Chapter One — Today
Today, they find me.
Rain knives down from a bruised sky as I cut through the back alleys—black coat sweeping my knees, hair plastered to my cheeks, breath a rough rasp in the cold. Neon bleeds across puddles like spilled blood; the city hums, indifferent. Three sets of footsteps fan out behind me—fast, practiced, hungry.
I don’t run because I’m afraid.
I run because I choose the battleground.
Left, past the shuttered pawn shop. Right, through the narrow throat between two dumpsters. The alley dead-ends at a cinderblock wall pocked with damp and moss—a perfect mirror, a perfect trap. I stop with my palms on cold brick, head bowed, shoulders shaking like I’ve finally broken.
Footsteps close in. I count them—one heavy with a limp, one light and quick, one steady as a metronome. I hear their breathing, smell leather, gun oil, cheap cologne trying to drown out the reek of courage bought and paid for.
“Cornered,” says Metronome, voice smug. “On your knees, sweetheart.”
I lift my face.
Whatever softness I’d worn dissolves. The mask I learned in the dark slides into place: still, empty, something a human face shouldn’t be. My blue eyes hold, unblinking. Somewhere in my bones, my wolf rolls once, awake and patient, but I keep her leashed. Not tonight. Not for them.
The knife is already in my hand.
Black steel. No shine. The kind of friend that doesn’t talk back.
Limp charges first, because there’s always one who thinks speed makes up for skill. He comes in wide, telegraphing the grab for my throat. I pivot, a small step, a smaller breath—my blade kisses the inside of his thigh and draws a clean line through the femoral before he even feels it. His momentum carries him past me. He blinks, confused, hand going to the wrong place, and then he’s on his knees in the rain, blinking at the red blooming warm through cold water.
Metronome swears and yanks a pistol from under his jacket. Light-and-Quick feints left, then commits right, reaching for my knife wrist. I let him touch me. Let him think he has it. My left elbow breaks his nose with a wet crunch; he folds, hands going to his face, and I slide the blade under his ribs, up and in where breath lives. His eyes go glassy fast. It’s merciful, if you believe in mercy.
Two heartbeats. Two bodies.
The gun never gets aimed. I’m already moving, cutting the angle, rain burning my cheeks, hair whipping. I slap the muzzle aside, the shot cracking into brick and spraying mortar. My shoulder drives into his chest, and we hit the wall hard. The pistol clatters, disappears under dirty water. My knife tip finds the hollow beneath his jaw, close enough that I feel his pulse knocking against steel.
“Don’t,” I say softly.
His breath hitches. His eyes flick to the bodies, back to me. He’s young. They always send the young when they want it done cheap.
“You don’t want to do this,” he whispers, rain stuttering on his lashes.
A laugh ghosts out of me, a sound with no humor left in it. “That’s the only thing you’re right about.”
“I—I didn’t sign up for—”
“You signed up to hunt a woman in the dark,” I cut in, calm as a lullaby. “Say the name that paid for it.”
He swallows, Adam’s apple nudging the blade. “I don’t know—contract came ghost—cash, half up front, half on proof—”
“Then tell your alpha,” I murmur, leaning close enough that my hair drips onto his collar, close enough that he can see what lives behind my eyes when I let the mask slip a little. “Tell him I said hello.”
He tries to be brave. I almost admire it. “Wh—who are you?”
I tilt my head, studying him the way you study a map you’ve already memorized. The rain threads through the silence. Somewhere further out, a siren whines and fades.
“You’re going to have an unforgettable night,” I tell him, voice soft, intimate—the kind of tone you use for secrets and sins. His pupils blow wide. “You’ll remember my eyes every time you close yours. You’ll hear my footsteps in every empty hallway. And when you wake, you’ll carry a message.”
I ease the knife away, just enough to slide it along his cheekbone. A shallow line, precise, neat. Not disfiguring. Not yet. He flinches and then forces himself still.
