My Reincarnated Love

Here's a story that many will not know. One that I've continued to keep out of reach for some reason the fate of my love and mine meet every so often that we never fully get to enjoy the story. Don't ask me how, my answer will never change. I just keep trying to reach for her but I always seem to miss. Our day of meeting each other always feels the same. How I her is a day I want to always remember. Her voice caught my attention and the anger I could hear from her. Her blonde hair half pulled up and looking a mess. The person in question is beautiful. Her eyes were like flaming pools of fury. When I noticed she had a stroller with a kid crying. She pulled her back and tried to hit the sales lady. Her kid wailed for what the lady was holding. I noticed the markings made by a child on this item and grabbed it. They all looked shocked and I pulled her out of the store by her elbow just enough she keep the stroller going to. Normally I would of just walked past but I knew it was her. My love that one that keeps getting away. I accidently found her. Chapter One "Hey what hell is your problem" she asked grabbing my hand off of her elbow "Mine you almost punched that lady" not how I wanted to meet "Seriously just mind your own business" she spats at me "Seriously" I question her back "Look I'm on my own with her ok. I'm sorry that lady took her umbrella and tried to sell it off" "How did that happen" "I was looking at something and I guess she grabbed it off the stroller. When my daughter started crying for it I confronted her about it" "I'm sorry" "Look that's cool and all but I gotta get her back home" "Can I at least have your number just in case I want to see you again" "Ah sure I guess. It's not like your a bad guy" she smirks handing me her phone I am an ancient god who fell in love with this one person. I will always love her. Look for her till the day where we can be together. I hand her phone back and with that she took off. I watched as she walked away realizing I didn't give her my name but a different name. Will she make fun of my name? Would she believe I was god? All these things I just so happen to think about. She looked tired and wanted rest. Now I wait for her text or call. Maybe just wait till I see her again 3 weeks later There I see her again. Sitting at a table with her 4 year old daughter. The little girl looked just like her. Big fiery eyes and her smile. Her hair was a caramel brown and pulled up half way. "Sweetie you need to be careful" "Mama where's daddy at" She looked shocked at the question. Her eyes filled with tears a little bit and looked at her daughter. "Sweetie daddy isn't around anymore" I could tell this conversation was uncomfortable for her "Why not mama" "Well you see sweetie daddy and mommy just didn't work well together. We only knew each other for a short awhile and decided it was best for me not to see him anymore" I realized her hurt was because of how he left her when he found out. She must really be hurting still if he's hold is still this strong over her. Did he die? Did he just leave? Did she catch him with someone else? This world was strange to me considering I've only been around since ancient times. I rarely left the realm of the gods. I couldn't bring myself to do it. I made myself look like any other mortal man but not the one the girls don't go for. I made myself look built, tattoos, tall, slightly tanned, dark brown hair, and amber eyes. "Mama why doesn't daddy love me" that line cut through both of us. "Hi. Remember me" before I knew there I was standing in front her looking like some kind of fool. "Uhh what was your name" "I gave you my number. I pulled out of that fight you almost got into" I say feeling like I didn't make myself noticeable enough. "Oh yea sorry about that" "Look you seem like you had a rough day that day" "I did" "May I sit with you" I asked her "Um sure" "What's your name" "Me" she says pointing at herself "Yes you" I chuckle "I'm Mia. And you are" "Malik" "Haven't heard a name like that before" "Well that's what my parents decided to go with" She chuckled slightly. Her daughter reached for me and I gave my hand. She looked like some sort of angel. Her daughter held my hand tight and refused to let go. "Mama is this my daddy" "What" she asked trying to clean the drink off of herself "I like him. Can he be my daddy" We both looked shocked at this kids question "Sweetie he's not your daddy. He's just a nice man that helped mommy out of a very bad situation that happened awhile ago" Her poor daughter didn't understand "Mama you need help" "With" Her daughter didn't answer. She just sat there and wouldn't say anything else. "Ok then I guess we should get going. Thank you again for the help. See you around" she says leaving me to sit there. Ugh why am I doing this. I must really be in love with her. Why couldn't I just let her go. This is her third time being brought back into another timeline. I realized each time I've found her she already a kid. A kid to someone else. The first time was like a day in the summer. Hot air and different clothes. The smile she wore was just as it still is now perfect. She was at the beach playing in the sand with her kid. This one was she blonde also. Her laughed my filled my like a dream. It was my first time out of the realm of gods. Seeing her made me realize I wanted her, I needed her