Love Impossible, A collateral to the mafia

s*x slaves?

~Kemi's POV~

I am still staying on the bed obediently like he had told me to. It's not like anyone is going to come to my rescue if I scream anyway. I curl myself up hugging my legs as I sit on the bed. I do not want this; I do not want to be involved in this new world where I have no idea what's to become of me. Definitely, this people are involved in criminal activities and it's dangerous.

I'm so scared. What he did to me before he left still dawns on me and for a moment I thought he was going to r**e me. Maybe he would have if the phone had not rang.

Yes, I have never slept with anyone before and I don't want my first time to be with a total stranger. My mum would always say that a woman's dignity comes first. She would tell me that it is better to remain a virgin than allow a man not worthy takes your virginity. Oh mummy, I wonder how she's doing and I hope things are going well at home. All I have wanted for my life is to be there for my family and have a peaceful life and nothing more.

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*Flashback.*

During my days at Ajegunle Senior Secondary School, I didn't have many friends except for one person. Her name was Isabella; we sometimes called her Isabelle too and she was my best friend then. Isabelle was like a sister to me as she was always there for me when I needed her and we even share the same age. We were so close to the point that she even called my mum 'mummy' as well and always came to visit me at our house.

Back then, Isabelle already had a boyfriend who was our senior and I was the only one still keeping off boys like they were bugs. Well that didn't last for long when I foolishly fell for the transferred senior, Jayson Jimoh. Jayson was the type of guy every girl wanted in the whole school. He was everything a girl would like; he was intelligent, neat and of course, handsome too. Girls flocked around him and followed him everywhere, except me though, I hated things like that but it seemed he didn't find anyone interesting because he only chased and followed me around. I thought I wouldn't bulge but Isabelle convinced me to accept him and since I didn't find him bad and liked his efforts, I agreed to date him.

He was my first boyfriend, my first kiss, and probably would have been the one to take my virginity. After few months to our relationship, I came to like him more. And then it got to a point where Jayson wanted s*x but I wasn't ready. He knew I was a virgin in the first place and he had told me that he would be patient and understanding. When I refused him s*x, he didn’t force me like he had promised and that made me like him more. When I told Isabella about it, she told me to have s*x with him since he wanted it and that it wouldn't mean anything because he loves me but I was still feeling insecure about it so I disagreed with her.

On my 18th birthday, Jayson organized a party for me and invited everyone. I wondered how he got money to book an entire event center and when I asked him about it, he only told me that he worked part time jobs. I was too blinded and foolish that I didn't know he had planned on taking my virginity by force that day.

At first, we all sat drinking together at the party and everyone kept wishing me but later, everyone started leaving to the other side of the hall to dance and even Isabelle. It was strange but since Jayson was with me, I felt safe and thought that they probably just wanted to give us some privacy. We were only talking for a while he sat beside me on the couch. Then, he slowly pulled me closer and kissed me but since we have kissed a few times before, I didn't stop him. Then his hands started roaming down my body and between my thighs, I gasped and kept calm since he had gone that far before as well but then his kisses became rough and rapid and his hands groped my thigh hard, that's when I knew it was going too far. I broke off the kiss and tried to push him off but he was gripping me tightly and didn't even bulge.

He reached for my shirt and started to unbutton it roughly. I screamed his name for him to stop but he wouldn't listen. He gripped my waist and pushed me to lie with my back on the couch before he climbed on top of me. I held my shirt tightly trying to prevent him from going further while I continued to struggle with him screaming loudly. He pressed my hands with his above my head and started kissing my neck. Fear ran through me as I lay underneath him helplessly. One minute he was a sweet boyfriend, and the next, he was about to r**e me.

Tears ran down my cheeks as the thought of being a victim of r**e ran through my head, I would be damaged for life if it were to happen. Just when I thought it was over, someone dragged him off from me. I laid there in a trance as tears rolled down cheeks. I heard a familiar voice calling my name and I finally managed to come back to reality. My eyes met two shocked ones that belonged to my mum. My clouded eyes grew wide in surprise as she stood in front of us.

