit me it was more painful than his punch,it was more painful than any other hurtful words threw at me.i could feel my tears starts to fall down around my cheeks as he said those words to me i felt like i couldn't breath,those words break my heart into million pieces.

I've never thought he would say this words to me. I couldn't believed he hated his own son...

ofc,he hated me what did i expect...anyway.

𝔹𝕦𝕥 𝕨𝕙𝕪?

𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥'𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕠𝕟?...

"I wouldn't histitate to kill you if i want to,better shut up fu**r" he added threaten me.

"Does that mean,you treated zekes as your own son but me..." I questioned as my voice tremble for his answers.

I cletch my own hand as i waited for his answers.he become silent for a minute after he answer to my question.

"Yes,and so?"

He has no emotions on his voice and face

After answering my questions to him. He smirks and let me go on his grip. Before he could walk away,he glared at me and smirks satisfied to what he did to my face. His looks while smirking looking creepy as if he was so happy to what he did to his own son. To be exact,he's ready to kill someone for that manipulative guy when it's not even son.

I cletch my hand as my tears keep falling through my cheeks.i saw my mom looking at me on the corner of the door,he look at me without any emotions on her face then she walks away after i saw her. It's weird that i cried without making sounds,but the the truth is i was so hurt that my family act like this towards me without even leaving an explanation to me.

I lay on bed crying without making any sounds I don't want them to hear it especially to dad he would just laugh Infront on my face when he hear me. I wasn't supposed to cry i suppose to be a man but why...

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