Take my broken heart

I don't feel like I am human anymore, this feels like a dream. Funny how humans can't believe the tragedy that happened to them is real. That's how life is, it will make you feel like a king but at the same time will show you where is your place, on the ground. The ground where human belongs too. Maybe life is a tragedy, I should accept it before I lose my mind. No, I already lost it, I lost me, all of me. Why I am not in my casket yet? Death hates me. A bitter smile formed on my lips. I glance at the police talking to my uncle about my situation and the things that happened. He looks worried and glances at me from time to time, my aunt has a horrified look on her face. I rolled my eyes and did not dare to laugh. I am tired, I need to sleep. How many hours did I sleep? Maybe more than ten hours. My sleep schedule is getting worse day by day. I am not worried. I have more things to worry about rather than sleep. I need food but I don't want to eat. When the police were done talking they said farewell to us and left, after all, they took all the trouble to get me into a completely foreign country. Now that I think about it it's not as bad as I think, I can start over and live again. At least I don't have to deal with them and their nonsense. Easy to say. Forgetting the past is the hardest part of starting over. Maybe I won't be able to survive. "Jaden, oh my God. It's all horrible. I am so sorry." my aunt Leilani said approaching me with a very sad face. "You don't need to feel sorry, things happen," I replied with a smile. "But Jaden it's still too much to take in. I will do anything for you so don't worry." Uncle Rowan said with a sigh. "I heard about it, I saw nothing so I am all right." I lied smoothly with a convincing smile. "All right, if you say so. We didn't prepare anything for your arrival. Let me cook you something." Aunt Leilani offered. "No. For Now, I want a long sleep. Traveling is tiring you know." I told them with a sigh. "Right, go take a rest. I will wake you up at the dinner time." uncle agreed with a soft smile. Taking my luggage which is not much for a teenager, I followed my uncle toward my new room. I own nothing except my soul and mind. Sometimes I doubt that I even own them. "I hope you like this one or there is another one too," Uncle asked after opening the door. I gazed around a tiny but comfortable room. "I am fine with this one," I replied nodding at him. "Alright, have a good rest, and if you want then check the other room too." It's big rather than the place I lived and honestly, I like to have any room, I just want to have a comfortable bed. That is it. I put the luggage on the bed glancing around the room. There is enough furniture and things I need in my room. A desk near the window and a very soft-looking bed. At least I have a bed here. Finally, I look at my uncle who has a small smile on his face. "From now on this is your home so live happily forgetting the past," said uncle. You don't know anything, you aren't in my shoes. I know I am strong but the world breaks strong people more than weak ones. That's how the world works. I didn't say anything and nodded at him, I have nowhere to go anyway. When my uncle left I lay on my bed closing my eyes. I am tired, I am so tired. Tired of living, breathing. I'd die and it won't matter, I am nothing but a speck of dust. And that's why no one will remember the disgrace of my existence. Sleep took over me soon. I want to kill myself. I want to die. ... A loud knock woke me up, flinching I run towards the door and opened it immediately. When my eyes landed on my aunt realization hit me, right I am living with them from now on. I took a calm breath. "Dinner is ready, come on we are waiting." Aunt informed me. "Let me wash my face. You can start I will come in five minutes." I told her. Washing my face with cold water I head downstairs to the dining table. My eyes landed on my cousins who look cheerful. My cousin- brother Leo is fifteen and my cousin's sister- Ava who is seventeen years old, similar to my age greeted me with a bright smile. I smile back at them, it's been three years since I last saw them. Ava pulled me into a quick hug. "Jaden it's nice to see you." Ava greeted me happily. "It's nice to see you too, you look all grown up," I told her. "Right last time you looked like an angel. When did you get this pierce rings?" "Last year, thought it look pretty cool." "Sister it looks cool. Can I get one too?" Leo asked with a determination on his face. "No, you are still a little guy," I told him with a chuckle. "Come on kids let's eat you have the whole night to catch up with each other," Uncle said with a cheerful face. "Okay, dad," Ava said in disbelief. Taking our seats we ate our dinner. I gazed at the happy family in front of me. They are catching up with today's events and making jokes. Family is such a blessed thing to have but it's a curse for someone like me. It's a curse to have someone in life who give you nothing more than pain. I shake my head dissolving head. No need to think about them, I remind myself. "Since we are done with dinner, I am taking Jaden to ice cream," Ava said standing up and done with her dinner. "Bring one for me," Leo said turning on the tv. "Come quick. And take your phones with you." Aunt ordered both of us strictly. Putting on a jacket me and Ava walked towards the ice cream shop. Buying our favorite flavors we start walking back while enjoying our ice cream. We used to do this often back then. I felt good refreshing the memory. "My parents told me about your parents. I wish I could have helped you," said Ava with a worried tone. Taken back by her words I stopped at my place causing her to look at me. I took a calm breath. "Ava you are like my best friend that is why I am telling you this. I want to move on and live happily. So let's not talk about it." I explained to her. She nodded quickly. "I got it from today no more talk about this topic. And don't worry we will have lots of fun together." I smile at her. I had known her for a long time and I know she meant it. We used to be close and still she is one of my favorite people. Before we start walking again we heard someone cry for help causing me and Ava to get alert. "We need to help them," Ava muttered following the voice, I followed her. At the end of the alleyway, we found three boys probably our age bullying a boy. His face is bruised and his nose is bleeding. This is dangerous. Before I can stop Ava from being reckless and jumping into a fight she yelled. "Matthew." The boys looked at us with an unknown emotion. Ava run toward the guy named Matthew and crouched down beside him. Looking at her worried face it looks like she knows him. She stood up and glared at the guy standing in the middle. His hair is swept back and his deep green eyes hold no emotion. His eyes give me the same vibe when I look at myself in the mirror. Nothing Void. "Seriously Asher what the hell are you doing?" Ava glared at three of them. Asher leaned on the wall casually watching Matthew with an amused face. While the other two boys with him snickered. Violence should have never been given to humanity but the creator had another plan. Didn't God regret it? I wonder. "Look this girl thinks she can walk all over us." said a boy while walking toward her. Ava took a step back scared. Before he can reach her I run towards her shielding her with my body. Grabbing the boy by his collar I punched his face causing him to fall to the concrete. How dare he. I look up at the boys with no emotions. None of them can hurt her until I am standing on my two damm feet. They look a bit shocked but recovered shortly. I look at the guy in the middle, he looks like a leader in a typical g**g. What was his name again? Asher. He doesn't look amused anymore. "Look I don't know what you guys are up to but I will call the police if you dare to lay hands on her." I threatened. "Damm woman that hurts like a hell." The boy whom I punched complained standing up while rubbing his face. "Dude did you see how Kade got punched by a girl." said another boy laughing. "Shut up Nova." The guy named Kade yelled at his friend." Hey, no need to call the police we are done anyway."Kade added looking at me. What the heck this is? I look back at Ava who is helping Matthew. I still don't understand why she is so worried about him. "Is he your friend?" I ask ava who shook her head. The guy kade smirked at them and grinned at me. "love birds." I look at Kade with wide eyes. He shrug and glared at Ava and Matthew. My first day in here and me punching a very bulky guy. I am insane. Saying so three of them left. Asher glanced at me one last time probably giving me a warning look. Love birds. Oh God no. Did they f****d? What am I even thinking? Dumbass Brain. It feels like I am going to get involved with these people in one way or another. ...