I could see the surprised look on Jayson's face and he quickly stood up to his feet. Due to how close I am with my mummy, I had earlier told her where I was headed and after numerous advises, she allowed me leave the house. I was very thankful that I did tell her the truth; else, the whole story would have been different. My mum dragged Jayson off and started hitting him on his back with anger in her eyes and I quickly stood up to stop her.

She turned to me with disappointment in her eyes before she reached for my hands and started pulling me away. I might have told her that I was going to a small party but I didn't mention that I was going to be with a guy, I had told her I was going to be with Isabella. So of course, every African parent would be angry and disappointed. She took me home and grounded me for days. She also insisted on taking Jayson to the police even after I not to but after much pleading, she decided not to go the police but demanded to see Jayson's parents instead.

Well I knew nothing about his family and it would be an embarrassment to me so I decided against it. Even if I knew his parents, there was no way I would allow my mom go to them. She insisted I changed school and despite my protest, she wouldn't hear of it.

Well my mum did not stop, little did I know that she had reported the matter to my school and they had called for Jayson's parents.

Some days after, expensive cars pulled up at our house and it was a woman who came along with some bodyguards. She introduced herself to be Jayson's mother and my parents and I stared at the woman in shock and disbelief. She was Jayson's mother?? This woman did not only come in an expensive car but also had escorts, so it was clear that she was rich. The woman told us that she came to apologize on behalf of her son and that; we shouldn't make such 'small' matter bigger. She told us that we have no proof about what happened and that it could even be that I was lying against her son. She said she only came to apologize out of courtesy and good manners. I was shocked to hear her say that and at the same time, I was shocked to find out that Jayson's family was rich. And do you know the most shocking part that I found out later? Jayson and Isabelle were cousins and they both came to our public school against their family's wish all in the name of exploring the world. Rick kids, yeah?

It turned out that Isabella knew about Jayson's plan to take away my virginity that day and they are both from an affluent family, everything was a lie. Jayson's mother even brought out a bag of money and offered it to my parents. Their son molesting me was not enough; she still came to humiliate us because we are poor. My mummy didn't accept the money but told the woman to leave with the money. The woman told us that we were going to remain poor if we kept trying to hold on to our pride and even told me that I was the one who dated her son and forced myself on him and not the other way round and that she was only trying to make our pitiful life better.

Isabelle never for once came to see me to at least give me her own side of the story, none of them ever did.

Flash back stops.

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"Hey! Have you gone deft or what? I said you should stand up!"

The familiar voice that belongs to the stranger jolts me back from my thoughts. I sit up and stare at him holding a cigarette in his right hand with a deep scowl on his face. When did he come back?

"You better not provoke me any further, get off from the bed." He yells at me.

What is he going to do to me? Would he hurt me? Will he force me again? The anger is his eyes shows that something must have upset him at wherever he went to.

I quickly get off from the bed and stand close to the bed wondering what he is going to do. He looks at me from my head to my toe and nods before moving closer to me. I move backwards as he keeps coming closer. Just as I am about to fall on the bed, he stops moving and sighs.

“I’m not going to do anything, just stay still." He says in a surprisingly calm voice but I am not convinced, so I wrap my arms around my body and look to the ground.

He sighs and moves pass me to sit on the bed. "Sit." He commands. I turn to him and the look in his eyes tells me to kindly obey. I sit on the bed keeping a far distance from him.

"Do you think I won't have my way with you if I want to?" He frowns at me. "Come closer, Kemi."

I shake my head and don’t move. I can see him clench his fist in anger but I still does not move.

"You're f**king stubborn, you know that?" He glares at me.

“If you have something to say, you can say it from there, I will still hear you." I manage to say.

He scoffs, "You're lucky I like you." He stands up from the bed and moves over to the couch and starts to take off his jacket. Fear grips me and I quickly stand up from the bed. He turns to me with a frown.

"I said I'm not doing s**t to you Kemi! Can't I even take off my clothes?"

I bit my bottom lip and starts fidgeting with my fingers nervously. I don't even know he is done taking off his clothes until I feel him walking towards me. I manage to look up at him and see that he is still wearing a T-shirt. He has only taken off the jacket.

