His Temptation

His Temptation prologue  Since my assistant up on quit on me last week I have been cranky, I know. That has nothing to do with age as my son would want to put it to vex me.  I would never admit that out loud to anyone and never to my pain in the ass son, Dom.  His name is Dominic Christian Matthews 28 years old. Everyone calls him Dom. I really do love him maybe that’s why he drives me crazy. They say he is just like me, they even say he is a replica of me even. He is dominating, determined, strong-willed, and confident. Just what you would call an Alpha male.  Constant questions and wanting to keep an eye on me ever since his mother left us. He keeps checking up on me all the time. Sometimes I want to say to him to f**k off. But in the last 10 years, we have become more like friends than father and son. But still, that drives me crazy.  It’s 10 years ago my wife, Jill left me for my own brother, Dean that is 8 years younger than me. My son was 18 years old when that happened. Jill finally came clean after 5 year-long affairs with my brother. But that was only because she was pregnant with his child. Just weeks after she left me she had a miscarriage but within a year or less she was pregnant with his child again and later gave birth to a baby boy. They named him, Jimmy and he is now 9 years old. I haven’t talked to my brother since I found out about their affair. It hurt to be betrayed by your own wife and brother. It took time to heal. I don’t know if you can say I healed but I have moved on from the hell that is Jill and Dean. I do not have a wish to ever see them again.  Dominic never showed interest in his half-brother and after Jill left us he didn’t want to give her his attention. He was busy with school and wanted to get a business degree which he did a few years later. He was always my boy since he was born. He always wanted to be like me and one day take over the company. Dom hasn’t had a serious relationship that I know of. I believe it’s because of the abandonment issues and betrayal because of his mother and uncle. Who can blame him for that? It’s a hard pill to swallow. So he had become like me in that too. Two assholes, that's us. The only thing we want is pleasure from a women and not wanting to keep a women around for anything other then s*x. I have seen him with girls and women but not really in a relationship. More like short-term girlfriends, casual s*x, or one-night stands. Like everyone says, we are alike in almost everything to a tee.  I have no interest in women other than the much-needed release I get from them. I get that by keeping a few women  that I like well enough. They are always just a call or a text away. Of course on occasions, one-night stands too. I don’t want any relationships ever again. I've done that and I’m done with that s**t. s*x is what I need from a woman and that is all I’m giving to any woman. I had enough with betrayal and women. Women getting too close for comfort and all they do is betray.  I do have a few women that I am comfortable with enough to share the bed with. Sure I let them stay the night in my bed but then it's only s*x and nothing more. I’d admit it’s great s*x way better than it ever was with my wife. It’s f*****g awesome s*x actually.  I was honest and faithful and never cheated. Sure I did look at women but never touched. In retrospect I should have gone with my desires. My last secretary was a hot 25-year-old woman, we didn’t even kiss. I sure as hell wanted to. I wanted her bad but never acted on it as she was engaged and last week she quit because she was getting married. She told me she wanted to have children and be a stay-at-home mom. Really too bad she was really hot. More than one guy in my company wanted to walk by my office for the most stupid things just to talk to her and check out her curves. Try to see if she give them time so they could try to flirt. My son’s secretary is a man named Kyle. He is a good man and a good secretary. He is also gay not that I mind that he is. He begged me to hire his friend to be my secretary. Apparently, she had it rough, she had been betrayed by her man of 5 years. It feels very familiar, sounds almost like my own tale.   She was left with nothing as she lived with him and now she crashes at Kyles. I must have had a nice day because I said she can come and work for me, I don’t know why I did that. Maybe because I know I am desperate for a secretary. I don’t even know what education she has or work experience. I didn’t ask anything not even her name. I don’t care, she’ll be a worker and if she can do the job then great otherwise I’ll fire her and I don’t have to be guilty because I gave Kyle's friend a chance.