It was Diamond's birthday, sweet sixteen actually to be precise when she made a request that took my life on another direction and turn. We had spent the day together and she had refused every form of celebration and gifts but she was putting on a gloomy look. I was worried s**t and trued everything possible to get her look lively but it all proved abortive. Knowing there was nothing else to do to cheer her up, I asked her to make a request, no matter what it was, and I would try as much as I can to get it for her as long it exists and even if it doesn't , I'll somehow make it and just like magic her face brightened up.
' Really........you mean I can ask you for anything and you'll get it for me? she asked sounding quite unsure.
' Yes...absolutely I would do anything for you ' I assured her with all seriousness.
' are you sure tho?'
' sure, I would do anything for you I promise and never doubt that; I reassured her.
' well....since you say so....i, I....um'
' just go on and talk already' I jokingly said
' well.....si....silva I know its probably too much to ask for but I will really appreciate it If you can..... hmmm..can.....ehnnn;
' Go on already, say whatever it is you want, I gave you my word remember?; I tried soothing her again after she'd spent all of the last few minutes stammering.
' hmmm....if you can stop stripping, that is all i ever wanted, I know that's where you get money to pay your bills but I really hate it and will appreciate it if you quit it; she rushed her words living her breathless.
As soon as the words left her lips, I was stunned, I had expected her to most probably ask for cash, a new phone , new clothing or shopping or even at most a car but this??....I was shocked at how instead she was concerned about me and her request was for me and the thought of it, made me feel loved like I had never felt my entire life. The thought was all too thrilling and tho I know it was going to be hard getting something else to do, I knew deep down that I wasn't going to deny her request.
' is that all you want; I asked looking deep into her eyes.
' Yes silva, that's all I really want; she replied while avoiding my gaze.
' well then consider it done'
' Really......like you will quit stripping and pole dancing and stuffs for me? She asked brimming with excitement and every word laced with happiness.
" Yes dear....I told you I'll do anything for you, don't tell me you secretly doubted me, infact I might ad well call the club's manager to let him know I quit"; I assured her teasingly with a smile.
And with excitement , she leaped on me,giving me a heart felt hug and the brightest smile I have ever seen, genuine and most importantly was at me.
And that of course marked the end of my stripping life!!!
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Since I stopped stripping , I knew I had to change environments and go somewhere I was not well known ( so as to avoid the temptation of going back) so I could start afresh. And so I started making arrangements to leave and pretty much updated Diamond about everything going on and we were cool and excited about what the future will bring until the day I barged into her watching porn.
I was stunned and speechless but also furious, she was absolutely too young for all this. Whe she saw that I had caught her red handed, she looked up at me with guilt filled eyes and tried explaining which she did terribly as it only fuelled my anger.
" Silva....I....hmmm... it's not what it look like, I just...uh....hmm.....ehm.... just you know, wanted to see what ....eh...what it's like"; she finished stuttering and stammering.
Blinded with rage, I pulled her into my room, locked the door and went out to find any guy then brought the first guy I saw in. Getting him to follow me was no job, I had simply walked up to him and said "wanna f**k?" and at first he'd been stunned but then started grinning, I don't blame him tho, it's not everyday he get such excitement or opportunity.
I took him to my room where Diamond was still locked in, shut the door behind us and made Diamond watch me f**k the brains out of the nameless ( if not faceless as I don't recognise him) dude, the dude was stunned at first when he saw that I had intended for Diamond to watch us but quickly got over it when he saw how serious I was. I tore a condom and rolled it on him then slowly lowered myself, straddling him before riding, hence setting the pace but maintaining eye contact with Diamond who was taken quite abaft with all that was happening but the the realisation hit her hard and she started banging the door, looking for any means to get out with tears already streaming down her cheeks.
After many fruitless attempts, she turned over to me who was wordlessly and with no emotions bouncing on the dumb dude whom was moaning and grunting his miserable life out and started pleading with her eyes all puffy and red from all the tears.
" Silva...please stop, I promise never to watch porn again"; she said with hoarse voice due to the tears and hiccups.
" No sweetie, you said you wanted to see, do I'm giving you a live show, come on you gat to show gratitude "; I replied with sacarsm .
" I don't want to anymore, I have seen more than enough, make it stop"; she managed to say between hiccups while shaking her head.
Seeing how pathetic she looked, I stood up from the disgusting d**k, went to my drawer, pulled out some cash and placed carelessly on him, not minding if he had an orgasm or not ( which he obviously hadn't) and told him to get the f**k out of my house. I opened the door, and Diamond rushed out to the restroom then started puking. I walked up to her and help hold her hair back as she did so.
By the time I took her back to her room( the guest room, bit since she's the only one who uses it, it's kinda her's anyway) got a washcloth to wipe her face and body from the sweat, got her a cold glass of orange juice and aspirin to calm her nerves down as she was already running a temperature slightly above the normal (which I'm sure was as a result of all that went down) and her knuckles were looking red and sore from all the knocking and pinfing of the door.
" Silva... I just want to say I'm sorry, and you shouldn't be beating yourself up for what happened, it's all my fault, I shouldn't have been watching it in the first place"; Diamond said with tears brimming in her eyes.
And there and then, I knew, I realised I was bad influence on her and was toxic, I knew what I had to do, I had to get away from her and fast before I cause more havoc!!!