"I didn't have plans to auction you off but it seems my f**king brother wants to poke his nose in my business…” He runs his hand on his head before adding on. "He just keeps confusing me.”

Auction me off? Does he mean sell me? Do they auction people?

"Auc…Auction me…me off?" I stammer as I ask him.

"Yes, auction you off. Normally, we auction girls we bring here or we use them as s*x slaves...”

Did he just say s*x slaves?

I guess he sees the fear on my face because he smirks, "Relax darling, I won't sell you off if you behave."

"Then you will use me as a s*x slave?" I ask looking at him straight in the eyes. I just can't trust this man.

He stares at me for a while before laughing. "Oh common darling. I'm not the one who use girls for s*x slaves, Lexis does." He shrugs before sitting on the bed.

Lexis? Who is Lexis?

“Then what do you want with me?”

He keeps quiet for a while as if thinking about what he wants before sighing loudly. "Well, I do auction girls though...”

I tense up immediately and move back. What exactly is he doing? He doesn't use girls for s*x slaves but he auctions them? Isn't that the same thing?

He laughs before shaking his head, "One minute you're bold and the next, you're like a scared cat." He adds on. "Like I said, I have no intentions in using you as a s*x slave or auctioning you but..."

I gulp hard, but what?

"But you will do something else for me...” He points at me. "Something only you can do."

"And what is that?"

"Come closer and I’ll tell you, the walls have ears you know."

I know he just wants me to move closer to him because I'm sure these walls are soundproof. I swallow hard and move closer to him but he suddenly reaches for me and grabs my waist, pulling me to his chest. I don't struggle out of his hold but simply remain there nervously.

"You really smell nice Kemi." I hear him say before he kisses my forehead.

I roll my eyes, "How so, because I haven't taken my bath since morning." Oh goodness, shut up Kemi!

He chuckles, "That doesn't mean you won't smell nice. You actually smell like rose flower."

Not only rose flower, p*****t.

"Did you say something?" He asks and I panic, did I say that out loud? Please tell me I didn't.

"Me? No!"

Suddenly he whispers into my ear, "l will tell you what I want you to do later when I confirm something. I don't want to take chances, darling."

I nod and try to get off from his hold but he won't let me. He suddenly lifts me up and carries me to the bed. He sits on the bed and places me on his thighs so I'm straddling him and he wraps his hands around my waist. He abruptly takes my hands and places them around his neck. He smirks before moving his face closer to mine and before I know it, he locks his lips with mine. He starts kissing me roughly and I start struggling to push him off and he unexpectedly stops. I breathe hard as I stare at him with in puzzlement. What is he going to do now?

He sighs, "Let's not force things." He tightens his hands around my waist. "So you ride me."

Wait what? My eyes grow wide and I shake my head abruptly.

He frowns, "Do it while I’m being nice, Kemi. If you manage to get me hard, then I won't do anything to you but if you cannot, then I will have to teach you." He smirks.

I shake my head abruptly and try to get off from him but he grips both of my hands and glares at me.

"One call and it’s over for your family darling, so you'd better comply."

My eyes grow wide at the mention of my family. Not my family, please. "My...My family?" I ask in fear.

He nods, "Yes, now will you get to it, or should I give the order?"

I swallow hard as tears gathers in my eyes.

"No don't, I will...I will do it."

"You will what?" He asks again as if he didn't hear me but I know he clearly did.

"Say the word, darling."

I look at him for a while and sigh "I will... I will ride you." I manage to say.

He smiles, "Good, now go on."

Tears gather in my eyes and I slowly start moving on his thigh. I'm sure very soon, there will be no tears left in my eyes again. As I continue to ride him, someone knocks on the door. He groans in annoyance and turns to it.

"Who the f**k is that?" He asks angrily and then a voice speaks up.

“The boss has arrived and wants to see you, consigliere."

Oh, so the wall is not really soundproof?

"And what happened to communicating on phone?” His face becomes darker from anger.

