We continue to drink and change the subject, Charlotte has valid points. Honestly I can’t recognize myself and I don’t know the reason why I am doing this but I have already started it and I am a little curious to see how far it will go.
Thursday morning I am seated nervously with Nat as we wait for our results, we have done a complete blood count, tested for STIs and STDs too. The results come out okay except I am told my concentration of hemoglobin is very low and so I have been put on medication to boost it.
‘So this is it?’ he asks when we get to his car
He had come to pick me up from home.
‘Yes this is it.’ I say
‘Why do I have a feeling that you are nervous?’
I chuckle
‘It sounded fancy on paper but I guess I am a little scared.’
‘You can back out.’
‘I am not a chicken.’ I
