cheating my prince charming

kiss

bella p.o.v

                I am confused by his sudden reactions.. why is he acting strange..... we are getting close in those past two weeks but as a friend but today i feel different..... he never ever touch me like this..... i never touch by someone in this way..... he is holding by waist titely but gently his hands touch my back i feel dizzy by his touches.... his perfume is very seductive and he wears a black shirt and open top buttons his muscular body looking perfect.....he is so close to me i don't know why am i allowing him.... he close his face towards me and tighten his grip on my waist due to this we are getting more close  my forehead touches his forehead my heart is beatting so fast he could hear my heart beats.... he whispered in my ears in most seductive voice "are u comfortable" how can i say no to him he is soo hot and inocent at same time... "no" i said... but then ge asks me something... I don't ready for it... "what if i kiss u right now" he asked.... what should i do i may like him as a friend or attracted towards him he is so charming and we both are single and nothing wrong...is just a kiss right ... but who asked for kiss if he want he can kiss me directly... he is a gentleman that's why he asked but what i say "yes kiss me" it sounds wired....what should i do....

   i am lost in my thoughts and reply nothing but he comes more close to my face. i can feel his warm breathe on my cheeks.... he hold my waist more tightly like he don't want me to go .. i saw in his eyes..... brown inocent eyes he is soo charming..... i always want a boyfriend like him he is perfect for me.... he came more close and about to kiss me. .but something inside my heart wants to stop him... i never kissed anyone it is my first kiss ... is he the one i wanted... should i allow him...this will my first kiss if i allow him..am i ready.... suddenly i stop him... i don't want that he feel bad so i gently put my finger in his lips....his lips is so soft like a baby... any girl will want to kiss him....but i stopped him... I don't know why i like him but am not ready for this....not today.... "you have to wait for it" i said with a smile... i don't want to hurt him so i not reject him i just pause him for some time.... "i can wait my whole life for this" he said with a smile... how can he get that attached in just two weeks he talks like that he know me for years...

i steeped back from dance floor he is holding my hands he didn't seem angry or disappointed by my rejection....by the way why he feel sad i am not his girlfriend so why would he feel sad...and yaaa i am not his girlfriend so why he wanted to kiss me....he is act like he was my boyfriend... holding my hands as like i am his girl. . suddenly i remember that things which the girl told me..... is he really so innocent or act like this.....how could i  think that.... he is inocent...he is such a gentleman i am i***t why am i thinking this.....

      after this i saw most of the girls are staring at me ..i know they all are watching the dance floor scene of me and Edward..... i ignore those stupid girls they are just jealous and i am happy to see it.....i go to the table where my friends eating....

"awww my princes why are your cheeks are red" james said

he is one of my closest friends.   he always teased me. 

"you jerk" i said with a laugh

i sit next to him and petter....petter is also my friend..... i have more male friends then girls...only rossie,hazel and veena are my female friends and rest of friends are male...they all are very supportive and like brother to me .no one is in love with me or crush on me. only Ron liked me and i also had a crush on him but he leaves the  school after new year Party and changed his number so i can't contact to him...

"why you stopped Edward..all girls will get more jealous if he kissed you..." veena said

"i don't want my first kiss with someone who is not even my boyfriend i may like him but this is just attraction not love i don't want to kiss someone just for getting those girls jealous" i reply

"so u don't like him" rossie asked

why everyone wants to know i like him or not i don't know what i feel for him is just attraction or more then this .. 

"don't know" i reply her

  i saw Edward sitting in the side table he is in distance so he can't hear our talk... but why is he staring at me...our eyes met and my heart skips a beat.... why is he looking at me like that.... my heart beats so fast..my friend also seeing me and edward...

"go with ur prince charming u are not here.   ur heart is somewhere else":hazeli said with a laugh... 

she said too loud that Edward can hear... he is smiling now and bitting his lips .... why he is doing this to me...i am controling myself to maintain distance with him but he is just sooo damn cute that i can't stay away from him....

"bella why are you not give him a chance he is such a good boy and i think he loves u i hear some rumour about him that he never ever get close to a girl but he is getting close to you and he is vergin he never get close to any girl.."veena said

"why shuld i care he is vergin or not and who told u that he is vergin.. don't we have any other talk expect this verginity talk" i reply her with a irrigated look but all my friends are laughing like i crack a joke or what...

rossie,hazeli and veena they all are committed and they have s*x also...most of my class girls are committed and some of them had two or more boyfriend but i never dated anyone....so they want that i also make a boyfriend have s*x with him get unvergin so i also talk with them about how amazing i feel.. what the f**k is all this ...

"don't irritate my princess" james said to all my friends

" you are only my good friend" i said to james.... he didn't tease me this time i am happy that at least one of my friend is normal not obsessed with sex

"look veena said that Edward was vergin ..i also hear that he never touch a girl i think he might be a gay" james said in my ears..

i slapped him in his shoulder in friendly way while laughing....how can i forgot that he is james the jerk...

james and petter they both are my very close friend we talk to each other in any topic like i talk to rossie,hazel and veena...i never thought that they are boys so i don't talk about any personal topic they are like same Rossie,veena and hazei to me...

i looked at Edward to see what is he doing is he still staring at me?

he is looking at me but i don't know with a angry look....umm i think i am wrong why would he angry..... James said in my ears to he can't hear that gay statement so i think he is not angry i just misunderstood...i hope he is not angry...

i want fresh air i feel uncomfortable here i don't know why i think due to noice...so i go to the balcony of hall...there is no one...so calm i stand in the corner and looked at view of city.. .in night city looks more beautiful from the balcony and we are in 6th floor so it looks more beautiful here...i was standing alone then suddenly someone hold me from back....a muscular body...i smell a mens perfume he is Edward's perfume....i am sure he is Edward but i want to confirm so i turn towards him.... he is Edward...when i turn my face i found myself trap between the balcony wall and Edward body....he put his one hand on wall and other hand is holding my waist...  i m too close i have to maintain the distance otherwise this time he definitely kiss me and i couldn't stop myself....he is getting more close to me his body touches mine i can't control myself  if he kisses me i will not stop him this time i was thinking and  then he said "what was the relationship between u and those boys " 

why he is asking this I don't understand he can kiss me this time but he asked about boys i feel confused....

"who james and petter?" i replied

"yaaa" Edward said

"they are my close friends we are friends till our childhood why are you asking" i replied is he getting  jealous so that's why he was angry there..

"ohh" he replied

he didn't say anything then but he is not gone or maintaining distance...i was in same position trap between wall and his body

"can i go now" i asked i want to go i don't understand why is he doing this....he is just looking at my face...why he is acting weird...

"what if i don't let you go" Edward said while playing with my hairs..

what he wants now...he is giving hard time to me if he didn't let me go i might kiss him...he is looking more cute when he is jealous..

"if i want to go u can't stop me" i replied with a laugh

"so u don't want to go bcoz you are still here" he replied  and kiss my forehead

"why are you kissing me  and why u want to kiss me in dance floor i am not your girl" i said 

"you will be mine" he replied 

i was shoked by his reply what will happen next......