beside me. Just something about this one woman that drove me mad. The feeling of everything I needed from her grew. So i took the appearance of what I am now. And that was it she fell for me. Her darling child was excited. They all asked the same questions. Like she was supposed to be a repeat of the first. Or maybe somehow different. The timelines were always what seemed to be stretched further apart. How can one woman do all of this to one man, one god. The moment I told her I was a god that one day just seemed to creep up a few moments later then she was gone again. This time it took her a bit to come back. What felt like forever in human years but nothing to me. I was always waiting to get her on that day and when it never happens she's lost. Why can't I have my love in my arms forever like some. The first time they met "Hey, I uh uh couldn't help but notice you" She looks up at me with a smile. "Hi do you think you could get more water with this bucket" she says handing me the toy bucket "Uh" I Slowly take the bucket from her and she smiles again "Thanks, I would get up but well sand isn't feeling to nice right now" "Oh ok" I say like an i***t and get the water. I sat next to them and her child looks at me then smiles. Her first child was deaf. It took me a bit to realize when the child wasn't answering me. I watched use her hands to talk to the child. The child talked back like that. I wondered how such a woman could be given a child as sweet. Her child wasn't bad and she always called her child sweetie. I never got to know the names. After that we started seeing each other a lot more. She always found someone to watch her kid so she could have time with me. Her name was Stella. She always knew the right words to say. The day in question happened. Honor Day. The day where a god and the person of their choosing has to find each other in a maze. Meet in the middle and they're yours forever. If you do not meet in the middle you are forced to repeat their lives till you do. "Horus where you are" "Stella just follow my voice" "I can't see you' "We'll meet in the middle" "And if we don't" "I will find in the next life and all the ones after I promise" "Horus I need you" "I need you too Stella. I can hear you getting closer to me" We both saw each other there was 10 seconds left and we were getting closer to each other. 5 seconds left and the closer we got the more time felt like it was going to fast. Then she was gone. Our hands were so close to each other then just gone. I fell to my knees wondering why this cruel fate was set upon me. My parents didn't need to do this. No other gods I know had to do this. I walked back home thinking about that day to come with this version of her. The that I failed to be quick to reach her twice already. The day where my love just ends up being gone. Maybe this time I can reach her before she's gone. I got myself ready the night and went to sleep. That day played again in my dream where she just is gone. I woke up screaming and crying. I threw my pillow across the room. I managed to calm down and hope I can reach her. 2 months later It's been two whole months since our last encounter. Why do I always keep track? Helps me pass the time till I see her again. The weather was nicer out and she looked beautiful even though she looked like she didn't sleep much. This time she was by herself. I watched her walk around like she was for something or someone. Then she went into a shop. She was applying for jobs. As I'm watching this woman, I didn't notice the door open and she bumped right into me. "What the" she says and starts rubbing her nose lightly as she looks up at me. "Are you ok" "Malik what are you doing?" "Ah Looking at kind of shop this is" I shrugged "I'm how do you say window shopping" "Looks like you were about to go in" "Oh no. I just couldn't see what was the shop because I'm a little bit blind and the light isn't helping" I say scratching my head. "So what are you doing today" "Me" I point to myself "Yes you" she chuckles lightly "Oh um nothing just out looking at the shops I guess" "Oh. Did you want to grab lunch with me" "Lunch" "Yes lunch. I know a nice diner around the corner" "Yea I can do that" I say " Where's the little one" I then questioned. "She started pre-k today" "School' "Yes she was very excited to be going" "She seems like a bright kid" "She truly is" "So is this your favorite place to eat" "Sometimes. Other times I like to sit in my apartment and order in" "I forgot you can do that" "What order in" "Yes I've always liked to eat at places like this" "May take your order" the waiter said "My usual please" "Sure thing Mia and for you sir" "I'll have what she's having" "Ok I'll go put that in for you guys" She started laughing. "You have no idea what my usual here is and you ordered it anyway?" "Yes" "You're a very trusting person aren't you" "Yes" "I can see why my daughter likes you. Maybe we could plan a day together for the three of us" "Maybe" "Here you guys go. Let me know if you need anything else" "Thank you Ash and we will" "You must come here often if they know you" I say taking a bite out the food. I felt happy for some reason. This food tasted so amazing. "What about you" "Huh" "Where's your favorite place" "Um mine is a few blocks from here" "Which one there's like three over there" "I'll take you when we're done here' "Sounds like a deal" she