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Stella was married to him. She was happy because she was free from her family. She wouldn't have lasted longer there but now there was hope. He married her , he took her away from her awful life. She was thankful for that. She would do anything for him now. He freed her from those monsters. Her uncle and aunty who she called her, her family abused her. She had a lot of scars to prove but she never complained. She was getting a roof and food instead. a*****e room and toast doesn't count as roof and food but it was better than nothing.After her parents died in a crash, she had to stay with her uncle and aunt. The money left for her was taken by her uncle to feed her. She knew that they used her parents money to buy a mansion and every luxury but she didn't complain. She was happy for them. They were taking care of her anyways. But those were the thoughts before they started showing their real colours. They treated her badly. She wanted to escape but where would she go so she let them abuse her. But now she was married. She would finally be happy. She always imagined having a husband and then eventually some children. They would live near a beach and spend the rest of their life in pure bliss. She smiled at her thoughts. It was her first wedding night. She didn't want to engage sexually with him. She knew he would understand if she told him. She carefully removed her jewellery and kept them on the table. She wasn't sure if she should get ready for bed because Austin hadn't arrived yet.When they reached at his house after their wedding , he told her to go to his room and that he would be back later. She was getting sleepy so she removed her clothes and put a comfy short and top on. She left her hair open and went to bed. She smiled as she slept on the bed. She didn't remember when the last time she slept on a comfy bed like this. She was really lucky she thought. It was all because of him. She soon drifted off to sleep. She woke up when she heard the sound of doors closing. It was dark so she couldn't make out anything. "Austin? Is it you? " She asked She heard footsteps coming towards her. She got scared so she moved to the other corner of the bed. " Stop moving and come back here Stella" the voice ordered. She relaxed as it was Austin. She went towards him and turned on the lamp. He was standing besides her bed. " Are you okay?" She asked him. "Remove your clothes and lay on the bed " " A..austin, I don't want to. I'm not ready yet" "Fine " he said, and she smiled slightly. It happened so quickly. She was pushed back, and her top was ripped. She looked at him and started pushing him. " What are you doing? Please stop" He didn't listen to her. He threw it aside and started removing her shorts. She couldn't stop him. She was helpless. The man she adored so much was going to r**e her. Her cries were falling on deaf ears. " Let me go! I don't want to do this " she kept saying. " I paid for you. I own you so stop, or I'll send you back home. " He threatened. This was enough to make her stop. She didn't say anything, but her hands kept pushing him. It was all clear to her now. She was exchanged for money. He didn't save her, he brought her for his own pleasures. Her dreams were shattered. Everything about happy life was destroyed. She sobbed as his hands roamed her body. He harshly entered into her. Her cries filled the whole room. She was crying with pain and he was crying with pleasure. Every thrust reminded her of the past. How she suffered. She was naive to think that her life could change. She was indeed stupid, she thought. He fell besides her when he was done. When she pulled the comforter to cover herself he spoke - " I'm not done yet and remember don't ever dare to deny anything that I say" She nodded He kept her awake for a long time. He slept peacefully but she couldn't sleep at all. She was insomniac . She turned on her side and sobbed quietly . She was crying so much that she started shaking. " Stop moving and cry quietly . You're disturbing my sleep!" He yelled at her She wrapped the blanket around her and went to take a shower. She felt stupid at her thoughts earlier. She took a look at her body. It was covered with red and purple marks. He was really rough. There were some hand marks too. She wore a sweater and jeans and went down to take a walk in the garden. It was 5 am, she would start crying again if she saw him so she made herself busy.She was sore and she was scared. What if she gets pregnant? She thought. She wasn't capable of handling a child. She decided to talk about it to Austin.