getting closure
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after that day no girl of edward class came to me and i also ignored what she told me i thaught that she was just jealous...
1-2 weeks passed very easily i am very happy i get all i wanted i am head girl,topper of class,queen bee and due to edward and my relationship rumours i get a good boyfriend too atleast everyone thinks that...this isi'nt matter for me that this is only a rumors coz i don'nt want a relationship now...but deep down in my heart i want someone...someone who love me truly...yaa my paresnts love me and my younger brother also...but i want someone special....
today there is a function in the school...anniversary of school...every year a party is held on but this time is diffrent junior year student are not allow in other dress they have to wear uniforms but senior year students are allowed... junior and seniors party is held on diffrent buildings,,,,, my school is quite strict about school rules.. so now i am in senior year so i am allowed to wear other dresses..
party starts at 7 pm so i have so much time to decide what to wear....i called my bestie to go for shopping..i am waiting for her..
"bella rossie is come" my mom told me
"yaa coming" i reply with happiness i am so exited for today
me and rossie go to the mall which is near from my home... luckily we both are from rich family so we can buy what we want.. we enter in the mall and searching for dresses... as i told you all that i was like good girl so i never wear too short dresses i wanted to wear i like them not too revealing but classy nd sexy... i always wear simple dresses not to fasionable.. i barely apply makeup.. i think just some lip gloss not even lipstick... i did not make up bcoz i don'nt like it but today i think i should do some makeup...
after the lots of effort rossie decided to buy a blue dress she look so beautiful in this dress... it is like barbie doll dress nd she looks like a doll..
i also choose a dress it is not so revealing but not so long...perfect for me but rossie did'nt like it... it is of pink color.. the skirt is pink with a white color tank top i like it but rossie not..
"bella i don'nt like this u are looking cute but it's not sexy" she said
" i don'nt want to look like slut in this red short dress" i reply
she choose a red dress which is too.. too much..revealing.. ya i changed my dressing but not that much...
"plz try it" she pouted
i can'nt say no to her.. so i decided to try it
i try it and this is actually very pretty dress but too revealing...it is backless and from front it have a deep neck nd it is also sleevless nd too short my things will shown too much.... i just don'nt buy it its final i don'nt buy it..
"it is beautifull but i don'nt want to wear..it is too revealing" i said to rossie
"no u will buy it buy both.. what if u changed ur mind" she argued
"ummm okay but i am sure i am not gonna wear it" i said
so after shopping and lunch we go to my place to dress up for party...i was going to change my dress for party i am gonna wear my pink cute dress not this red one... as i entered in washroom to change i saw rossie wearing my pink dress..
she is looking pretty in my dress
"can i wear it" she said
"okay i will wear yours" i said i don'nt have any problem blue dress is also pretty...
"but i accidently drop it on bath tub and it is wet u can'nt wear it... red dress is perfect u shuld wear it" she said with innocent face but i know her she done it on purpose
"u r such a b***h rossie" i said
" no i am a good frnd" she said with a laugh
so i have to wear it... it is so revealing i want to hide somwhere i can'nt wear it.....but what can i do.. so we finally go for school.. after sometime we are in school party hall.... i am so nervous bcoz of my dress.. then suddenly edward call me from back "bella!" edward said
edward p.o.v
holy s**t!
she is looking damn sexy i can'nt control myself..i am staring at her like a fool she probarly thinking that i am a creepy person..
"may i dance with you" i asked directly
"umm oky" she replied
i don'nt know she is like me or not but today i will ask her to be my girlfriend to me my love only my girl i want her so badly i can'nt wait to taste those lips of her to hug her tightly.. i want to hide her from everyone i want her to be mine only mine..
i hold her hand and go to the dance floor she is looking so beautifull
"you are looking like an angel" i said i don'nt want to keep my thaught to myself i want her to know how deeply i am in love with her
"you also looking good" she said with a smile
i hold her waist gently and started dancing with her...her face is so beautifull she never apply makeup not even lipstick but today she applied... her red lipstick pravoke me to kiss her how can i control myself... her long black here are give additional beauty to her she don'nt use color and die she have natural beauty which attracts everyone... when we are dancing i could'nt control myself to not toching her i touch her open back and titten my grip in her waist i came more close to her.. i m tall to her so she can'nt see my face so i touch her face nd hold her chin and up her face so she can see in my eyes... i want her to know how much i love her...i ask gently in her ear "are u comfertable?" i ask her coz i din'nt want her to feel uncomfertable by my sudden reactions
"no" she nodded her head but her face was looking confused..
i closed my head to his head so that our forehead cant touch... her levender perfumes smell so sweet i want to kiss... should i kiss her or not
"bella! wht if i kiss u right now" i said looking at her eyes
if she don'nt reply then i am gonna kiss her and prapose her in front of all... i want her to be mine...
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