***Warning: s****l Content*** Rowan My bed felt empty. I wished Kendria was with me, but I didn't want to push her too fast. I could tell that if I pressured her too much, she would bolt, and I'd be left with nothing. Less than nothing. Now that I felt what the mate bond was like, I knew I wouldn't be able to live without it. If she left, I'd be an empty shell of a man. I still couldn't believe she was alive. I woke up this morning, no mate, and sure of the fact that the entire Blue Hills Alpha family had perished in Silas's attack. Now I found my mate and learned some awful truths about the Blue Hills m******e that I wished I could forget. I found myself wondering what Kade would think of this. I felt like he would have been pissed that we were mates, but deep down he would've been hap