"I couldn't reach you consigliere." The male voice says.

He rolls his eyes before sighing. “I’ve heard, now get lost.”

He turns to me, "It seems like you have a guardian angel here, darling."

I turn away from him as tears stream down my cheek.

He scoffs, "You sure cry a lot." He forcefully kisses my cheek and lifts me off his thigh.

He stands up, "Someone will come for you, stay put."

As soon as he leaves the room, I slump on the floor with my hands clenching my chest tightly. This is only the beginning and I already feel like disappearing. Suddenly, the door slides open and I hear footsteps in the room. Thinking he is the one again, I fret and stand up immediately prepared to hide anywhere possible. I can't take anymore right now.

"Relax Kemi, it's me." I hear a familiar voice say and I raise my head up to find George staring at me. Talking about a guardian angel?

"George?"

He smiles at me and when he sees that I'm trembling on my feet, he walks closer to me.

"Who did you think it was?"

I turn away to hide my tears, "No one."

"Someone will come to take you away, so don't fret when she comes, okay?” I hear him say.

I turn to him, "The badass from earlier?"

He looks at me in for a moment, "Are you crying?"

I shake my head abruptly and quickly wipe my eyes, "No, I'm not."

"Which badass are you talking about?"

"The girl who brought me here yesterday."

"Oh, she?" He chuckles. "Not her, she has no business with you. Someone else will come for you."

I nod my head and sit on the bed. "He already told me though. You don't have to come and tell me again."

He smiles slightly, "I um, I wanted to see if you're okay."

I blink in surprise. He wanted to check if I'm okay? Why? Aren't every member of the mafia supposed to be dangerous and mean?

I hear him sigh before he adds on, "Kemi." He calls my name and I look at him. I don't know why but I feel like he could be different from the never ending frowning faces I have been seeing here.

"Listen to me." He says and I fidget with my hands.

He sighs, "I don't want to get your hopes up by telling you that all will be fine but trust me, things would be easy for you if you calm down and just cooperate. The consigliere isn't really a patient man and he could hurt you if you don't cooperate with..."

"And why do you care? I already knew the consequences before coming here, so I can manage, you don't have to act like you're worried."

He has no idea how that man is treating me and he keeps telling me to be calm and cooperative. I understand he's trying to be nice but I really don't know how to behave right now.

"You work for him anyway, so it's not like you can go against your boss." I add on and shrug my shoulders.

He sighs, "The consigliere is not my boss and I do not work for him."

I narrow my brows in confusion, "Then...”

He cuts me off, "I work for the boss Kemi. My relationship with the consigliere is not something you can understand. It's complicated."

If he works for the boss, then who is the boss?

"Oh... Okay, so did he send you here?"

"Who?"

"Your boss?"

"Oh no no, the boss has nothing to do with you. I'm sure he even has no idea about your existence."

"Wouldn't you get in trouble for coming in here?"

He smiles, "In trouble? Of course not."

"Why did you come...George? I didn't know there would be any nice people around here."

He stares at me for a while before sitting beside me. "For the first time, I have no idea of what the consigliere plans to do and it just make me wonder..."

"It makes you wonder what he plans to do to me?"

He looks at me, "Yes."

Why would he care?

I turn to him, "Are you saying you’re worrying about me?”

He stares at me for while and smiles. “Well, I guess you have this charm that makes one wants to save you.”

"What do you mean?"

He stands up and doesn't answer me. Instead, he says. "Anna will come for you. Don't worry, things will get better." With that, he leaves the room and I watch him leave in confusion.

What exactly are these people up to in this place? Who is the boss and who is not? If the stranger is the consigliere, then who is the boss? Earlier, those guards referred to George and that badass as Capo, I am sure that is a rank here as well. Is the boss the consigliere's younger brother who almost killed my father? If I knew I was going to be brought to the mafia, maybe I could have watched a few mafia movies? I wouldn't have been so confuse right now. I have absolutely no idea who is who and what they do!

Well, that's not the main problem right now. I am about to be used for something else which is not a s*x slave nor would I be auctioned but I dread whatever it is, even more.

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