WHEN WE WERE SEVENTEEN

The first bell of the school year rang like a warning. Sofia Alvarez paused just outside the gates of Crestview High, her fingers tightening around the straps of her backpack as the sound echoed through the courtyard. Students poured in around her—laughing, shouting, complaining loudly about summer ending too soon—but she stood still for a moment longer, as if crossing those gates meant surrendering something she wasn’t ready to give up. Summer had been quiet. Safe. Predictable. High school was none of those things. She adjusted her skirt, smoothed invisible wrinkles from her blouse, and stepped forward. The gates swallowed her whole. Crestview High smelled like fresh paint and old memories—bleach on tiled floors mixed with perfume, sweat, and the faint scent of books that had passed through too many hands. Lockers slammed shut like punctuation marks in conversations. Shoes squeaked against polished floors. Everywhere Sofia looked, people were reuniting, hugging, comparing schedules, already falling back into roles they’d perfected the year before. She walked alone. Not because she didn’t have friends—she did, sort of—but because Sofia preferred the quiet before everything became loud. Before expectations crept in. Before people decided who you were supposed to be this year. She found her locker after a small struggle with the map she’d printed and folded too many times. Locker 317. Third row. Slight dent on the right side. It stuck when she tried to open it, forcing her to twist the lock again, slower this time. “Come on,” she murmured under her breath. It finally opened with a reluctant creak. Sofia exhaled, a small smile touching her lips. A tiny victory. She liked those. She placed her books neatly inside—English Literature on the left, Mathematics on the right, her notebook with the pressed daisy tucked carefully in the middle. The flower had been there since sophomore year, a reminder of a summer afternoon she didn’t talk about much. She closed the locker gently, as if it might break if she didn’t treat it kindly. “That locker hates everyone,” a voice said beside her. Sofia startled, turning too quickly. Her elbow knocked against the metal door with a sharp clang. “Ow,” she hissed. “Sorry—sorry,” the voice rushed. “Didn’t mean to scare you.” She looked up. And for a second, everything else blurred. The boy standing there was taller than she expected, with dark hair that looked like it never quite agreed to stay in place. His shirt was slightly wrinkled, his tie loose like he’d already given up on the rules of the day. There was something familiar about him—not in a way we've met before, but in the way sunsets felt familiar even when you saw them in different places. His eyes were what held her, though. Deep. Observant. The kind that noticed things and kept them to itself. “I’m Jaden,” he added, scratching the back of his neck. “Your locker just looked like it was winning the fight.” Sofia blinked, realizing she’d been staring. “Oh—um. Sofia,” she said quickly. “And yeah, it definitely was.” He smiled then. Not wide. Not flashy. Just enough to soften his face, like he wasn’t trying too hard to impress anyone. “First day blues?” he asked. “More like first day anxiety,” she admitted before she could stop herself. Jaden’s smile shifted into something gentler. “Same. Every year, I tell myself it’ll be different.” “Does it ever happen?” she asked. He considered that. “Not really. But I keep hoping.” Something about that answer stayed with her. They walked toward class together—not intentionally, just because their schedules pointed them in the same direction. The hallway buzzed with noise, but the space between them felt oddly calm, like they’d stepped into a quieter version of the world. “So,” Jaden said, glancing at her schedule. “English Literature. Mrs. Kline?” Sofia groaned softly. “Please don’t tell me you have her too.” “Worst pop quizzes known to mankind,” he confirmed. “And she stares at you like she knows when you didn’t do the reading.” Sofia laughed before she could stop herself. The sound surprised her—it felt too easy. They reached the classroom door, the bell ringing again just as students began filing in. Jaden held the door open for her without making a show of it. “After you,” he said. Their fingers brushed as she passed, a brief, accidental touch. But it sent a strange awareness through her chest, like something had shifted slightly off balance. She took a seat near the window. Jaden sat two rows back, diagonal from her. She told herself she wouldn’t look again. She did. Mrs. Kline began her usual first-day speech—expectations, reading lists, essays that would steal sleep and sanity—but Sofia only half listened. Every now and then, she caught Jaden glancing her way, his expression unreadable, thoughtful. When their eyes met, he didn’t look away immediately. Neither did she. It felt dangerous. New. Unnecessary. And yet. When the class ended, the room erupted into noise again. Chairs scraped. Papers shuffled. Sofia packed her bag carefully, slower than usual, unsure why she didn’t want to rush out. Jaden waited by the door. “Are you heading to lunch?” he asked. She hesitated. She usually ate alone or with acquaintances who talked more than they listened. But something in his tone made it feel less like a question and more like an invitation. “Yeah,” she said. “I mean—if you want.” “I do.” They walked side by side through the courtyard, the sun warm overhead, the noise fading into background music. Sofia found herself talking—about books she loved, about how she wanted to travel someday, about how high school felt like a place people pretended to understand themselves. Jaden listened. Really listened. He didn’t interrupt. He didn’t rush to fill the silences. “I like how you think,” he said eventually. Her cheeks warmed. “You barely know me.” “Still,” he replied. “First impressions matter.” She smiled at that. Neither of them noticed the way the world seemed to narrow, quietly, gently—like it was making room for something that hadn’t existed before. By the time the lunch bell rang, Sofia had the strange feeling that something important had just begun. She didn’t know yet that this moment—the lockers, the hallway, the careless smile—would become something she would remember years later with both tenderness and ache. She only knew that when she looked at Jaden, something inside her whispered: Pay attention.