Living with the gay who f*cked me.

Yes we're married. Living in one roof. Lying on the same bed and touching each. others skin. But still, it feels like we're too apart. Napatitig ako mula sa kisame at nagbitaw ng malalim na buntong hininga. Saka itinuon ang atensyon sakanya. I smell my favorite scent his own natural scent. Nakatalikod sya saakin Kaya wala akong ibang makita maliban sa likod nya. nadedepina sa likod nya ang pagkaganda ng katawan nito. I smirked at my thought. Hindi mo aakalaing may malambot syang puso kagaya ko. Kagaya ko na lalake din ang gusto. Yeah, Who would have thought? I sighed and smiled bitterly "I love you"Halos pabulong kong sabi. I can't manage my emotions everytime i whisper those words. Hindi ko alam kung narinig ba niya ang sinabi ko or he just ignore me like he always does. After that incident. Marami ng nag-iba. Kung hindi nya kaya ginawa yun ay magiging masaya siya sa buhay nya? If this marriage doesnt exist , and I didnt become part of his life, Would he still hate his life? Its been 2 years.. He degraded me.. He used me.. And now were tied together. Living in the same roof sleeping with the same bed. Yes, "Im living with the gay who f*cked me."