The room had no clocks. Time wasn’t measured here in minutes or hours, but in hunger and humiliation. The walls were white once—she thought—but now they had a sickly tinge, like old bones left too long in damp earth. Curtains stayed drawn, muting the light until it felt like breathing through ash.
Sandra lay curled on the bed, her spine a question mark, her body a mutinous map of sharp bones and failing will. Seven days. Maybe eight. She couldn’t remember when the last bite crossed her lips or when the last drop of water didn’t taste like a bribe. She didn’t want their food. She didn’t want their bargains. She wanted a boy with river-glass eyes and laughter like bells—laughter she hadn’t heard in years now. Laughter she might never hear again.
Her stomach stopped aching two days ago. Now it just hung inside her like an empty sack, heavy and hollow. Sometimes she dreamed of bread and woke to bile burning her throat. Sometimes she dreamed of Liam and woke to nothing.
The door clicked.
The sound was soft, polite, but it sliced the hush wide open. She didn’t move. Couldn’t. Didn’t want to give him the shape of her attention. But the air shifted, filling with tobacco smoke and arrogance. The scent of Clyde.
His shoes were the first thing she saw—black, gleaming, cruelly calm. Then the dark line of his trousers, the silver chain glinting at his wrist, the hands that looked like they’d never done dirt and yet dripped with ghosts. When his face entered the dim, it carried the same smile it always did—a crescent moon carved out of malice and mirth.
“Well,” he murmured, letting the syllable sprawl like a cat in sunlight. “Our little tragedy queen still rehearsing the death scene?”
Sandra shut her eyes. Silence was the only weapon she had left. She thought it might cut him if she sharpened it enough.
It didn’t.
Clyde chuckled low, a sound made for smoke-filled rooms and velvet ropes. “You’ve made your point,” he said, strolling closer, the click of his heels marking her pulse like a metronome. “You’re angry. You’re grieving. You’re a mother torn from her darling boy. All very poetic.” He stopped at the edge of the bed, and his shadow fell across her like a shroud. “But poetry doesn’t keep you breathing. And breathing, sweetheart—” His voice dropped, silk over steel. “—is not optional.”
Sandra turned her face to the wall, jaw clenched hard enough to crack.
The slap didn’t come. Clyde wasn’t crude like that. No, his cruelty was curated, like an art exhibit. Instead, fingers brushed her hair back from her damp forehead, gentle as a lover, obscene as a lie. “Do you know what happens,” he murmured, “if you die on me?”
Her throat worked, dry as paper. She said nothing.
“I’ll tell you,” he said, crouching now, until his mouth hovered near her ear, his breath warm and wrong. “Your precious Liam becomes…what? Trash? Excess inventory? No one wants a souvenir without a set. And we need a set, darling. Three pieces. Three crowns for three kings.” His tone sharpened on the number, slicing her to ribbons. “Not two. Not one. Three.”
Sandra’s pulse thudded, slow, thick, betraying her even as she lay like stone.
Clyde’s hand drifted down her arm, light as a spider. “If you die, you break the math. And Stefan—” He chuckled, a sound that made her skin crawl. “Stefan hates bad math. Do you know what he does with mistakes?”
She bit her lip until copper filled her mouth. Still silent. Still clinging to it like a rope over a cliff.
Clyde’s voice slithered on. “Your boy is the first act, remember? A marvel. A masterpiece. And you? You’re the theater. Without you, the play collapses. Do you want to make him worthless, Sandra?” His tone went tender then, soft enough to rot her bones. “Do you want your son to die screaming because his mother couldn’t swallow a spoonful of soup?”
Her breath snagged, hitching against her ribs. His words were acid. They ate through pride, through rage, down to the raw wire of terror.
“There it is,” Clyde whispered, satisfaction dripping from every syllable. “The crack in the glass.” His knuckle brushed her cheek, and she flinched before she could stop herself. His grin widened. “Ah. Music.”
He rose, towering now, adjusting the cuff of his jacket like the conversation had been about the weather. “You’ll eat,” he said. “Not because you want to. Because he needs you to. And when the next two crowns come, you’ll wear the smile we script for you. Or…” He let the word dangle like a noose. “Well. We’ve all seen what happens to understudies who forget their lines.”
Sandra turned her face into the pillow, biting the scream until it tore her throat raw inside. Her nails carved half-moons into the mattress. She hated him. She hated Stefan. She hated the whole world of silk and blood and numbers. But hate wasn’t enough to feed a child. Hate didn’t keep a boy alive in a room she couldn’t reach.
Clyde lingered one breath longer, inhaling her despair like perfume. Then he pivoted, steps unhurried, savoring the shape of his victory. At the door, he glanced back, eyes glinting like a blade catching candlelight.
“Sweet dreams, little stage,” he said. “Eat well. The second act’s a killer.”
The door clicked shut behind him, sealing the dark back in.
Sandra lay rigid, tears burning like acid trails toward her hairline. Her stomach clenched—not with hunger, but with horror, with rage so bright it hurt to look at inside her own skull. She pressed her face deeper into the pillow and whispered words it swallowed whole:
“I will burn you all.”
But even as the vow hissed out of her, her body betrayed her. Tomorrow, she would eat. Because his threat wasn’t a bluff. Because if she didn’t, Liam’s life hung like a marionette on strings she couldn’t cut yet. And that knowledge—raw, filthy, unarguable—was the chain that bound her better than any rope.
In the hallway, Clyde walked away whistling a tune that sounded almost like a lullaby.