All The Bad Things

"We need to make this quick." she said as she closed the door behind them. Chase struggled to hide the smirk from his face. Reagan lightly slapped his face and gave him the mean look that he has always adored. "I mean it," she said with gritted teeth as she unclasped her bra. "I have work in ten minutes. Kapag hindi mo pa sinimulang maghubad d'yan, it's gonna be blue balls for you." He just stood there, admiring her as she began lowering her green scrub pants. "Chase Alcantara!" "Remind me again, Reagan," he couldn't get the grin off his gorgeous face even as he unzipped his pants. "Why did we break up?" She gave him a pointed look. She stood there wearing only her green scrub top on and her lace underwear. Unabashed. "Because you're an asshole." Upon hearing that, Chase flipped her against the tiled bathroom wall. He gripped her hips too tight. But it's exactly what she wants. Dama niyang dinaklot ni Chase ang underwear niya, hanggang sa marinig niyang mapunit iyon. "f**k you!" mahina ngunit marahas niyang bulong. Again, this is why they broke up. Chase likes to break beautiful things. Including Reagan's heart. "You already did, honey." he whispered in her ear as he nibbled her ear lobe. He took one dusky n****e on his two fingers and rolled it. Making Reagan gasp. "Many times over." He harshly entered her. But Reagan didn't mind because she's too wet to care. Too horny. Too everything. When it comes to Chase, ganito siya. She's able to feel everything all at once. Before, she finds it fascinating. Siguro kaya napagkamalan niya ang feelings niya para dito noon bilang ang one great love niya. Because what else could it be? But now, it's just that. Disconcerting. Napakapit na lamang si Reagan sa dingding ng banyo as Chase began f*****g her like a wild animal. She tried to keep herself from moaning but a low grunt managed to escape from her lips. "You need to be quiet, Ree," he breathed against her neck. "someone might hear us." They were in one of the bathroom stalls in the hospital where Reagan is working. Nagkaroon lamang ng renovation sa parteng iyon ng hospital kaya naman wala halos taong napapadpad doon. Hindi naman niya alam na bigla na lamang susulpot si Chase sa pinagtatrabahuhan niya. They made a rule before that they're never going to mix business with pleasure. Isa pa ay baka makita si Chase dito ng best friend niyang si Atasha na dito rin nagtatrabaho. Her best friend knew they broke up several months ago. And she would be suspicious kung anong ginagawa ni Chase dito lalo na't isa itong Marketing graduate. What else would he do in a hospital except to f**k his nurse ex-girlfriend? Her best friend will surely have her neck. At kabisado na ni Reagan ang sasabihin nito. "Nakalimutan mo na bang he dumped you? Did you forget how he told you he tried to love you but he couldn't? And that was after two years of dating? O baka nakalimutan mo kung ilang gabi mo siyang iniyakan? Because if so, let me remind you how broken you are the past few months because he couldn't even be bothered to ask how you are after you got COVID! Wake up, Reagan! You don't deserve how Chase treats you! You're better off without him!" She was about to wallow in misery ngunit ang lahat ng iyon ay muling nilunod ng kung gaano kasarap bumayo si Chase sa likuran niya. "Are you thinking about another guy, Ree?" muling sambit ni Chase. His voice laced with jealousy and warning. He bit her earlobe right after as he drilled her harder. "Is that why you spaced out?" Reagan felt his hand wrap around her delicate neck, slightly choking her. He sunk his teeth, harder that what she was used to, on the flesh of her shoulder. Before she was able to cry out and make a noise, he put two fingers inside her mouth to prevent her from doing so. His other hand went from her neck to her naked bottom. He grabbed one cheek of her ass and spread it as he speared her violently. Reagan didn't know what else to do but to suck on his fingers and put her other hand on the other butt cheek to help him spread it. Her right hand went to his hair as he buried his face in her neck. It felt so f*****g good that she started to see stars behind her eyes. She missed this. She missed all the dirty things Chase did to her and make her do. She didn't even know where he learned his tricks because she knew they were each other's first. Ang alam lang ni Reagan ay ayaw na niyang matapos ang tagpong iyon. But it did. Just like all the nights they spent wrapped around each other's arms. All the nights they spent laughing at silly things. All the mornings they spent making love while staring at each other's eyes. The mornings that she didn't want to end because she knew she had to say goodbye once again. She hastily pulled her pants up after wiping what remains of what they used to call passionate encounters. Now, it's just that. Giving in to their animal instincts. Just f*****g. No more of those looking deep into each other's eyes just to say I love you. Now it's just him taking back his words. "You're still on the pill, right?" Chase asked, insensitively. "Of course," she muttered. Inayos niyang maigi ang sarili dahil didiretso na siya sa trabaho pagkatapos nito kahit pa nanginginig pa ang mga tuhod niya. "Doon ka dumaan sa likod at baka makasalubong mo si Atasha. We have the same shift today." "Okay." he made a gesture as if he's trying to kiss her but Reagan automatically avoided him. Chase made no response to her reaction. He just let her be. He knew that there's no way around her when she's upset. She'll get over it. Kahit naman anong mangyari ay sasagot pa rin si Reagan sa mga tawag niya at ganoon din siya rito. They both knew they couldn't stay away with each other and they both knew this should stop. Ngunit matimbang pa rin ang kung anuman na nag-uugnay sa kanilang dalawa. He's never going to walk out from her life. She knew that and it hurts her. Dahil kahit ano pa man ang dahilan ni Chase, sa huli ay hindi pa rin nitong kayang ibigay ang nais niya. So, they are settling for this. Hanggang dito na lang muna.