“Tonight is the last night you’ll ever be this lucky,” I whisper. “Run. Tell your handler the woman from the basement is walking. Tell them I’m not hiding anymore.”
His mouth opens. Closes. He nods, once, twice, and I step back.
He stumbles, slips, rights himself, then bolts, splashing down the alley as if the dark has teeth. He doesn’t look back. Smart. I crouch, wipe my blade clean on a strip torn from Light-and-Quick’s shirt, then slide the knife home beneath the hem of my sleeve. Limp is still bleeding into the rain, his breath bubbles small and weaker, and I let the water take him. There are rules to the kind of mercy I learned. They never deserved them, but I keep mine anyway. It’s how I know I’m still me.
I strip their phones, working with quick, practiced fingers. Gloved. Always gloved. I remove batteries, toss SIMs into the gutter, keep the cash and a monogrammed lighter that will buy me silence at certain doors. The pistol stays where it fell. I’m not here to pick up their habits.
When it’s done, I stand and breathe.
In the broken window of the pawn shop, my reflection stares back—black hair slicked to my jaw, coat soaked to the bone, blue eyes too bright in a face too still. I look like what they made me in the dark: a thing that survives. A thing that remembers.
“Not a thing,” I tell the rain. “A mother.”
The word hits the inside of my ribs like a fist. Three faces flash where neon shatters across puddles—two boys with my cheekbones and stubborn brows, a girl with a mouth like mine when I’m angry. They do not know me. They were taught not to. They sleep in strange houses under roofs held up by men who think the world is theirs by right. And somewhere, in those houses, a lie grows like mold: your mother left you.
Lies are cheap. Truth always costs.
I walk out of the alley and become no one again—head down, coat buttoned, the knife a whisper against my skin. The main road is three turns away. Cameras sit high on eaves; I keep my face angled down, the bill of my coat collar cutting the sightline. A black SUV idles at the curb with tinted windows; I melt into shadow until it glides past. The city swallows me like it always has—reluctantly and with a little distaste, the way a body chokes down medicine.
By the time I cut through to the elevated tracks, the rain has softened to a mist. I slide into the narrow cover beneath the stairs and pull one of the dead men’s phones apart again, just to be sure my hands aren’t shaking. They aren’t. They never do after.
They did, once.
In the quiet, the basement rises up—a space without sky, without seasons, only time stretched thin and sticky. Stone walls sweating. Footsteps overhead that meant food or hands or the click of a lock and a voice making promises like knives. The first time I learned to make my face empty—this same face the third one saw—was the first night I realized they were more afraid of what they couldn’t read than of what they could break.
The second time was when I understood their plan.
Three children, from three men, for three dominions. Blood moves crowns. Crowns move borders. Borders move war.
It took me ten years to move a door latch without a sound.
Now doors open because I will them to.
I take a breath, peel a damp card from the inner pocket of my coat, run my thumb over the raised ink. Mercer & Gray Investigations. The name came on a bar napkin from a woman who didn’t like the way a man in a suit watched her leave. “He finds things,” she said, eyes sliding over my shoulder, “even when they’re hidden. Especially when they’re hidden.” I memorized the number and burned the napkin, because some habits become religion.
I don’t know him. I don’t intend to. I don’t tell people what I am. Wolves in this city wear human teeth until they don’t. Mine stay inside my skin. That’s the only way to get close enough to cut.
A train rattles the tracks above, shaking rust and old rain into glitter. I tuck the card away.
One more breath. One more step.
Tonight, I hunt quietly. Tomorrow, I make the call.
And when the man on the other end of the line asks what I’m looking for, I will tell him the only truth that matters.
“My children.”
I step back into the street. The lights change. The city inhales.
Behind me, somewhere deep in the alleys, a young man with a neat line on his cheek runs until his lungs burn, clutching his face and a story he doesn’t understand. He will tell it. They all do.
Tell your alpha the woman from the basement is walking.
Tell him I said hello.
Tell him tonight was unforgettable.
Tomorrow will be worse.