Sophia's Freedom

Chapter 55 : Col. Banerjee's Attempt at Escape

I could still feel the dread in Abhinu when he learned about the disgusting thing that happened to him. How can they do such a dishonorable thing to him? I can't believe how much mentally strong he might be to endure such hardship and still keep quiet about it.

Aamaya di why were you silent in all this? At least you could have given him a solder to cry on, but you didn't do that too.

Are these people really humans. They don't deserve to be called humans.

I wish Abhinu gets the justice he truly deserves. Mother Mary, why have you been a silent spectator in all this. He was only a child and they are torturing him to the extreme. Why did you not protect him?

It was eventually getting difficult for me to continue reading. But if dad wants me to read it, there is definitely something in them that he wants me to see. I will have to continue reading through it.

With great courage, I decided to continue reading the rest of the journal entries.

                                                            20th May 1994.

I cannot describe what happened to me today. I am very ashamed to even describe what happened to me today. Aunty and my sisters are in Purulia for the week. They have been renovating the house so that we can shift over there. I am happy that they are in Purulia, at least I don't have to do that disgusting this every morning to them. Abhishek dada had promised me that the largest room of the house will be mine. Aunty told me that we are going to live there till I am all grown up. I was happy that I won't have to be in front of my friends in my current state.

I was only hoping that I can muster up enough strength to stay alive until I am all grown up but after today's incident, I don't think I want to live anymore. 

In the evening uncle called up Rahat kaka and three of his friends. He told me that recently he has acquired a new company and that's why they wanted to celebrate. He told me I am his lucky charm. Ever since I became his daughter, he has been doing very well in his business. He told me to go and stay in the room while uncle and the four of them had fun. Later in the evening, something happened and uncle suddenly began to shout at someone. By the sound of his voice, it seemed as if it was a phone call.

After about 15 minutes of receiving the call, Rahat kaka and one of his friends entered my room in an inebriated state and dragged me out into the hall. I tried resisting but was too helpless. Recently my health has weakened to a great extent. It's been almost a month now, ever since I had the surgery. Things are really getting difficult for me. I don't have enough strength to even resist Darika and Garima when they overpower me sometimes. I don't like to address them as didi anymore in my journals. They don't deserve the honor. 

As he dragged me out of the room, his friends pounced on me and tore off my frock. I tried to run but uncle caught hold of me tightly. He made me take off the tattered frock and sit on his lap in a semi-n***d state and made me watch pornographic videos in front of four other men whom I barely know.

After a while, they were fed up with those dirty videos, and then Rahat kaka and his friends wanted me to give them a deep throat. They dragged me to uncle's room, I tried to resist but they were too strong and forced themselves on me. I kept begging them not to do so, but they wouldn’t listen. Uncle didn’t even stop them from hurting me.

They took turns at me and did some really dirty thing which I want to forget but I doubt I shall be able to erase the memory of this disgusting night till my end.

Finally, after they left, I was too exhausted to even get up from the bed. When they took turns at me, they took off my lowers and threw it away. I was not wearing anything other than my bras. I struggled to get up, but I was in no condition. Suddenly I realized uncle coming towards me and he had the panties in his hand. He helped me put it on and then picked me up in his arms and took me to my room. He laid me on my bed and sat next to me.

He then asked me if I know the reason, I was tortured today, but I was in so much pain that I could only nod my head from right to left, and let the tear flow through my eyes and then he said that a few hours ago, dad attempted to escape and in that process, he managed to kill 4 of his men. However, they were finally able to catch my dad and lock him up in the room again.

Uncle wanted to remind my dad what would happen if he attempts a similar stunt again and so he called 4 of his men to take turns at me and then he suddenly turned on the projector and I could see that he was badly beaten up and was lying on the floor. The moment he saw me, he stood up and came close to the screen. 

uncle said 'Sujoy, I want you to see this' and then uncle began to touch and kiss me in places which my semi-conscious mind kept saying that it is not feeling uncomfortable, I was so tired and exhausted that I couldn’t even raise my arms to push him away from me. Things became extreme when he inserted his hands inside my panties and did something shameless which I cannot explain lest Monika reads this diary someday. Dad kept pleading to uncle not to do the inhumane act but he would not listen.

After a while, he finally pulled a blanket over me, tucked me in, looked into the camera and said no more funny games from now on and turned off the projector, and left the room. I struggled to fall asleep, but the incident was so terrifying that it kept repelling me in disgust. I finally decided to end my life once I am able to get back on my feet again.

*** Why was uncle being such a shameless and perverted man? 

Why was that man being such a jerk? 

Why was he not thinking about his daughters before doing such a shameless act? 

God forgive me but what if someone does the same thing with his daughters how would he feel. 

Only to take revenge on Abhinu's dad he r***d him in front of his dad. Oh My god...!!! this is really disgusting... I can't take this anymore... ***

I got down from the bed to pick up the dictionary to search for the word Deep-throat. I flipped through the pages searching for the word but was unable to find anything. I picked up my phone to search for the word on the internet and finally I found a video on shareyourworld.com. 

As I went through the video, I couldn’t believe my eyes. This is the most disgusting act I have ever witnessed and what's worse was that Abhinu had to perform that disgusting act. Yuck…Did this really happen?’

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