Sophie ,Part 3 -Adoption is out of the Question
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Tuesday, March 2nd, 2019
When I first found out I was pregnant I freaked, but over time I grew to love the idea of being a mom and I get to care for my baby the way my mom never did for me ,yeah it’s going to be a lot of work but I have a plan set up I graduate high school at the end of this yeah and me and my dad talked about it we both agree that not going to college is out of the question soon as I graduate we are moving to Nevada so I can go to college there ,so by then I would have the baby and it will be in a better environment.
Speaking of education I have to take 2 weeks off from school to regain my strength ,the last thing I remember from Monday is being ,threatened ,beaten and then nothing, the worse part about it is finding out how I ended up the hospital ,my dad told me I was found by the school janitor in one of the bathroom stalls unconscious ,my father then told me that the police was called and I was rushed out of the school immediately the school was on lock down and investigated ,he then told me Lee was arrested for assault ,and it got me thinking did he tell Kate to do that to me ,what got me thinking more seriously is the fact that people are going to think I snitched on Lee and his gang ,which would put me and my family in danger. How could he even take it that far to harming me ,just to send a message to my father ,I guess a little part in me had still hoped he that he felt a little something while we was together but no all he wanted was to use me to get information on my father and his case for his gang and for himself, I’m really done with him not only do I not want to see him but he’d dead to me ,not only for almost causing me serious injury’s but almost ending my child’s life.
Wednesday, March 3rd ,2019
I ended up getting out of the hospital and my doctor ended up putting me on bedrest for a week, which pissed me off, I must stay out of school for 2 weeks and I have to be on bedrest for a week. So, when I get home my dad had made sure everything I needed was reachable for me food ,tv potable chager ,phone he also locked down the house he tried to make it safe just in case Lee sends someone over to hurt me
“well I got to go hun ,call me if you need anything”, he kissed me on the forehead ,I smiled back at him and said “don’t worried dad I’ll be fine” ,he left and I laughed because I heard the sound of him struggling to lock the door ,I could tell he was worried about me ,out of spite of everything I’m most thankful for him ,I’ve hurt him the most and he’s been the most forgiving when I came clean to him I was dating the gang leader he was investigating disappointed him ,but when I told him I was pregnant by him he was hurt ,seeing him put a brave face everyday ,which made me want to be even stronger for him
What has me even more worried was that Lee will probably be even more hell bent on hurting my family after him being held him jail ,I know how the system is ,its corrupt I know it’s only a matter of time before he get’s out and he’s free to do what he’s always done ,invest the streets.
- All day I spent the time I had bored rolling over in the sheets of my thin sheet cover I ran out of hot flamed chetteo’s and I soon was out of snacks with thin 3 hour’s ,I had ate 5 crispy cream doughnuts 2 hot flame cheeto bag’s leftover pizza from Dominos ,barbecue flavored hot wings with ranch and I chugged it all down with some sprike soda ,and yes I went to the bathroom constantly , I ended up thinking about leaving I got bored of constantly being in the house I was bored and ,usually when I’m in the house I’m busy so have no time to be bored ,so when I actually can’t do anything I’m bored out of my mind and I start to recognize things I wouldn’t normally notice on a daily basis
-2hours later
While I was watching tv I thought I heard a door close so I called for my dad and got no answer ,so I got up and walked towards the staircase leaving my room ,I slowly eased down the stair case I was trying to be careful as possible ,I didn’t want to miss a step and hurt myself ,the closer I got ,it became more clear there was a sound coming from the kitchen ,plus the light was turned on ,once I got down stairs I entered the kitchen ,”hey soph I’m glad you came down” ,Lee greeted me with a smirk on his face while he was cutting tomatoes for a sandwich it look like ,I didn’t say anything I just looked at him ,and let him have the words ,if anything all he wants is attention and I wasn’t planning on giving him any ,and I wasn’t planning on giving running either it’s probably what he wants me to look helpless to him ,but I wasn’t going to give him that either “so soph ,lets talk” ,he came to where I was standing at “so let’s talk about your dad putting me in cuff’s” , I responded in a panic “You know it wasn’t my dad”, “how do you know it wasn’t your dad you were there you don’t know what happened, you were too busy passed out ,from what it seemed like” ,”Yeah I bet you made sure of that, right” ,he looked at me with a weird expression on his face ,”what do you mean I made sure of that” ,” I’m pretty sure you know what I mean ,you having your little girlfriend and her friends jump me in the bathroom real p***y move Lee” soon as I was about to walk away he grabs my arm and forcibly pushes me against the wall ,he looks down at me “remember this soph ,your alive” he looked around for a minute and then he looked back down at me “you here alone “ he asked ,I shook my head No he looked at me with a smirk on his face “now there’s no need to be shy ,we’ve been alone before and you never were shy last time I was here” , he reached down and caressed my thy ,he tried to go further but I pushed him away and escaped from the small space where he had me trapped against the wall, he came closer again and picked me up buy my thys and placed me on the counter ,I was caught by surprise so I really didn’t have any advantage to the situation
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