says she as finishes her plate. I didn't even notice she ate her food so quickly. "You finished that already" I looked amazed "Yup don't let this figure fool you I can put food away" she laughs and gently touched my arm. How I missed the feeling of her touch. "I think I'm finished" I say pushing the plate away We pay and leave. Her smile seemed different today. I don't know to describe it. We walked to the place where my favorite spot is. She looked and her face dropped. "What's wrong" "Maybe we should just keep walking" her face looked like stone and just in pain at the same time. "It's nothing that shouldn't be your problem" she says looking at a scene of a man and woman happily enjoying each other's company. "It's he her father" "Yes" after I said that the man looked up at us. I don't know what came over me but I leaned down and kissed her. Making a scene. She kissed me back and I could feel the eyes of the man and woman watching. I got carried away and pushed her against the glass. Then I pulled in a huff trying to catch my breath. Next thing we knew the door flew open and he looked angry. "What the hell are you doing" "Me, oh that's rich coming from you" "Seriously. You want to play that Mia" "Look you left me remember" "Mia that's because I knew you weren't going to find anyone better looking then me" Boy was he wrong. He looked like a decently handsome guy but I was a god. I was more handsome then just some mere mortal. A bus pulled up and her daughter came running out. This must of been the bus stop. "Mama mama mama" she called out before clinging to her leg. "Hello sweetie" she smiled "Meet your father" The man looked taken aback by the fact he had a child "That brat isn't mine" he spats at her Then I noticed she has his eye shape and his nose. The more I saw her face the more I realized there was no denying her as his. "Brat. You called me a brat. Even if I am your kid I wouldn't want to be anyways. You're just a bully" with that she kicked him hard in the knee "Ouch you little" he says grabbing his knee. Then was when he realized she is in fact his. It was like looking in an odd mirror "Call me a brat again and I'll show how much of a brat I can be" "Mia why didn't tell me" now he looked like he was hurt "I tried to tell you Beau" "I broke up with you" "For my best friend. I caught you two together in my own bed" "Mia I-I-I" "Save it Beau" "What the hell Beau" that voice made Mia snap her head so quick and it was like her blood ran from warm to cold. "Look who decided to join the party" she stares blanky at this woman who I am guessing the ex best friend. "Mia" "Shame I thought I would of changed. How was I ever friends with you" "Me I should say the same" she spats back "Seriously you stole my boyfriend because you couldn't take me being happy" "Mia darling why would have ever done such thing" "Seriously pulling the guilt trip" "Mia it was me that did this" he looks up at her with a sad tone playing behind his eyes. "You" she snaps her head again. "Yes. I thought that I didn't need you because you weren't giving me what I needed" "So you slept with my best friend while I was getting ready to tell you I was pregnant" The ex friends face fell. "What" that's when she notices the girl attached to Mia and realized what I had realized. "Surprise" she says and the little girl shrinks further behind her. "Mia I think we should get her home" I say grabbing her hand smiling and begin walking away. "Yes we should" she says as she picks up her daughter and walks away. "Mia" he starts screaming after her chapter 2 Mia This all started over meeting him. That tall dark and impossibly handsome stranger. We met when I was about to punch a sales women in the face for my child. He felt like I've met him before. Something about him and today of all days made me fell like I was wanting something I hadn't in long time. For the past four years it's just been me and my daughter. I guess after Beau and Kaity I never wanted love. "Are you ok" he asked me "Yea I'm fine" I say holding my daughter tighter. She surely has my temper. "I'm sorry about kissing you, I just felt like it was perfect and I could see how the scene made you felt. I guess I just wanted him to be jealous" "It worked. I haven't thought about those two in four years" "He didn't know you were with child" "No Kaity was always the friend that wanted what I had. I guess I should of stopped being her friend before that moment" Why am I telling a complete stranger about me. Why does this man have to be around when my life seems to fall apart. He seems sweet. The elevator comes to a stop. "This is the floor" he says smiling "Ah yea this is us" I say holding my daughter and getting off the elevator. "Is it ok if I stay here with for a little" he says smiling kind of shyly I chuckle because he seems like the kind of man that doesn't know how to respond to a woman. "Yes of course. We could order in dinner then" I say laying her down in her room. "Um sorry about all of this" he says looking like he doesn't know what to do. "You can have a seat. I usually order from three places because of what she likes. So what it'll be" "I've never had Chinese" "Really" "Yes" "Well I'll make the order then" I walk away as his eyes roam around my apartment. Looking at everything. Then his eyes land on my lore collection. All the mythology I have. "You sure like this stuff" he says "That was my major in college" "Really" A knock at the door meant that our food was here. I opened and greeted the guy. "Mia your usual as usual. Where's the little one" "She had a long today. Just started school. And had an unfortunate run in with her dad today" "Mia I'm sorry" he was the other victim of what happened. "It's ok. She handled herself well" "You mean she beat him didn't she" "Yes" "She truly is your daughter" "Hey come on now I wasn't always fighting" "Mia" He says chuckling at me. "Look Henry I know what you meant" "Mia I grew up with you" "I know Henry. Thanks for the food and listening" "Hey Mia before I go. I just wanted you to know that Kaity and Beau are married. I heard about it like a week ago." "Beau didn't know I was pregnant till he saw her today" "Well that's new. Wait wait wait. He broke up with you to be with her and he didn't know" "That's right" "Holy s**t Mia. I guess he doesn't know Kaity can't have kids" "And he's always wanted kids" "He doesn't know where he live does he" "No Henry but you should get back to work though" "I know see you another time" "Bye Henry' I say closing the door. "Mama" she says sleepy rubbing her eyes. "Sweetie mommy got us food" "Is he staying for dinner" "Yes Malik is staying" "Good" she says. We all sat down and she said about her day. Even how happy she felt when she kicked her dad for being mean. I giggled at my sweet girl. Then I realized what Henry had said. Kaity can't have kids. That means she lied to Beau to be with him. Poor Beau always never getting what he wants. I guess my life would of been different if I had worked out my relationship with him if he had known I was pregnant. I wouldn't change what happened now for anything. Henry was with Kaity when they both hurt us. Henry as always been a good friend. "Well that was good" he says breaking my train of thoughts. "Yes it was mama" she says smiling and then rubbing her eyes again. 'Sweetie you need a bath then bed because you have school tomorrow" "Ok mama" she says getting down off of her chair and walking to the bathroom. I heard water starting and her yell. "Malik I'll be right back" I say. "Ok" he says "Is it ok if I look at your books" he then asked. "Sure knock yourself out" I gave her bath and picked out her clothes. I read her favorite story and she went to sleep. "Malik, how's the book" I asked because he looks very into it. "Interesting" "I've always loved the mythology part of history" "Me too" "Oh s**t it's late and you walked here" "It's ok I can go if you want me too" he says getting up. "No" I say grabbing his hand. What the actual f**k has come over me. This one guy has made me crazy. "Ok I'll stay" he says sitting down again. Am I really about to do this. Right here on my couch. I lean in close and press my lips to his. Why do I feel the need to do this. Next thing I know I'm sitting in his lap. And he gently touched my back. I let out a soft moan. I haven't been touched in years. He sent chills up my spine. My shirt hit the floor. Next thing I know his shirt was off. I stopped to trace his abbs and look at how he is. He flinched when I touched him. Something just took me over and I felt like I needed him. I kissed him harder this time. Sitting on top of I could feel how big he was through his pants. I moaned at the feel of it. I stand up and take my bottoms off. He does the same. My bra was next and as I stood there naked. I looked up and he blushed. There he stood naked right in of me and I felt myself get wet. He slowly moved towards me and felt myself get more wet then before. He gently touched me and all I wanted to do was just have him take me. I kissed him hard and wrapping myself around him slowly grinding on the tip. He let out a moan in my mouth. He slowly lowers us back down on the couch. I feel him grab my ass hard. I let out a moan and slowly lower myself down on him. I couldn't hold back and let a loud moan. "f**k" I say. "Are you ok" he says gently moving hair from my face. "Yes" I say" It's just been a long time" "I understand" I slowly start moving back and forth. I lean in and kiss him softly. God it feels good. I start picking up my pace and I feel him grab harder into ass and my hip. He starts moaning as one hand moves to my left breast. I moan never knowing a feeling like this. God he feels so good. He gently starts to sucks my right breast and still plays with the left. "f**k" he says "You feel really good" he pants as I start moving faster again. That time I started to feel the urge growing so I keep going. I moaned as I bit into the side of neck hard. That's it I'm going to c*m. His hands got tighter as I could feel him cuming right inside me. I fall onto his neck. Resting my head. He gently plays with my hair and rubs my back. Then I realized I just had s*x with a stranger. A complete stranger on my couch. "Malik" I say still trying to catch my breath. "Yes" "Um did you maybe want to stay here on the couch" I have no idea what to say to him. I really like him only after meeting him three times. He made me feel something that I never even felt with Beau. "Um after what we did. I think you need a new couch" he chuckled "Malik I don't usually do this sort of thing" "I understand" I realized I was still sitting on top of. I slowly got off and him and grabbed my clothes. I walked into the bathroom to get a shower. What the actually f**k is wrong with me